Tuesday, May 31, 2005
im not interested to bother anymore. fretting over such stuffs only make me more vexed. n mulling over it aint gonna get me anywhere. neither is it gonna make u do anything. so what for? im a fren lover. i love my pals like they're family. n close pals are like my siblings. that's basically it. nothing more. oh well im tired to quarrel. i dunno what u want after so much talking. we're grown ups n we know what we're doing. as long as im honest to myself i think im fine living the way im living.
oh wells! ydae the cip plan was totally thwarted!!! cos there were only 3 kids in the centre!!! the ppl there didnt tell de kids about the plan k! =( all our plannings n all our rackies just went down the drain like that! kinda sad over that.. but we had a class outing instead! hahaha! since the chartered bus was already there we might as well make use of it rite? cannot refund money anw! so we took the bus to ms ng's house! =) mr yap n ms ng were so nice! they allowed us to go up to their place in amk since all of us were stuck w nothing to do! so we went up to their place in that chartered bus.. hahaha.. its so funnie.. 20+ ppl in a 40+ seating bus.. so all of us took 2 seats n i was lying down n sleeping comfortably on two seats.. =) *im small enough!* well we had fun in ms ng's place after that playing this game called Rummy-O! its v fun!! =) n we also had ppl playing mahjong n cards n all.. =) oh yesh ms ng ordered alot of pizzas n kfc for us! i bet she must have spent ALOT lor! those guys in my klass reallie can eat manx! zhiyin was saying he had like 3 pieces of chicken n 4 pieces of pizza?? hahahah.. kongtat n weeann had even more than that!! amazing eaters! n they dun grow fat! *jealous* hahaha.. anw i left w lingyong n zhiyin.. den ly went to de mrt station while zhiyin n i waited for 166.. n we were waiting for so so so long! until zhiyin suddenly said 'aiyah! i dun wanna wait for 166 liao lah!!' den 166 came along almost immediately!!! murphy's law! wahahhaha! so our cip day became a class outing day! =)
after that i went shopping w mom in town again.. cos she needed to grab her dinner n stuffs.. so we each got a mango top, i found a nice nice chio chio bikini, she got a pair of shoes.. that's about it i think? =) i was so tired i think i was basically sleepwalking lah.. so i came home n i totally knocked out at 1am after chatting w marcus.. hahaha.. had some interesting talk going on so i couldnt exactly abandon de chat.. but msn kicked me out!! n i couldnt sign in again!! =( so we just smsed till i fell asleep.. ooopsie! sorrie! hahaha.. i keep falling asleep n not replying to my frens.. im sucha meano.. den de next morning i'd have like 3 smses saying 'u fell asleep already?' hahahah.. =p
kkie im off for dinner! maybe i'll update pics n stuff again later!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|19:02|
Sunday, May 29, 2005
YAYS!!!! sentosa sentosa sentosa!! i was EARLY todae k! i was de earliest amongst the 5 of us.. ying n harry overslept, chris was at his frens place for stayover, hua was one train after me.. haha.. for once im the earliest! =) anw we had macs breakfast n headed to siloso.. prettie empty in the morning in fact.. except for the fact that there was some indian mass thingie there.. i think they were praying?? i have no idea actualie.. hahaha.. okay anw only hua n i went into the water.. cos chris was so stoned already, harry din have a change of clothes, n ying din wanna get wet.. n so yeapx.. only hua n me were in de dirty waters of siloso n tanning afterwards.. =) i've got a spag strap tan line now.. -_-" i thot i wont get tanned by that little bit of time lying under the sun.. oh wells! we basically slacked n talked n stuffs.. den headed to mainland for yoshi! we were pretty stoned by then.. so after a little shopping we headed home~ i went causeway to shop shop for awhile w mommie n den came home to zzzzz.. afterwhich was dinner.. =)
im so ultra accident prone.. n im bound to get some kinda injury when i go to beaches or parks or whatsoever.. even today!!! it was like there was NO WAY i could injure myself.. no blading, no cycling, nothing! but hua n i were in the water n from what we saw we were FAR from shore.. but in fact its just that the tide was coming in.. so in fact our feet could touch the ground.. but we din know! so we said to swim closer to shore n i was swimming swimming swimming when my knee crashed into the sand. -_-" *CRYS* how jialat can i get! lidat also can get injury! now i have this ugly patch of abrasion on my knee.. =(
ohh yesh im pretty excited bout CIP tmr! though i basically know nothing! well i gotta rely on info sheet already! n i hope everything goes smooooothly! =D i gotta rest earlie for CIP! yeahs!!
sighs. sometimes i just dunno what he wants yarh? im getting so confused. if possible i'd rather he SPELL THINGS OUT. cos seriously i dun seem to understand him at all. i thot r/s are supposed to be fair to both parties? or maybe im just too idealistic. i dun even know what to say. nvm.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:20|
hua n me! =)
sweetie ying
hot sexy babes!
that's ying's hand btw.....
kawaii neh! *super act cute*
huh??
ying, hua, chris, harry =)
my 2 prettie darlings!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|17:04|
Saturday, May 28, 2005
the GREAT singapore sale!!!! i had a hard time squirming thru de horrid crowd in orchard todae! but i managed to get a nice top n skirt anw! =) the whole dae was just spent shopping arnd w mommy.. n i was so sad i couldnt get the guess bag i liked cos it was out of stock.. but mom already made a reservation for a new piece when stock arrives.. which is probably real real soon! =) so the prettie pink bag shall be shared by mommie n me! YAYS! n got a nice simple zara top n a pepper plus skirt.. n mommie got herself a LV bag.. n sponsored me a new bikini! hahaha! cos the prices in tannlines were realie so good lah!!! nice designs that used to go at $70+ now going for $30+ literally half price manx~! n even my one-piece swimsuit cost me $60+ the last time.. so mom was like"u like u choose lor" =D oh yes i went phuture london to check out that mini dress that ying, hua n me saw last time.. n i tried it on! it was only at $39! but guess what happened? the front drooped all the way down to my belly button (it covered NOTHING i tell ya). n the back went all the way down to my ass. so basically it covered nothing in front n nothing behind. wows! i nearly fainted when i looked into the mirror.. hahahaha.. how appalling..
wellwell the sales are realie crazie n its worth it to check it out if u're free.. hahaha.. n u'd just feel dumb if u bought those stuffs at original price.. anw i had swensons dinner! had salmon baked rice of cos! n had topless 5! n apple crumble! *DROOLS* totally delicious! n i koped abit of serloin from mommie n it was fab! the beef they use is of such great quality! its so much better than the ones at jacks place or whatsoever.. it simply rawks! im so full now i think im gonna burst soon.. tmr i'll be floating arnd in the water in sentosa! =D gonna be there w ying, hua, brent, chris, harry.. =) now there's a brent in the picture.. hahaha! i realised our group of 6 (ying hua me harry chris edwin) alwaes evolves n include new ppl.. but somehow the core members are still the same.. just the addition of some new ppl at times.. haha.. funky eh.. we knew each other since sec 1.. =)
gonna spend my thurs n fri mugging away. seems like the rest of the days are taken. gosh. i need more time more time more time! its only the start of hols n im panicky. goodness me. *b-r-e-a-t-h-e* i shall go rest earlie since i gotta be at harbourfront at 8! nites darlings!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:56|
Friday, May 27, 2005
WHEEES! its last dae of school!!!!! at last term 2 is over! *phew* im so tired out n shagged by all the stuffs going on.. anw lets not talk about that.. went back to ny just now! went to crash theatre n of cos we had the oh-so-naggy gary tang going on n on about mulan n going to war.. hahaha.. i've heard that same old thing at least for 3 years manx.. my poor jnrs probably heard it for all 4 years in ny.. anw their production is so cool!!! they have sponsors for contact lenses, makeup, supper etc etc.. wth!!! we din have that!!! luckie jnrs! anw lingyi, char, ying n me kinda concluded dat our jnrs are kinda scarie.. hahaha.. seems so different from our batch! =S well mulan rawks! de sound effects are already v cool.. n to think that ny now has a RECORDING ROOM.. grr.. why are our jnrs so so so so luckie?
well im tired out but i guess i'll be running arnd for at least a few more days.. shall settle down for proper work on tuesdae.. =) well im looking forward to the end of As cos i wanna do theatre again.. i miss those days of slogging for a common goal.. =) n at least we now know whose play we're gonna do.. so all the more im excited about it! think i shall go swimming to relax abit tmr.. im seriously tired n stressed.. need to BREATHE~ n ying wants yoga class too! yays! i've got lots of lessons i wanna take after As manx!!
here are some stories to share:
A WELL-KNOWN SPEAKER STARTED OFF HIS SEMINAR BY HOLDING UP A $20 BILL.
IN THE ROOM OF 200, HE ASKED, WHO WOULD LIKE THIS $20 BILL? HANDS STARTED GOING UP.
HE SAID, I AM GOING TO GIVE THIS TO ONE OF YOU, BUT FIRST, LET ME DO THIS.
HE PROCEEDED TO CRUMPLE THE BILL UP. HE THEN ASKED, WHO STILL WANTS IT?
STILL THE HANDS WERE UP IN THE AIR.
WELL, HE REPLIED, WHAT IF I DO THIS? HE DROPPED IT ON THE GROUND, AND
STARTED TO GRIND IT INTO THE FLOOR WITH HIS SHOE. HE PICKED IT UP, NOW
CRUMPLED AND DIRTY. NOW, WHO STILL WANTS IT? STILL HANDS WENT INTO THE AIR.
MY FRIENDS, YOU ALL HAVE LEARNED A VERY VALUABLE LESSON. NO MATTER WHAT I DID TO THE MONEY, YOU STILL WANTED IT, BECAUSE, IT DID NOT DECREASE IN VALUE. IT WAS STILL WORTH 20 DOLLARS.
MANY TIMES IN OUR LIVES, WE ARE DROPPED, CRUMPLED AND GROUND INTO THE DIRT BY THE DECISIONS WE MAKE AND THE CIRCUMSTANCES THAT COME OUR WAY. WE FEEL THAT WE ARE WORTHLESS, BUT, NO MATTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED OR WHAT WILL HAPPEN, YOU WILL NEVER LOSE YOUR VALUE, DIRTY OR CLEAN, CRUMPLED OR FINELY CREASED, YOU ARE STILL PRICELESS TO THOSE WHO LOVE YOU.
THE WORTH OF OUR LIVES COME NOT IN WHAT WE DO, OR WHO WE KNOW, BUT, BY WHO WE ARE. YOU ARE SPECIAL, DON'T EVER FORGET IT!!
PASS THIS ON TO THOSE YOU CARE ABOUT, EVEN THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU.
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE LIVES IT TOUCHES THE HURTING HEARTS IT SPEAKS TO, OR THE HOPE THAT IT CAN BRING.
ALWAYS COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS, NOT YOUR PROBLEMS.
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*[a lil princess thought at]*|19:47|
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
woahs!!! todae is a ultra slack dae! n i watched star wars!! its a GREAT movie! i think its much nicer than part 2 (which i fell asleep in!) hahaha.. at least todae's one was much more action packed! n i managed to understand the storyline though i know nuts about star wars k! =) its a great great movie.. starwars fans CANNOT MISS this.. *looks at ah pa's direction* ;)
cam's still w me n of cos i had my fair share of fun taking retarded pictures! =D was so ultra tired this morning so we decided to act dumb to wake ourselves up.. weird logic eh? but anw na's as siao as me so we make a great pair to act dumb together! =) wanna know what's dumb? *points below*
chio us~
n de..... siao us!!!!!
funky eh? HAHAHA.. retarded us! anw after those crazie pics we had break.. which na n me both bought spaghetti cos we were hungry!! but in the end we got a HEAP of spag which we couldnt even eat 1/5 of.. so the rest went to ppl like weeming, jkok, zhiyin etc etc.. hahaha.. n obviously they started suaning us about our minute appetite.. yepyeps! anw todae we were talking about dehai n stuffs.. n i must say that this dehai person is kinda ke lian lah.. keep getting suaned by ppl in our klass.. cos ppl like na, dil, youzi n ah ma think dat he's shuai.. but de guys from chinese high think otherwise.. n i saw his frenster pic.. quite er xin leh.. so i guess he aint that good looking lor.. na n youzi say until like he VERY shuai lidat.. =S *i dun trust na's taste!!!* hahahah.. so we were talking n laffing about it during break.. (btw dehai is in AJ so he doesnt know all these bitching behind his back in hc.. wahahaha!)
well after break was a ultra boring n sleepy GP, followed by extremely funnie phy lect! i like ronnie quek's lects! though he sucks when it comes to disciplinary stuffs.. he's a great phy teacher i think! he teaches v well! n his lects are dosed with the right amount of laffter! todae he was telling us about how he marked scripts n got weird n lewd answers..
eg. "electons are ejected" turned into "electrons are ejeculated"
wahahahah~! de whole LT just burst into laffter lah! ultra dumb!!!
anw i got some snapshots of myself taken by my mom when i was asleep!! i think i look better when im asleep leh.. hahaha.. if u're sick of my face already, kindly move your mouse to the top right hand corner n click on the "X" there. =)
got taken when i was asleep.. -_-"
another K.O. picture
i woke up! to give a retarded grin!
de last one is just so ultra ugly lah.. x_x i bet all those who saw must be puking by now.. hahaha.. dun worrie i'll have lots of other pics to add on to let u guys puke more! =D
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:34|
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
woahs!! had the last chem spa todae!!! n it was do-able! YAYS! at last a manageable chem spa! =) anw the whole day was just spent craving for waffles cos we were having atlantis grp outing to gelare!!! =D the half price waffles plus our $20 vouchers! but we decided to share amongst the OAC ppl in our klass as well! so weileong, ah jie, qianjun n weeann joined us! =) so we literally paid $1 for the waffles! =D drooling? let u see the waffles n make u drool more!!!
waffles!!! yummy yummy yum!!!!
anw it was so extremely filling that even the 'mega-eater' weeann conceded defeat! hahaha! but the weird thing was.. everyone was complaining how full we were.. n when we got down to basement 2.. most of them bought tako pachi to eat... -_-" of cos i couldnt manage anymore.. hahaha.. anw i keep talking bout atlantis group.. who are we?? atlantis group consists of......
sweetie couple!! ah pa n ah ma!
ah gong n 2 granddaughters!
na n me!
well some ppl complain that i havent posted pictures for eeeeeeeeon years.. so i shall post n post! i was playing w my cam n i took farnie pics of myself! okay it isnt farnie.. its just.. cool~ hahaha!
hmMmmMMmm?
get lost. no pictures allowed.
funkie eh? =D i like the pics! i shall have more fun w cam n post more fun pics up here! spice up de blog a little! =) or else ppl would die reading my pages n pages of whinings n bitchings yarh? hahaha.. anw my mood aint too good.. shant go into why my mood isnt good.. shall take things in my stride n not let it affect me yarh? ;)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|
Monday, May 23, 2005
im finally home!!! so tired after running round n arnd for 3 days straight.. which means i've only half-completed my work.. n which means im abit lag on my revision notes.. well dat just means i gotta mug doubly hard this week!! okay ydae was chua's tuition in de morning n mahjong in de afternoon! den i fell asleep n i rushed out for hui's concert! shu n me were rushing like crazie lor! n we didnt even get dinner! we got hui a nice nice sunflower n she loved it! =) de concert hall was WOW~ first time in esplanade concert hall wor! n de sound systems n lighting board simply ROX.. when i saw de lighting board i nearly fainted in awe.. its realie super super zai.. n its about 4 times the size of the lighting board i played with in nanyang.. hahahaha.. anw de concert rox too! i loved the piece called 'omens of love' n 'pirates of the carribean'!!! =D n for the CO performances i loved 'qin bing ma yong' n 'long de quan ren'! n there's this er hu zai kia in AJCO.. he's realie siao manx! ultra good! ohh yesh!! their conductor is like WOAH! he's so cool lah! long hair, dyed, passionate about the pieces of music.. omg omg omg! he's so cool! =D i loved the performance!! anw after that shu n me were simply dying of hunger.. hahaha.. but at 10.30pm we were simply left with breadtalk.. so we sat down n ate bread~ =)
todae was just rackie, shopping, slacking n swensons! =D im kinda lazy to type details cos im rushing out to cut hair soon.. so i'll just skip it! hahaha.. im gonna cut my hair real short.. spunky kind.. or maybe i'll cut my fringe real short like huihui! den i look ultra ultra guai! hahahah! i shall see...... n i shall SHOCK everyone with my new hairdo! ;)
i wasnt in too good a mood in the afternoon cos of some issues.. but i dun think they matter that much.. n someone told me i shouldnt be affected by others so easily yarh? so i shant be affected by that.. anw i shouldnt be so concerned when the person isnt concerned himself rite? why i so kaypo? ultra redundant.. n if my care is redundant i shant waste effort on it! =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|19:33|
Saturday, May 21, 2005
im finally home!!! after a long long long day! had flag day from morning till afternoon n it was so fun! okay there were glitches here n there but still it was fun! =) we went to causeway to collect so i asked tim to come down n support.. hahaha.. n that nice dude donated all his coins! =) oh yesh n he was asking me about first order DE for maths.. n he learns things that i dont!!! so couldnt exactly teach him.. *sorrie tim! i'll teach u what i can k?* well met him when ah gong, weeann, na n me were taking a break at ya kun kaya toast.. dun think dat we slacked thru cip k! we only rested for awhile! well the rest of the time was spent repeating 'excuse me, would u like to make a donation?' .... 'thank you'. n smiling n smiling n smiling. cheeks were gonna cramp k! hahaha.. but it was nice seeing kids putting in coins n excitedly getting stickers! =) n it was so nice to see ppl taking $10 notes to buy smth so they had small change to put in a $2! =) n i even appreciate those that smiled n said 'no thank you' cos at least they acknowledged my presence! some just drop their heads n walk pass u like u dun exist k.. those are the ones i ignore.. hahaha.. n lemme talk about some glitches..
1) bengs who come up n say "ehh donate can get telephone isit?" n i'd happily reply "go get from harvey norman. they sell."
2) this crazie man (n i mean the realie siao kind) came up to me n started screaming at me. he asked me if i was a christian. i said no. den he asked me why i was helping methodist welfare services get donations. i said im just helping an organisation to raise funds for the needy, it doesnt matter if im a christian or not. den he kept screaming things like, "go be a christian lah! if not why u help church? go be a christian! im sure you have frens that are christians rite? go church with them lah!" n i was TRAUMATISED i tell ya. ppl were crowding arnd n staring at him already. n one guy was trying to help me get out of the situation. this 20+ yr old guy stepped up n said "im sorry she has to leave already. im the in charge. pls excuse us." den de guy just stared at me n left. n he just kept staring. even after he walked away he turned arnd to stare. YUCKS. totally freaky! thank gosh for the guy who saved me. =) luckie me.
well that was basically it for cip! we headed back to bukit batok cos we had to return the money collected to the centre there.. n it was raining cats n dogs!!!! so ah gong n me shared the umbrella that ah pa kindly brought out for us, na n weeann shared my umbrella, n we walked there in that mega huge rain.. n ah gong n weeann are such nice guys lah!!! they kept trying to shield na n me from the rain using their body as covers.. so they were TOTALLY DRENCHED while me n na got only half drenched!! we were so much drier compared to them! im so touched by their gentlemanly gesture lah! =) nice nice nice guys! na n me were shivering due to the strong winds but im sure they were much much colder! n after returning the stuffs we went back to bukit batok mrt to meet eugene who was drying in front of this generator thingie.. cos the generator cooler produces alot of wind there.. n its warm wind.. so he was just drying his clothes n shoes n socks n everything there.. hahaha.. so 5 of us stood in front of that mega huge door n dried ourselves.. for about an hour i guess? =D
den we went to mos for fries n butterfly prawns.. n we headed home separately while ah pa met ah ma.. yep yeps! ohh n i went to bishan for ban mien!! cos i simply crave for ban mien when the weather is cold.. n i'd happily go there.. order a bowl of ban mien.. eat 1/4 of the noodles n drink 1/2 of the soup n leave the rest there! =) that's just so typically ME.. hahahaha..
anw anw anw anw! there's ban mien n pasta n bryani n rotiboy in yishun foodcourt!!!! nice nice nice nice nice nice! im gonna grow oh-so-fat lor! so much good food! ahhhhs! come try yishun foodcourt if u're nearby! =D
my back's breaking.. its aching like crazie... i gtg lie down n rest abit..
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:17|
Friday, May 20, 2005
highlight of the day was bball match. held in toa payoh sports hall. girls team totally thrashed vj team. GREAT. so vj cant be cocky anymore. everyone would have expected the finals to be at least of some standard n some fight for the first rite? but todae's match was so freaky cos they concluded the game with a 68-34. totally no fight. i think those nanyang bballers that came to hc are realie like the unbeatables lah! played together for 6 years. plus that J1 council VP who shoots 3 pointers so beautifully. goodness. its just like WOW all the way.
guys match was a TIGHT FIGHT. n i mean tight as in REALLY TIGHT. it was always a 1 or 2 point lead throughout the match. tj lead, den hc lead, den tj lead, den hc leads. it was like that all the way. so thruout the game we were screaming like siao. cos it was so freaky n so exciting u feel your breath stopping. at the last minute, n i mean the LAST MINUTE, hc was leading by 1 point. n we thot we could pull the gap n win the game! but tj coach called for a timeout. n what happened after that was just a blur. tj scored 9 points. i think 7 points were by tj no. 8. yups. the one i alwaes say is very zai. HE IS ZAI. but my heart was with hc of course. n every single ball he shot in just made our dream gold medal drift further n further. n at 00:00 the whistle blew. a tear so discreetly crept down my cheek. we were so near yet so far. we couldnt have been closer than that. it was SO CLOSE. a minute could do so much. tj was cheering so much we were going deaf. but i just couldnt stop crying. youzi, na, dil n me just cried. the whole team was devastated. so many of them cried. jkok, honda, jeremin, victor, chun ho, hongyi, junhong, gabrielle, terence, kunrong, etc... they played well. though a few of them were off form, they were fighting so hard all the way to the end. luck wasnt on them n it was already sucha feat to pull the scores so close. that fighting spirit they displayed was extremely commendable. saw jkok, jeremin n victor crying outside de sports hall after prize presentation. we just went over to give them a pat on the back n told them to be strong. n for jeremin n victor, fight harder next year. but even supporters like us cried. i can imagine them going thru 100 times the pain we felt. ultimately, we gotta believe we're the champs. the girls team was 1st n the guy's team 2nd. we're the best jc bball teams. i hope they guys team would pick themselves up in this long weekend. im so proud of them! both the guys n girls teams!
after the match we headed to toa payoh station n i went to amk. sy asked to meet for dinner so we did. though i was in a horrible mood i felt better after telling him about it. but i fell into a even fouler mood after that cos of him. the way he said certain things just pissed me off so badly. urgh. im in a terribly foul mood n im not interested to talk to him about that issue anytime soon. rahhhs. irritating.
im so tired. so pissed off. im just gonna lie on the bed n stone.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:45|
Thursday, May 19, 2005
hmm. im in a bad mood todae. stress i guess? lots of things going on nowadaes. n i hate the feeling when im rushing things out todae, knowing that i'll be busy for the next 3 weeks or a month.. feel so suffocated. my hols are packed with things 'i have to do' rather than 'i want to do'. making me feel so sianed now. i need a break. a little more rest would do me ALOT of good right now. im seriously tired n drained.
after a long day in school i went to coro to meet sy cos he wanted to get games. so he got his game at coro, den we went to orchard hotel cos he had to run an errand for his mom. n it was pouring by the time we left coro. n we got drenched while getting to orchard hotel. *the rain dampened my mood even further* so yea.. had to rush down to robinson's road after that to hand in the famine camp form straight to worldvision organisation.. n it was pretty hard to find that place lor.. *even more sian-ed* but the trigger was the two NP girls that we met in subway..
after starving for half a day we stopped for dinner at subway at robinson's road.. some ulu branch.. n he met 2 girls who were group leaders of the camp he previously went to.. so kind of said hi n stuffs.. n they were like asking him 'what are u doing here?' n he said he was there cos i had to hand in forms for famine camp.. n he asked them if they knew about the famine camp since it was held in np.. n they simply gave disgusted faces n said 'huh?? (with the wth face) never.. (rolls eyes)' i was like WTH! so what if u havent heard of it n so what if the name of the camp sounds dumb.. its for a nobler cause than what u bimbos do okay! ARGH! stupid retards simply made my blood boil lah! n cos i was in my uniform they kept scrutinising n checking me out n probably wondering 'why de hell would sy be with a nerd from hc huh??' anw i decided to brush off that disgusting look of theirs n settle down for my long-awaited meal of the day.. but i was sitting the direction facing the counter n those 2 biatches were rolling their eyes at me lah! FREAK them! is there a problem with ur eyes? they'd get stuck up there someday okay? dun make me use vulgar lang on biatches like u.. cos u dun even deserve vulgar lang from my precious mouth. darn. i simply hate ppl who scorn ppl from renowned schools k.. u hear reports of EM3 students or ITE students getting despised n stuff.. can someone write a report of renowned school students SCORNED by students of other schools or institutes? its so prominent k!! i often hear things like 'wah~ hwachong sia~ clever lor!!' (in dat sacarstic tone) or it'd be 'ehhh i thot hwachong ppl dun go out one? whole day stay at home n study what!' HELLO u FREAKOS out there.. we do lead normal lives like normal human beings k.. we may not be as carefree as u are but we still have our lives.. so shut ur mouth up n stop saying those stuff just cos u're plain selfish.. i believe these ppl who say or do such things do know that their actions are damn irritating n cynical.. but they do it on purpose to spite ppl like me.. (congrats u succeeded~! wow! how bimbo of u to do that!! *claps*) if u wanna be sarca, TRY ME. i cant stand the attitude from those 2 biatches.. n he knows them so i cant say anything.. but i can say anything i like in my blog.. =) biatches like them should just stay off me. =) *oh btw biatches are attitude bitches*
my mood for dinner was SPOILT as everyone can see.. so subway melt wasnt as heavenly as ever of cos.. den had a drink at lao pa sat n here i am at home! did chem grp 7 tutorial, finished probability, did chem tys revisions n revised maths vectors.. i need rest n i need peace.. tmr's gonna be the final showdown of hc n tj.. *keeps fingers crossed* the whole of my klass will be going to support!! =D all for mr jkok n mr honda!!! =) hc will chiong for gold!!! =)
anw im selling post-it pads for the straits times pocket money fund.. $2 per pad.. its prettie!! come get it from me! n anybody wanna go be camp facilitators for a camp held in ntu from 12th-15th june? n anybody wanna go bike hike from 28th-29th may? or famine camp from 4th-5th june? hahaha.. im like some CIP promoter.. any of the above queries can contact me! =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:11|
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
wellwell, update on bball matches again.. aj won for both the guys n girls 3rd place.. n that means vj lost.. =( n anw.. na n me were DUMB todae.. absolutely DUMB!!! we went to coro to buy sushi n fries to eat n we missed a 154 at the coro busstop cos the uncle nv stop for us!! *or rather he din stop for me cos i was the one flagging the bus* anw we saw a 156 behind n we decided to try n see if the 156 would catch up with the 154 in front! but it didnt.. -_-" so we stopped at cj busstop n waited for the next 154 which took so long~ n i saw xuanrui n cj canoeing ppl at the busstop! okay back to stupid 154.. we got on the bus.. n we happily missed the stop!!! *actualie we din even know where to stop* so we got lost at circuit road (where's that anw???) n we had to take a cab back to SBC!!!!!!! how dumb can we get!?!?!? hahahaha..
well we got into sbc to see JJ cheering like crazie... n i mean CRAZIEEEEE~ after dat i heard from gilyn that they had been cheering that way for 20 mins already.. n any sane being would think that JJ won the girl's match rite? but they didnt!!! *i still dun understand why they were cheering like siao* oh anw.. dat isnt de main point.. hahaha.. vj match is de one i was going for.. first quarter was a TIE at 15-15.. den after that vj went down on their luck n aj kept scoring 3 pointers.. so the margin was pulled larger n larger.. n final score was 83-38.. kinda drastic huh? anw i was kinda shocked that vj coach kept putting down those unexperienced n sub-standard players cos it was sucha crucial match.. but maybe that's cos he knew that they were gonna lose n he shd let these players have a chance on court? -shrugs- vj was realie pretty down on luck.. =( n they realie dun perform under pressure.. which is so so so so so impt in competitions.. now im just keeping fingers crossed for the hc-tj match on fridae..
i simply cant stand that fatso AJ no. 15!!!!!!!!!!!! he's so freakin fat n irritating lah!!! he only has ONE SKILL.. which i call the lan2 ban3 qiu2.. (meaning he scores 2 pointers by the 'cutting board' mtd??) well whatever that skill is.. he only repeatedly uses THAT skill n nothing else.. like some mega oil vessal on court lah! den nobody can block him cos his body is so freakin huge that nobody can get that close to his hands.. den when he turns arnd 3 ppl will be flying off in all directions cos he knocked them.. like wth!!! -_-" cant stand that blob of wobbly thing on court.. realie irritating.. n the way he was so cocky when they were leading just makes me feel like squeezing all that oil out of him.. URGH!
im tired.. so dead tired after doing tutorials n revisions.. everynight i just fall asleep talking on the fone to someone.. =s sorry to those whom i dun reply msges to at night k.. everytime u dun get a reply the highest probability is that im zzz-ing.. =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:27|
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
dad just pissed me off AGAIN. wth. wanted to sleep earlie n spare myself the torture of seeing his face but he came home before i slept. damn. things werent exactly smooth for me todae. flu n all. plus things in school. things at home. BLAHS. thank gosh i managed to talk to sy about stuffs in school. half the load off my shoulders before i took that blow at home.
realie felt like screaming in his face lah! WTH! dun blame me for things just cos u dunno how to get it done k! cos I DONT KNOW TOO! is that SURPRISING or what!? ur daughter here isnt some smart aleck who knows EVERYTHING k!! i dont know how to solve the prob n u yell at me. like WOW~. u think u're damn good at everything? go learn then. i dun have that much time to waste. n if u think u're the sole breadwinner of the family, lemme tell u YOU ARE NOT. stop acting great cos u think u deserve it. cos u simply dont. nobody owes u anything. if im tired n i fall asleep its my fault? why not reflect n see why u cant be more understanding or caring towards ur daughter. all my 'damn's are used on him. how unsophiscated. i shant degrade myself for a pathetic soul like him.
checked out zhiyin's mp3 player just now.. n found nice songs in there though there were only 55! hahaha.. anw a nice song to check out is 'that's when i love you' by Aslyn.. very sweet lyrics.. n a very special voice.. =)
sorrie im not in a good mood.. but i guess i'll just go to bed n cry n cry n i'll just fall asleep.. tears are therapeutic.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:26|
Monday, May 16, 2005
vj vs tj. tj won. hc vs aj. hc won.
i only remember vj-tj was 55-63.. cos it was a tight match there n everyone was so uptight about it.. na was v sad.. definitely.. but i felt so bad cos i realie din know how to comfort her besides telling her the fact that they gotta jiayou for 3rd placing.. cannot let this game put them down.. from what i saw.. i felt that tj was better in terms of strategy.. plus vj was stressed out n getting boiled up over numerous fouls they committed.. n tj's defence was good i must say.. tj also had lady luck shining on them this time round, as compared to the first match in preliminary round where vj vs tj as well.. obviously.. this match is so much more crucial than that one.. so lady luck chose to side tj.. sighs. but i must also comment that vj fought real hard.. could see that they were chiong-ing to the end.. n i realie admire that spirit.. but tj's defence is realie hard to break.. its already amazing that vj caught up to sucha close score.. tj coach is great at strategising.. can see that they change their attack strategies every single timeout/halftime.. im pretty amazed by that coach honestly.. hc vs tj.. de match i expected to see for first n second.. right from the preliminary rounds i thought so.. hahaha.. fri's showdown is gonna be so cool!!!! n vj gotta trash aj!!! i dun think aj is that zai! besides those big sized ppl! =x peilee n hui dun kill me.. but seriously, i dun think they're that good to be in top 4!!! =S
enough of bball.. na, dil n me were having bad stomachs todae! -_-" terrible manx! n i was having flu n fever so i wore a JACKET down to sbc.. n i was literally sauna-ing in there after some time.. the hc, vj, tj crowds were scary manx! but i wonder why aj no crowd.. den i saw a girl crying in the toilet saying that aj only had 10 supporters.. =( i guess at crucial matches like that supporters matter alot yarh?
i had nice branch n i went to celebrate my belated belated belated bdae! had ice cream cake! =) ultra yummy i tell ya! cookies n cream ice cream cake of swenson's RAWK! who wanna accompany me for apple crumble somedae? i ate it w mommie some time ago n its delicious!! but its big so have to share amongst 3 ppl! oooh back to the cake! distributed it arnd n made ppl happie! =) *smth i love to do* hahahah.. anw its just GOOD lah.. no qualms about it! ;)
im on a happie note right now so i shant talk about unhappie stuffs that happened this morning yea? =) i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeep..... im so extremelyterriblyfreakinTIRED.. feeling weak after all that medicine.. *yawns* nites my dearies!!!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:52|
Sunday, May 15, 2005
wheees! lots of things to update todae! went scouting arnd for CIP route cos we're bringing kids on a heritage tour on 30th may! so todae santi, peixin, na n me went to chinatown n lil india to walk walk n plan route! =) kinda troublesome to say everything here.. but anw we decided to go to sri mariamman temple, thian hock keng temple, singapore museum, n little india!! =D n we were at thian hock keng temple when we saw far east square!! the place where na n i totally burned our stomachs ydae!!! n guess what! we ended up having our lunch there!!!!! hahahah.. peixin n i took 2 chillies, na took 4!!! n santi took 6!!!!!!!! santi is ultra zai at eating spicy food so 6 was no kick to her lorx! n peixin n me were comfortable at 2.. i din want 4 cos my tummy was still unwell from ydae.. now its at least 10 times worse than ydae lah! im gonna get mega tummy ache tmr! anw na was DYING with 4 chillies lah!!! she drank about 8 cups of water k! the waiter was so amused by us cos we kept laffing n na kept asking for water.. wahahaha! its like paying for water more than the ramen lor! well she managed to complete most of it! *clapS* i bet she'd get a tummy 100 times worse than mine though.. 4 chillies is REALLIE JIALAT. *the no. of chillies is how spicy it is* i applaud na's courage n santi's chilli eating skill manx!
after that we went to lil india n we found this indian fast food restaurant! so cool rites! n we were chatting with the boss there about how to house 60 ppl n he gave us a mesala thosai n some rice n some sweet thingie to try! he asked if it'd be okay to serve that for the kids!!! so nice rite! he's good at convincing customers manx! =) nice uncle! n the food there is realie nice lor! we so full liao still eat! todae realie eat until i nearly exploded... -_-"
oh yesh oh yesh! we had milo dino n ice teh tarik from mr teh tarik at far east square!! =D but we were so full we only managed to CONQUER about half of it.. hahahahah.. seriously we were all gonna puke lah.. it was that terrible.. n plus all the aches i got from ydae's running n my shoulders are just plain STIFF now.. hahahah!
oh yesh! lemme do this announcement for OAC ppl! the OAC from hc is organising a bike hike on 28th to 29th may, its overnight cycling!! anybody can join! ppl in or outside OAC can just join! if anyone wanna get forms feel free to let me know k! =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|20:33|
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Atlantis05 RAWKS!!!!!!!!!
8am report in school.. den we get our briefing.. we get 3 slips of paper w maths to solve.. like no. patterns n stuffs.. to get the 3 hotline numbers we can call for clues.. n guess what! one of the no. is weileong's! one's wee ann's!! n the other's cheryl's!!! all 3 in our hp phonebook! hahahah!! what a start to the day rite! anw we had the first activity to complete n we had to run to look for our rover aka guide.. first activity in school checkpt was to diagonally balance 3 soft drink cans with water inside.. =) ah ma was zai at it lor! n i managed one! *beams* i nv even try before! hahaha.. anw we ran arnd de whole school looking for rover for a very very long time.. only to find lingyong at the gate.. -_-" so our first task was to take 157 to bukit batok~ n on the bus we got the clue to go to science centre~ our next checkpt!! =) lingyong left at bkt batok.. which means we made our way to science centre without any guides le.. =)
checkpoint 2: science centre
here we gotta complete this list of questions by finding answers inside the centre.. along this stretch of path where there are lots of info pasted on the walls on the side.. so everyone was just running up n down reading those panels to extract info.. hahaha.. n after that we followed qianjun to the fountain there (similar to the one at bugis) n we had to fill a 500ml bottle! that was where ah pa n me got wet!! drenched manx! after filling we had to go find a guy holding a camera~ who was standing at the fountain area too! as ah pa was running he slipped n fell!! =( everybody got so worried!! *esp ah ma!* poor thing lor! den had to take pic somemore! hahaha.. den kept cleaning his wound while we pia to next checkpt.. the clue was the tune from 'he lan cun' the show.. which simply translates to..... HOLLAND VILLAGE
checkpoint 3: holland village
we got lost while going holland v! cos of miscommunications n stuffs! but anw we took a VERY long time to get there (we wasted about 30 mins) den we reached holland v as the 2nd last grp! hahahah.. wee ann n weileong n ah jie all smsed to ask if we were okay! they're so sweet lorx! =) anw we finally got to holland v n we had to buy a white rose n we had to protect 3 eggs to our 5th checkpt! n at the slip of wee ann's mouth, we found out that the 5th checkpt was at sembawanG!!! wahahaha! anw from holland v we had to go to KRANJI WAR MEMORIAL... our 4th checkpt! which was like so freaking far away........
checkpoint 4: kranji war memorial
here we placed a rose on the plague n we signed on the guestbook n we got our clue for our 5th checkpt! it consisted of 3 portions.. one which wrote 'sembawang' *which was like DUHS~ cos wee ann already said it* n one which was of a fire n one which showed a spring.. so it is..... SEMBAWANG HOTSPRING!!! that's my territory! i've been there before!! anw anw the luckiest luckiest thing is that na's sis was at sungei buloh n she was just minutes away from kranji! so she gave us a lift to sembawang!!!! =D so 5 of us squeezed in the 3 seats behind! n i sat on ah ma n na! hahahah! ;) on the way to sembawang i mentioned that i saw weileong n ah jie at toa payoh about a month ago.. den i was wondering if they were rackie-ing for atlantis.. den we were thinking what strategic place in tp would they make us go to......
checkpoint 5: sembawang hot springs
we happily got to the hot spring to see weileong! =) so we had to soak our water in that freaking hot water n play charade... goodness me.. den we also got to boil an egg for ourselves to eat! n the eggs we boiled were just nice! soft boiled eggs! they even supplied pepper n soya sauce k! hahahah.. so the hungry us enjoyed it to bits!! =D well after all that burning of our feets *i realie think i scalded my sole* we got the clue! a piece of fabric with SINGAPORE written on it! it was... fabric of the nation at TOA PAYOH!!!!!! so coincidental rite!!! we were just talking about it!!!!! anw na's sis gave us a lift to toa payoh again! hahahaha! luckie us!
checkpoint 6: toa payoh
we had to find 5 pictures out of the thousands on display!! nearly fainted lor! but bong n na were SO SMART! i totally pei fu them! cos they went to this book next to the display which showed the special or significant pieces of fabric (eg the one by PM lee hsien loong) n it showed us where to find it! so in the end we got all our answers there n we double checked n it truly was THERE!!!! so cool rite! many groups were stuck at that checkpt cos it's seriously TOUGH to find lor! goodness.. u'll just die looking at the tons of fabric pieces lor! n we got our next clue! which stated smth about LEVEL ONE n smth about the MOST STICKY ICE CREAM!!!!! na n i screamed like siao cos it was so obvious to us that its the turkish ice cream at far east!!!!!!!!!!! n most ppl would take train from toa payoh to orchard to get to far east rite? but lemme tell u its not the fastest route! cos the orchard crowd is gonna be so terrible u'll take a long time squeezing thru those ppl n getting to far east! so i suggested to get off at newton station where we could take ANY SINGLE BUS from the busstop n 2 stops away we'd just stop at the busstop right in front of far east! no need to run from orchard! =) yays!!!
checkpoint 7: far east plaza turkish restaurant
we saw wee ann there again! the last time we saw him was at holland v! being the last 2nd group! n guess where we stood by the time we were at far east??? 5th!!! =D zai rite! hahahaha! well we had a list of things to complete at far east! stuffs like finding 10 watermelon seeds *i know where the fruit stall is*, finding FHM(US) *ah pa found it at sunny bookstore*, getting pink nailpolish n painting every team member's pinkie finger *i know where's i can get nail polish*, recognising a comic book flag *ah gong knows that its from one piece* n the bestest thing was this notice that we had to find.. we had to fill in the blanks for that particular piece of notice.. n we were SO LUCKY cos na was gonna go up the escalator or smth when she saw a notice board n she said, "ehhh! wait wait! maybe here have leh!" n she just found it like that!!!!! if we had to search for it its gonna take so long lah!!! hahahaha.. we had luck on our side manx! well the next clue was for FAR EAST SQUARE~~ the mega spicy ramen that's pretty famous.. n my mom ate it before so we confirmed it was there.. so we took a train down to raffles place! =)
checkpoint 8: far east square
we took a long time to find that place manx! super ulu n hard to find lor! but anw we found lingyong there n we had to choose if we wanted to drink level 4/6/8 soup.. n the levels simply mean how spicy it'd be.. there was this woman who ever drank 8 n got sent to hospital k!!! that's how serious it is k! so if u drink level 4 u'd get a tougher clue.. n naturally level 8 they'd just tell u where the end point is.. *provided that u can finish that level 8 soup lah!!!* anw there was a group that really finished the level 8 soup!!!!!!! i cant believe it! well we took level 4 n we nearly died lah! when it was served everyone was like "ehh spicy or not, spicy or not..." so i just took a first mouth to test it out.. n i tell u.. i totally felt it BURNING inside me lah! the aftertaste is SO JIALAT!!!!! freaking spicy n freaking hot! totally BURNING!!!!! i was dying after my first mouth k! so i just told the others that we gotta keep drinking to stop the aftertaste from coming up.. cos once it comes u'll be traumatised to continue.. so must just numb yourself with the chilli n drink very quickly.. so in the end we just cheong thru it lor! n we reallie drank damn fast lah!! hahahaha.. even lingyong was like o_O" when he saw us piaing.. im AMAZED at the speed we drank at k! n even more WOWED by the determination to finish it!!!!! *APPLAUDS* WE RAWK!!! i think we finished in less than 2 mins lor! den we got our clue to labrador park *end pt* n we ended up as.................. 3rd!!!!!!!!!!! =D
went labrador park n slacked arnd n explored the area! ultra cool! probably talk more about that next time cos im so tired now! we literally RAN all the way k.. with a tracker like ah ma in our group rite.. we realie run until we nearly died lah! but we still chiong all the way! that's why im so tired now! i'll just K.O. once i touch my bed.. n i'll be zombiefied tmr at chua's.. n i'll be dying at chinatown.. goodness.. how to survive sia.. n i bet i'll get terrible diarrhoea from that spicy soup which is still boiling in my stomach!!!
anw anw we had dinner at noodle hut at harbourfront! ah gong treated us to xiao long bao n guo tie! =) n we had la mien so it was ultra filling!!! but did u realise thruout the whole race we din eat? we only ate ice cream at labrador which was at 3+.. n i din even get breakfast! which means i ate icecream at 3+ n dinner at 7! no wonder i was starving.. hahahah.. well after the ultra filling noodles we actualie wanted to sit down n talk over coffee! there was starbucks at harbourfront but we just simply REFUSED to have it.. hahahaha.. cos ah gong, na n me were pro-coffeebean! =) so we took a train down to tiong bahru to have our coffeebean!!! yays!!!! sat there n talk n talk n talk until about 9+ close to 10.. den headed home! n here i am with semi-open eyes typing my atlantis entry! anw if ah jie or weileong or any oac ppl read this, lemme say that 5 little pigs *the grp name came up by ah gong* thank oac for organising this whole atlantis! =D its realie cool n i bet ALOT of effort was put into the organisation!!! so zai lorx!! jiayou!! i bet every single group enjoyed it! =)
-lights out-
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|
Friday, May 13, 2005
at last i can blog!!! been trying for about 20 mins! -_-" anw todae was CS day! woahs! we were made to sit in the hot n stuffy hall for 2 hours doing NOTHING! absolutely nothing! no doing of work, no talking *they even separated us out so we were a distance away from everyone else*, no reading.. just do NOTHING~~~ so amazing rite! must be that teo guy's plan.. grr! anw ppc was nice! he let us off at 545! instead of 7!! =) he's much more reasonable lor! that quek guy still say things like 'u guys make me stay from 4 to 7!! so u shall not do anything in this 3 hours!" like we owe him lidat.. bleahs! well i cant stand that old hag too.. dun even know who she is.. na n me were sleeping happily when she woke us up lah! wth!!! half the hall was sleeping lorx! like some mass sleeping CS lidat.. -_-" ultra lame.
well after that na n i headed to lot 1 to shop.. couldnt find nice stickers!! =( but we had nice sour plums *due to bus-sickness* n we found nice pooh stuffs! bought some choco biscuit thingie for my mortal! =) n i came home broke! as in $0.00~ for my beloved mortal! hahahah.. well tmr's atlantis! dun be shocked to see me running arnd orchard w ah pa, ah ma, na n ah gong!! in that bright orange hc tee.. hahaha.. i bet tmr would be fun! cos of de wonderful company! =D n i realised that alot of my klassmates are going for famine camp! ah pui, zhiyin, tienyuan, ah jie, qianjun, wee ming etc etc.. i think whole of brotherhood is going wor.. n lots of hwachongnians lah! at least 80? hahaha.. so cool! we're into starving.. ;)
mon's the semifinals for bball.. tj vs vj.. hc vs aj.. i think the vj vs tj match is gonna be exciting.. anw im off to bed for atlantis! =D nites my dears!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:24|
Thursday, May 12, 2005
sorrie my darling readers.. i was so shagged ydae i couldnt blog.. =x
coach carter is a GREAT show!!!!! n i mean GREAT GREAT GREAT x 10!! its realie one of the best shows i've watched! teaches u alot about life.. i wanna get the script of coach carter manx! n he's a wonderful actor i must say.. real good.. i cant imagine anyone else in that role.. anw ydae hc won vj by 12 pts.. cant exactly rmr de score though.. n aj guys won sa guys.. but i must say smth.. aj guys are DAMN BIG SIZED lah! n i mean HUGE k.. i saw a player twice my size n another thrice my size! hc is against them next.. den vj against tj in semis.. omg that's gonna be so exciting!!! TJ no. 8!!!
oh wells lets talk bout todae! rainy cold n wet day n i was just FREEEEEZING all the way.. blahs! im still freezing now btw! anw i had nice yummy cheesesticks after school! went cafe wadever to slack w na! n lemme post smth extremely dumb herE! it was smth we did in wadever! =) we changed msg 1 into msg 2 with those magnets with words.. =) check it out!
msg 1: hello! anyone interested to make frens w me? i am a 15 yr old guy from AES.. call or msg me anytime at 9xxxxxxx.. my name is Egan.. i am waiting for u
msg 2: hello! anyone interested to always lie to me? i am a mad rose man from AES.. water or flood me anytime at 9xxxxxxx.. my name is ugly.. stop waiting please
=D nice huh! we were so bored n retarded we did that to the msg.. n we left it on the board as that.. ;) i bet Egan would turn n flip in his grave if he were dead.. hahahah! anw i had dinner w him at yishun n bought cookies n cream cake n did work at BK! my BK mugging days again! im gonna start in the june hols!! must jiayou n mug manx.. i feel like im a slacker.. bleahs!
my tummy is working up again! *congrats* my gastric n my stomach flu just REFUSES to budge.. its like hibernating in my tummy every single day.. den at night the viruses will come out n party~ grrr! im suffering like siao every day lah! n now i've got flu n i sound like a duck.. *wows* oh yesh oh yesh! tmr 95% of hwachongnians have CS (aka detention) from 4-7pm! hahah! cos all of us ponned sports day! wahahaha! its sucha humiliating thing rite! the whole school gets detention cos they mass ponned sports day.. -_-" dumb.. plain dumb..
ookie im off to bed! managed to pia my periodicity tutorial n my chem wksheet.. *pheW* im off to bed!! my tummy's killing me.. better sleep to ease the pain! =) nites!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:32|
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
yays! shu's bdae in 47 mins~!!! went out w shu n hui after school todae though i was having terrible headache.. bleahs! think im coming down w a fever soon.. hahaha.. anw we went for gelare waffles n we had extra syrup!!! (the last time i had it w na we thot there wasnt enuf syrup.. but we din dare to ask for more.. hahahah) anw this time the one at PS gave us this little container of extra maple syrup!!! =D made it extremely nice! so hui n me ate it while we waited for shu to come along n meet us! n den we gave shu her pressie! the nice cross pendant n necklace n green ear studs for her! she loves it! YAYS! =) the cross pendant is realie realie nice wor.. i think i realie love the design.. stylish n simple n sweet.. exquisite manx! well i just hope the pressies made her happier for todae!!
was abit sad for shu cos she changed plans last min todae.. from gelare to rugby match n den back to gelare.. den she looked distressed when we met up.. n i understood what she meant by the proximity of frens.. but im a lousy advisor.. so i could only tell her the little bit of what i learnt about my own frenships.. she sent a msg to say that she's okie already.. =) so i hope she'd be happie for her actual bdae tmr!! =)
we took neoprints too!! n we had unlimited time to decorate it k! de decos are all very funky! hahaha.. we took our time filling every single empty space.. n now every single pic looks so cluttered with deco! =s extremely funnie.. with hearts n starts n fishes all over the place! i think there's more deco than our faces manx! goodness me! but of cos its chio lah! *of cos rite!*
after that was just slacking arnd n talking n walking n den we headed home! reached home arnd 1030.. totally shagged.. n my headache's KILLING me.. i bet my stomach flu n my gastric pain will 'visit' me later as well.. so i better head to bed before all of that attack at de same time yarh? anw i had diarrhoea thrice again todae!!! im seriously dehydrating.. someone save me.. hahahah.. nothing's gonna put my tummy to peace u know.. so irritating.. sheesh i forgot dinner just now.. im gonna grab a yakult n go to bed.. bleahs! goodnites! =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:28|
Monday, May 09, 2005
woke up w a splitting headache this morning.. =( n i checked my fone at 9am to see that na isnt in school as well! she got the exact same thing as me! headache like siao!! think we're turning into not just les but twins manx.. anw my headache only went off after 3 panadols n lots of sleep.. think its due to the 'walking in the rain' n the '3 hours sleep' in the weekend.. bleahs! but its okie! im fine now! =) i hope na is feeling better now! poor her.. maybe she got caught in the rain too.. =( hope she'd recover soon!!
spent my day doing work n watching naruto.. den had to go down to macritchie to get spa notes from youzi.. (thanks dear!!!) n den came home to continue doing work.. started on periodicity tutorial, did integration, read thru spa notes, completed maths tutorial, read on waves for physics.. kinda amazed i did that todae.. but yea.. tmr there's spa.. last physics spa.. yippies!!! at last! =D
im glad with the way things are now.. no expectations, no fulfillments, no hassles over the r/s.. i needa concentrate on work work n just work.. so does he.. =) for others out there.. i declare to be single n UNavailable.. stop dropping hints n asking k? im not in for another r/s.. find yourself another girl cos im not the one for u.. im sure there's someone out there waiting for u.. =) sorry.
tmr im gonna get gelare w hui!! den probably can meet shu to pass her pressie as well! =D hope she'd like the pressie wor! i think its v nice! ;) of cos manx! hui n i chose it! hope she loves it as much as we do!! (im pretty sure she'd love anything we give her lah.. hahaha)im off to mug again! tahhhs!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:05|
Sunday, May 08, 2005
chua's day! had tuition n im glad i managed to understand 95% of the stuffs todae! =) n i shared my big yupi burgers w hwachongnians.. w de exception of heng yi.. hahaha.. couldnt find ling yong to give him den by de time i saw him i already gave heng yi already! =x sorrie lingyong! anw after that i headed to dhoby gauht w hui to buy stuffs.. den we had the nice wanton mee.. had to walk so far in the rain k! it was pouring n we were just shivering by the time we reached there! yikes! den after that we went into this fashion n hui wanted to get this hot pink skirt but it was abit spoilt so she couldnt get it! =( hope she'll find it at another outlet! anw on the way i was talking to hui bout matters of the heart kinda thing.. den i sort of realised that im pretty much stuck on sy.. even if i run n hide n cry.. im still so stuck on him.. blahs. is that good or bad?
anw i went to J8 to meet him to get mother's day card for his mommy! n there was the opening of the new haagen daz at J8 so there were vouchers of free ice cream! so siyuan n i had free ice cream!!! =D he took midnight cookies n cream n i had vanilla pecan! both were YUMMILICIOUS! *drools* his mom also got to try it! cos we went to look for in J8 to let her try.. hahaha.. anw after that we had salad at pastamania! nice nice nice! in the end we were playing 'five-ten' game to see who eats the salad.. ppl in pastamania must've thot that we were mad lah! n i kept losing at the same trick he did OVER N OVER again.. im so ultra dumb manx! n he just kept laffing that i kept falling for the same trick over n over again.. -_-" well we din manage to find a nice card.. =( but we left separately for dinner w family~
well this morning i was totally zombiefied.. cos ydae i only slept for 3 freaking hours!!! was talking to sy on the fone till 4am!!! but im glad we talked.. cos i do feel a need to hear him out.. but i must confess that i knocked out more than 10 times thruout the fone call lah.. i'd just fall asleep n he'd be like "hello? u there? hello??" den i'd wake up n say that i was listening.. =x i was realie tired lah.. paiseh! anw we talked n talked n just din hang up.. i cant even remember the last time i talked to him for so long.. =) finally i managed a nice chat w him again..
hui: lets join famine camp together!! i thot last time ny supporters will cheer for the opposite team? maybe i remember wrongly.. anw i read sheah's blog.. felt sad for her.. but life's like that isnt it.. it isnt fair n just all the time.. n perhaps she could have misinterpreted it wrongly.. we never know.. i din watch de match n i wasnt even playing in it.. so how would we know if it was indeed biased or whatsoever.. all i can say is that such things happen.. n i hope she'd relax n take it in her stride.. hard lah.. cos its so crucial like u say.. but this is life lor.. we do not have choices all the time.
*pei*: im surprised to see u here! but i guess its harder to tag on hui's blog bout this issue cos sheah reads.. its okie.. i sacrifice my tagboard for hui n u.. anw i only saw the last few crucial minutes of the match that day.. n for that last few mins, i must say that aj did well, especially under that immense amount of pressure.. about the comments sheah passed.. try to understand abit cos she's indeed v upset over the match.. esp when its a biased match to her.. i think the best way to show SA that u guys are good is to win the semis.. then they see that u guys realie have skill n not get thru by refs.. =) jiayou n good luck for next match k! i'll be there to support! *dunno which side im supporting yet* but dun get put down by comments.. rumours shdnt bring u down at this pt of time!! jiayou!!!! =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:00|
Saturday, May 07, 2005
sports day!!! *but i din go* hahahah.. cos i was on de bus n i was nearing coro when na called n said "MAD!!! only hongquan is here!!!! nobody else came!!!!!!!" so i just told her, "oh okay! den we go for breakfast ba!" ;) so we headed to westmall BK to do work! =) more productive than sitting in the hot sun k! n there were quite alot of fellow ponners lor! ppl in hc uniform loitering arnd.. hahahah.. well at least i did maths! which totally burnt our brain cells! we were getting headaches k! -__-" hiong arh!
anw after that i headed to bishan for mahjong at chris' place! n we waited for him for about.. an hour plus? cos he had stuffs to settle for his cca lah.. den we went to sit swing! its been so long since i last sat on a swing! i love the feeling of swings!!! =D i wanna go sit again!! tmr tmr tmr~ i shall go bishan for swing again!!!! =D anw chris n his gf finally arrived at 3+ n we started our mahjong!! i was SO SUAY manx! n i totally believe sam (chris n harry's fren).. de seat i sat on is cursed sia.. n the seat chris was on is exceptionally good.. the fengshui is like ultra good! he won about $15 k! n sam went bankrupt k! n i lost $7.50 k!!! =( but anw we played without money after sam left.. so i took chris' seat to 'test the fengshui' there.. n guess what! out of the two games we played, i managed to game in BOTH!!!!!!!! so its tested n proven that the fengshui there is GOOD! bleahs! next time i'd rather play in his room!!! hahahah.. n i gave harry de monkey! ultra cutesy TY monkey!! =) cuddly n soft n cute n smiley! =)
after that was dinner at sun plaza w mommie.. n we went to de library there.. n lemme share smth w na here.. : hey girl!!! rmr de quote we saw in santi's book?? de fish n water one?? I GOT THE BOOK THAT HAS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i found it in the library! so zhun rite!!!! im so shocked lah!! i was browsing when i saw the lines in the book! n its a ultra nice book with short stories.. n all about love! those taiwan novels kind! =) i lend u after i finish k! im so happie lah! im so lucky!!!!
well todae's mahjong was chris, his gf *whom i din get to see! =(*, sam, harry, siyuan n me! poor siyuan lost his money cos of me.. hahahah.. cos we were playing as one lah.. den obviously i lose means he lose lor.. in fact he onlie played one game.. *oops!* but yea.. he looked sunburnt n shagged todae.. =( kinda sad seeing him so tired lah.. but i can onlie hope that he'd take good care of himself! *i cant do much can i?* im pretty sure he'd do fine lah.. =) i dun have to worrie that much.. n i shouldnt be worrying that much!
tmr's gonna be a day of mugging at j8 mos again! cos nobody's gonna be home n stuffs.. n i've got dinner w grandma at night.. so i'll just mug till dinner time~ anw stomach flu seems to be coming back.. cos my tummy feels ultra weird.. it keeps doing flips n somersaults inside.. n its a disgusting feeling!! hope it goes off soon.. i dun want that stomach flu pain again!! i'll just cry n cry n cry!!!!!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:04|
Friday, May 06, 2005
aj girls vs sa girls. 45-43 i think. *EXCITING MATCH*
vj guys vs mj guys. 63-44.
hc girls vs nj girls. 54-11 *appalling huh?*
hc guys vs sr guys. 58-26 i think. *i only rmr they won by 32 pts*
stepped into sbc to face a crowd of about 200? hahaha. vj, aj, sa ppl were all over the place.. n the match of aj vs sa girls was going on.. n it ended 4th quarter with a 43-43 DRAW!!!!!!! i was screaming like siao for aj.. hahaha.. cos i saw peilee playing.. =) anw it was a very very tight match!! n when sa finally lost by 2 pts, all of them cried.. like hui says, when there's a winner, there's a loser. kinda sad seeing sa ppl's disappointed faces while aj was cheering like mad.. n i think one thing aj din do too well was dat they din cheer for sa.. like ny would cheer for our opponents after the match.. that's sportsmanship yarh? i recall what hc principal said about de waterpolo team's sportsmanship.. at the waterpolo finals, hc lost to ac.. n they were all damn sad n crying n everything.. n of cos ac was cheering n jumping arnd in joy.. but guess what hc team was doing all the time? they stood behind the ac team waiting for a handshake with their opponents.. face washed with tears n yet they stood there pretty humiliated behind the cheering crowd of ac.. n waiting to shake hands with the ones that defeated them.. when i heard that i just felt like crying for the team.. but i realie realie realie applaud them for their sportsmanship.. these are the hc sportsmen manx!! waterpolo guys will thrash their opponents next year!
anw todae hc played only so-so i guess? not realie on form i think? but it was a very nice finish to the game when jun hong scored at 00:00. hahahah.. zai eh? ;) anw i din eat from 9 to 5 todae.. was starving by about 5.. hahaha.. had to rush out to grab a burger to keep my tummy filled.. bleahs! anw hc n vj won.. so i guess the match on next wed is gonna be VERY EXCITING!!!!!!!!! i wanna see hc win of cos! n im sure na wants vj to win! =x
did about 25 integration qns, finished reading thru chem periodicity, tmr i shall mug organic during the sports meet.. *or will i even turn up?* hahaha.. i also gotta study trigo to do revision ex 4.. well my mind's just packed packed packed..
todae i saw a guy on the mrt that looked like him! n i just kept staring n staring.. i think the guy sensed someone staring at him n turned arnd to look at me.. n he doesnt look the least bit like siyuan.. -_-" i must've been hallucinating or smth.. blahs.. maybe i did wish it was him.. but i know coincidences dun happen so often.. =) fate just cant be forced.. i'll leave it all to fate to let me know the answer.. maybe if he persisted a little longer things would be diff? all i can say is maybe.. but i dun wish to go into thinking about that again.. at least not for now....
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:10|
Thursday, May 05, 2005
i've got disgustingly soggy feet! stupid rain totally drenched na n me!!! -_-" irritating. anw we were going to kap to eat n do work, cos we were hungry n we had to mug.. but it was raining.. n by the time we reached kap busstop, it was POURING. grr.. so we had no choice but to take the bus *again* to ngee ann busstop cos its the only busstop w overhead shelter to the opposite side.. so we took cab down to beauty world.. so dumb rites!?!?! by the time we got there we were totally DRENCHED already! n de stupid taxi driver sux i tell ya! he's so mean!! i was gonna open the door n tell him where we wanted to go (cos he's changing shift so we dunno if he'd take us) den he refused to unlock the door! in the end i stood in the rain for seconds trying to open the door n he just REFUSED to open it! WTH! den he unwound the window to ask na.. n we had to shout so loud cos he couldnt hear.. edeot leh! why cant he just open the door for me huh! make me stand in the rain! super URGH lah!! den at beauty world there, he din drop us in the shelter k!!!! i mean, u take cab u naturally expect to alight in the shelter rites? na n me were so drenched already! n he dropped us somewhere near n we had to run in the rain into shelter.. WTH LAH!!! edeot taxi driver!!!!!! BLAHS. dun ever let me take his cab again.
anw i wanna promote famine camp!! held in ngee ann poly on the 4th n 5th of june, 2pm to 8pm! think quite a few ppl in the klass are joining.. =) check out www.worldvision.org.sg for more details! all fees go to the children suffering from famine in third world countries.. 30 hours without food wont kill u! so quick join in, have fun, n get cip hours! *if that helps* =)
i kinda realised the 'pain' in the song "xiu xiu xiu" by ocean ou de yang.. that funnie fella who hasnt shown his face till now.. na's fave line in the song goes like this:
jie1 bian1 lu4 deng1 yi4 zheng3 pai2
di1 zhe4 tou2 wei4 shui2 mo4 ai1
nice huh? todae as i was on de bus home i looked upon the rows n rows of street lights.. n i felt it.... its as though they understand my pain.. =) some things are within control while some are not...
*[a lil princess thought at]*|20:21|
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
vj vs sr. 56-28. hc vs mj. 77-44.
thank gosh hc won lah! cos de way i saw mj playing, it seemed like the hc ppl were getting pissed.. cos mj ppl play so violent lor! keep using body weight to zam the hc players lidat! so mean lah! grr. but their accuracy quite cmi, except for no. 7 n no. 9 i think.. so maybe that's why they din score so much eventually.. well.. de impt thing is that HC WON!!! so did VJ!!! =D sr was playing rough as well.. i think quarter finals liao dats y everybody start all these funnie things to get their way thru.. but i kinda pity those players that get pushed to the floor or whacked in the stomach.. painful manx! anw there was softball match in school as well.. hope hc won!! =)
saw serene at bishan just now as i dropped by to buy clips for qianjun n na.. =) havent met her for sucha long time already!!! n shu's bdae is in a week! HUI!!! what shall we get for her?? n javier's bdae is up soon.. n soon it'll be hui's! *faints* so many bdaes thruout the year~
i dun feel too good todae.. dunno why also.. just abit sian sian n abit apprehensive bout tmr i guess.. *freaked* but i just keep my fingers crossed that things will be okay in awhile.. ;) im sure i'll survive it! so will na! =) im gonna go do tutorials n revision stuffs.. must mug hard.. hahahah..
*[a lil princess thought at]*|19:51|
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
i was totally zombiefied todae!! ydae tok to kor until 2+ am n i was totally K.O. when i reached school this morning! i managed to tahan until maths lect, which i totally knocked out in the last 20 mins or so.. thanks na! for helping me copy notes! =) sorrie i totally fell asleep.. *i din expect it myself* hahahah.. so todae after school na n me headed to town to get wee ming's pressie! n we got him orange color spongebob squarepants boxers!!!! =D so cool ritex!!! its super funky! i think he'd probably laff it off.. =) hope he'd like it!
after hearing my darling out todae, i realised the diff between the two of us is that im more practical.. n im a stubborn person.. if i feel that smth doesnt work out, i'd say.. n if after trying several times it still doesnt work, i'd just let go.. i dun believe in clinging on cos im not idealistic enough.. i dun see much hope most of the time.. (pretty bad huh?) that's what sy told me before.. n im certain that he's right about that.. =) well, he is somewhat my bestest fren rites? in a way he does know me better than anybody else does.. =) i just hope that my darling would come to a conclusion soon.. i think i've said all i could think of already? i seem to be repeating myself to her.. hahaha.. but i guess all we can do is so much.. ultimately she has to decide for herself yarh? =) i know i think differently n i do not wish that my views would sway her decisions.. she shd do what SHE wants to do.. yeps! jiayou babe!
oh yes!!! todae we took CHIO neoprints!!! n i mean realie realie chio k! hahahah.. we were literally acting dumb lah! but two chiobus obviously make the pic look extremely good~ even if we act dumb we still look GOOD~ hahahah! we were so high after the neoprints cos its realie v farnie.. check them out when i post it k! =D wch is probably a few hours later? yepyeps! im gonna go do my work! n im so dead beat! someone save me! i'll just die of fatigue soon!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:13|
Monday, May 02, 2005
na came up to my place to study w me todae!! =) supposed to meet shu but got to cancel it cos i din want mommie home alone.. den na said she din mind coming up to my place so we mugged on my bed for the whole day! my comp went bonkers this morning.. n obviously i got pissed when dad blamed me for it.. urgh. but nvm.. im not realie bothered bout him~ i had na for company! =D n that's enuf! ohh n poor na hasnt blogged for a long time cos of her conspiracy w tim!! cos she scared she blog liao den i'll see thru their conspiracy! u two arh.. cheat me until i blur blur n din realise!! im so extremely gullible manx! totally fits the quizzie below!!!
anw we had nice nice chicken rice for lunch! =) na agrees that its nice! yays! n she reminded me that the prices of movies has gone up already!! =( so sad. i still wanna watch movies one leh.. now so ex i doubt i'd even have the money to watch anymore.. n my last movie was like zillions of years ago w him lah! -_-" i need to get a life.
shu was so excitedly telling me her stories todae! super cute stories of *ahem* n her.. hahaha.. i was teasing her n laffing all the way! wellwell, if its meant to be, she'd be led to where she should be! =) shu! must update me k! ;)
oh yesh.. talked to na bout stuffs.. de two of us never run out of topics. its either retardedly dumb stuffs or we talk serious matters of the heart.. hahaha. that's a feat that onlie real close frens can achieve k! anw she very seriously asked me, "u realie dun wanna give him a chance arh?" n my immediate thought was.. "isnt the answer obvious already?" i dun wish to think about it i guess. n yeps. it seems like we are better off as frens. =) so isnt that better for both parties? =)
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*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:34|
Sunday, May 01, 2005
YAYS!!!! its my BIRTHDAE!!!!!!!!!!! n im ultra super duper HIGH~~ tralalala~ im so excited bout all the pressies i received, all the singing n screaming in kbox, n de boo boo cake n de ugly cake that we ate!!! wait wait.. i got so much to say i gotta sort out what to say first n what to say next.. hahahah.. im high!!!!!
of cos i wanna thank all my darling frens for giving me realie nice n sweet n funky n cute n cuddly pressies! i've got so many stuffed toys this year! n i mean ALOT!!! pressies come in all sizes n colors, n even range to a sexy gstring! WOAHS! hahahah.. lemme post pics of them k? =D
ying & hua: thanks so much for pressie part one! its so cool! i must say that i was SHOCKED when i saw it! din even know how it works lah! hahahah.. as u guys would have imagined, i love touching those fur on de gstring!!! its so soft n nice lah! n its PINK! hahaha! absolutely love that piece manx! i bet any guy would die to see me in that!! ;) lets see who's that lucky dude! hahaha! n that choco kuay! that's gonna stay etched in my mind manx! all that last min salt addition, all that 'im a good mixer' crap, n all that rubbishy things we did ydae!! hahahah.. it'd have been so cool to videotape everything down! but its okie! cos i taped it in my mind! =) thanks darlings! n ying thanks so much for that prettie letter! *ur handwriting is real neat in there manx!* u're my cutie-honey-coated-muffin too! ;) hua shall be my... frosted-sweetie-apple-crumble! hahahah! i love u guys! u know no amt of words can describe my love for u darlings. =) some things are better left to the heart to feel. *blush*
nana: i love love love love the pressies u've got me!!! omg! de moo moo cow is so dumbly cute! its extremely sweet lorx! n as i analysed it rite.. its got a cow body, sheep horns, pig nose.. hmm.. what kinda animal is that? hahaha.. but anw its cute! n i bet it'd brighten my day! =D stop saying it looks like jkok just cos its BLACK k.. i dun wanna get nightmares! bleahs! n de xstitch pouch looks wonderful as well! what a cutesy piglet! im so sorry for all those blisters dearie! sacrificed ur sleep n so much time to do it for me! ahhhhs! *HUGGGGS* i love u! my dearie lesbo partner! ur card made me laff out loud lah! de "yi duo hua" thingie.. -_-" can almost imagine u singing it right in front of me.. hahahah.. u even got me de cutey kogepan paper bag! cos i alwaes draw pao ritex? *rmr ur pao face in my fone??* ;) thanks darling! i realie appreciate all the effort!! u've been my bestie closest pal in school n we've been thru SO MUCH yarh? hahaha.. but i've never given up cos of the constant encouragement u've given me! maybe u dunno how much a little encouragement or a 'cafe wadever chit-chat session' means to me! it means ALOT ALOT ALOT! u've been keeping me going thru all these.. thanks babe.. u're realie a wonderful being blessed to me by the one aboce. =) i wont even imagine life in hc without u. *okie i sound extremely les already* but I DO LOVE NANA CHAN! (anybody jealous? come fight lah! im sure she'd choose me eventually. HAHA.) even conspired w tim huh? u two arh.. tsk tsk *shakes head*
hui: THAT MEGA POOH!!!!!! omg omg omg! i was totally shocked to see that HUGE pooh u were holding lahx! but its so cute! n its so smiley n happie n all~ =D i love love love it so much!!! goodness me! im gonna hug it to bed manx! but i scared it'll deform.. =x i betta protect it properly! im waiting for another mega pressie! de CARD! i still cant imagine a mounting board as card!! *faints* i wasnt even able to see the way i was walking when i hugged pooh arnd today.. i cant imagine the mounting board i'll get next week! if todae i got both of them plus all the klass pressies n nana's n dil's n ah ma's n tim's pressie i'd just DROWN in my pressies n ppl would have to carry me arnd.. hahahah.. *drowning in pressies.. how xing fu can that be!! =D* i love u dear! so glad that we're in the same tuition klass now! n our weekly meeting at chua's! =) u're still my soulmate like in sec 4! its so sweet to have pals like u arnd! so comforting! like i can alwaes crumble n fall cos i know there's alwaes ppl like u supporting me from behind! =) i love u!!
tim: that pooh family from u was sucha surprise!!!! i feel so guilty for making u spend a whole lot of money now! =s im gonna give u tons n tons of treats to all sorta good food k! but i realie realie LOVE the pooh family! they look so happie together!!!! one happie family sitting on my bed! woahs! im melting! they're so so so sweet! n they look so happie i naturally smile when i see them! that's ur aim rite? to make me smile! =) =) =) =) =) here's all the smiley smiles for u! thanks dear! *smuacks!* u rawk!!! u've alwaes been there for me as well.. thru all those ups n downs n all those 'i feel like dying' days.. hahaha.. ur presence never fails to brighten my day! n i still find it so amazing that we managed to click like old-time-frens! i realie think that chemistry we share is so wonderful! n to think that we started off as online pals! goodness! u're a pressie from above right from the start! =D thanks thanks! *huggggS*
ah ma & ah pa: thanks so much for the bear n the card!!! ultra chio card i must say! *ah pa got good taste eh?* ;) n de bear is so cute! w that bee on its nose somemore! =D thanks so much for it! n thanks ah pa for wishing me on msn n on fone just now! n thanks ah ma for spending my bdae w me! =) i've got a chio n tall ah ma worx! todae wear until everybody jaw drop! hahaha.. ah pa dun worrie lah.. ah ma chio jiu shi chio.. wear what also chio onex! just that todae she da ban abit for us mah.. cos all wear so niang n so chio.. cannot extra ritex? =) must tian tian mi mi all the way k! u 2 are realie a cute couple! sometimes i realie admire the way u guys communicate n the way ur r/s is.. u 2 share a special way of communication that other r/s seldom have.. =) must zhen xi wor! jiayou! nu er loves ah pa n ah ma!!!! *hugggs ah ma!* (ah ma's got a super warm n nice hug!)
ah jie, dil, qianjun, youzi: thanks for the pooh mug! its realie nice! im gonna use it n stare at cutey pooh all day! =) sisterhood has been sucha spirit lifting group in the class! =D ah jie n qianjun must xing fu ks!! see all de klass couples so sweet i also v happie! dil n youzi! my f4 mates! =) thanks for all those comforting words when i was down! ur laffter in klass just cheers me up~
harry: thanks for that panda~! its HAIRY PANDA k! he's so cute! n he doesnt look like me! he just reminds me of YOU! =p still remember how u described that sales lady stuffing it into the bag like a ball.. wahahahah! at least its now breathing fresh air in my room! =D thanks dear! u've given me lots of advices n support all these while.. n offering all sorts of help u can render.. thanks.. in you i've found a true fren.. =) u know how much u mean to me as a pal.. one of my closest guy pals arnd .. n u'd be a fren i'd treasure for life.. =) *huggs* i'll be strong! take care k! =)
ah gong, ah pa, daren, kor, marcus aka my hersheypie, cindy, n all those pals who msged n smsed me to wish me a happie birthday! thanks! =D its so sweet for u all to remember! even pri school frens! cj klassmateS! omg! im so touched!!! =) thanks thanks thanks!
todae was a funky day! kbox was so HIGH manx! jumping n screaming our lungs out! n we were freeeeeezing in there! totally frozen into ice cubes by the time we finished! n we went to nydc for boo boo cake!!!!! i finally got to eat BOO BOO cake n ELMER FUDGE aka UGLY CAKE!!!! cool rite! funky names! n they taste horrendously wonderfully scarily GREAT!!!!!!!!!! *drools* boo boo is ultimately chocolatey n ugly cake is mocha cake w choc fudge topping! *MELTS* n as we were eating we kept smelling nice pasta n nice pizzas served.. im gonna check out their other dishes soon! n hui says their baked rice is nice! I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!! *droooools* okie im going nuts over nydc (does it represent 'now you die contented'???) but honestly, after the boo boo n the ugly cake, i would die contented! =D
wellwell! my 18th birthday! =D im 18!!!!!!! *not considering the fact that i look 12* took neoprints! will upload them soon! im still high hiGH HIGH!!!
to him: thanks for my 17th year of my life spent with you.. maybe u realie dont get what i went thru even after reading de book.. maybe u wouldnt understand it even if i said the same things a million times over n over again.. but it doesnt matter already k? dun even think about it.. cos u know things are different.. every single time things happen, i hear the same lines over n over again.. but after all the breaks n patches.. dun we come back to the same thing? im tired of walking rounds.. n what we want n what we give just isnt suited for each other.. stop thinking that u want it back cos u miss the way it was.. that isnt a valid reason.. thru what i've seen, what i've been thru, im sure to say that we dunno each other well enough.. maybe its just personality differences.. or whatever is the reason.. it does not matter anymore.. we do communicate better as frens, so lets stay frens yarh? that's probably as good as our relationship can get.. we might be able to be each other's confiding partner n best pal, but that's as far as it gets.. any more than that n we'll step back into the same hole we came out of.. the whirlpool of love that dragged us in deeper n deeper.. so deep we could hardly get out though we were suffering.. i dun wish for history to repeat itself.. n i hope u'd get my point.. missing doesnt equate to hoping.. n loving does not equate to owning.. =) take care..
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:24|
my 17th year. firstly, of cos its him. cos my 17th year consisted of him. a year i would have hoped to last forever n more. he msged. a short msg. maybe i wished it was abit longer. abit more emotions. or just abit.. abit.. i dunno. i hope to wake up tmr seeing him right before me. i hope to be the little girl running into his arms to seek refuge. i hope all this hasnt ended. but i hate hoping u see. hoping in vain sux. but well. my best times of the year were spent w him. if i were to recall my 17th year i'd probably only remember him. at least i know he still stands somewhere in my heart. i dunno why that sms made me cry. n de conversation ydae affected me v much. im trying hard to stay strong. cos i wont trust myself to let him thru my defense again.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:01|
