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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

kap is undergoing renovations. making a hell lot of noise so ppl cant study there i guess. hahah. what an appropriate time for renovations. kap was flooded w ppl arnd 12+ end of all the celebrations n concerts i guess. saw chen liping there. she's so arrogant looking!! oh well she's an artiste afterall. but who cares?

went to eat agedashi tofu n teriyaki chicken in np. yummmms. i hate np for having such good food. tmr gotta go simlim n find out what's wrong w my ipod charger. that stupid charger only worked once n now it cant charge my mini greenie. wth. i dun pay $29.90 for a one time use!! hopefully the salesman wont bully me n refuse to refund money or exchange product. *prays*

poor dear is down w flu. he was sneezing like hell when i last saw him. hahaha. hope his medicine helped. or else i think he's gonna have a mega leaking nose tmr.

i realised i havent cleared my mail for weeks. n i havent logged into friendster for months. my gawd. shocking shocking. went amk station to get back notes from hui, den went causeway pt to get fabric paint from dil. n i had a surprise at cwp. hahaha. ;) nottie dil din tell me bout it beforehand!! *shhhhhh.*

okay~ im tired. niteeeys!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:10|

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

retarded faces...
prettie trio.. where's youzi??
okay we can be ugly.... *only if we want to!*

tallies in class!!! ah ma, qianjun n ah jie!
do - re - miiiiii~ ZHIYIN'S SO CUTE!!!
class gers!!!! why are we all so dark in this pic hurh??

that's a preview of the pics we took on fri last wk. last day of sch. =) chiochio pics.

nothing much todae in fact. studied in skl w ah pa, ah ma, na, hongquan n ah gong. tmr's ah gong's bdae!! =D did quite abit of work studying in skl. yeppps i need productive work. consultation w mrs tham was as usual, just dat zhiyin joined us. n the whole consultation area was flooded todae!! alot of J2s were finding teachers lah. seldom see sucha bustling consultation area. hahaha. den had a long chat w that dumb cip teacher. gawd. talking to her reallie makes me puke blood. urgh. wth sch policy. its some shiat she's coming up w to cover her ass lah. blahhhs. den had lunch at adam food centre w santi, zhiyin, dil, youzi, ah gong, ah pa, ah ma n na! had de famous nasi lemak. =) yummy! must go try!!

went back n continued studying. den gave de milk bottle card to ms ng. she smsed me n said she loved it! =D i love ms ng to bits. she's sucha nice ct. seriously. sucha catch.

headed home only arnd 5.45? n on the bus home, an old lady boarded at the yio chu kang stop. she was asking if the bus goes to yishun swimming pool. she was speaking in cantonese while the driver was an indian. n as they were trying to communicate (it was as good as chicken n duck conversation), the whole bus of commuters shot looks of disgust towards the poor old lady. cos she was causing the delay of the bus as she kept talking to the driver. but nobody stood up to help translate or anything. i dun believe everyone on the bus din understand her. waking up from my sleep, i walked to the front to take on the role of a translator. simplifying things by a hell lot. why cant some ppl just do a small thing to resolve the issue huh? n they just looked on n stared like it was the old lady's fault. what the.. how uncompassionate can these ppl be. it isnt either party's fault that they cant communicate rite? it is the commuters' fault for not rendering help. grrrrr. the selfish side of singaporeans? i wonder.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:46|

Monday, August 29, 2005

its pouring out there. heavy downpour.

ydae went out w dil after our last chua lesson. celebration in fact. the two of us really suffered in his class i guess. not beneficial for us. went shopping in town!~ ate MOS!! yummms! den went arnd in search of nice jackets n nice pouch for my darling mini greenie. =D got a nice hello kitty purse instead! okay our agenda alwaes gets screwed up in the midst of shopping. hahahah. but its reallie nice! n we found this reallie GOOD LOOKING converse jacket for $60! so much better than the $99 one i saw! cant find a pic of the jacket to show u guys on de net. but its black w green stripes n wordings. w hood. =) *beams* uber nice~!!!! gosh. dil n i are in LOOOOOVE w it!! de rest of the day is just studying. till night time, where i had to go for some 7th month dinner thing n i got semi drunk. omg. i drank hard liquor the color of tea k. imagine how concentrated that was. it was like a 1:1 ratio of cordon bleu n ice water. freak! i wonder how come i din fall flat last night. i wasnt dead drunk though i think i drank alot. no hangovers. =)

todae, went to skl for maths. den headed to coro. den lunch. den home. yeappx. my life's so mundane i've got nothing to blog about! oh no!! but i wont close down my blog. cos its already part of my life. my online diary of sorts. anw im tired. shall sleep early n go skl mug tmr. i miss de class already. 6b is sucha wonderful bunch of ppl. wonderful memories.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:19|

Saturday, August 27, 2005

how could i forget this pic ydae!!


how ugly the two of us can be rite! okay lah im de only uglie one. puis. hahaha. anw todae i finally got my ipod mini!! its GREEEEEEEN!! i think its chio but sy obviously likes de blue one. went arnd simlim looking for a good price. n i was so happie when i met a pretty good salesman who offered it to me for the lowest price i heard so far. so i was honest n told him i had a lowest offer of $310 w/o gst. he calculated n gave me that price. *beams* but he din have green. URGH. so i had to go elsewhere in search of greeeeeeenie. had a few shops offering me pretty good prices. but all no green! (see! i have good taste! green is high in demand!!) well i thot pink n silver was too common, n blue wasnt special. its just like baby blue n baby pink. very-not-special. yeapx. hahaha. finally found one set at this shop which offered me $313. n it was the LAST SET! how lucky of me!! =D so i got my greeeeenie. my ipod shall be called greeeeeeenie from now on. na's torto has a good fren now!

in de morning i went for phy tuition w na n dil n qianjun! n this tuition is like a ZILLION times better than chua's!! dil n i felt so cheated by chua. we really havent learnt much from him. seriously. my gawd Dr Chang is SO GOOD. tmr shall be my last chua lesson. im not gonna waste money on him already. gawd. i already wasted 7 x $320 on him. WTH!!! dil n i felt so cheated. we did superpositioning todae. n i understood EVERYTHING from the start till the end. Dr Chang doesnt insult any student, n he answers every qn we ask in detail. he explains in full detail. he gives notes. very concise n understandable notes. enough to cover syllabus n prelim standard qns. he gives qns. prelim qns from diff schools. he gives detailed answer schemes for the qns he doesnt manage to finish in class. he even gives the notes n qns that have been done before we entered the tuition class. meaning the ones he covered in the past 1yr+++. how wonderful is that. i think im gonna mug his notes like hell to make up for my loss over the two years. omg omg omg. I FEEL SO CHEATED!!!!!

met cindy to pass her the econs notes! n she gave me a pretty mug! n she apparantly gave it to me cos it says 'just the size of a piglet!' n it has a cute piglet next to the wordings!! =D super super cute! thanks cindy twinnie! rmr to chase me for ur pressie! n i bet dan will love his pressie! ;)

met sy for lunch after that, den his bro sent us to simlim. cos aunty wants a digicam n his bro needs a motherboard. so yups. all at simlim. =) den shop shop n den headed to national library cos i heard that u can study there. but i was cheated again. the whole blardy library was so freakin big but sucha waste of space. okay i know there are VALUABLE research books there. but its 13 storeys excluding 3 basements n why the freak cant they allocate space for students to study? =( so i was left stranded to study in macs. BLAHHHS. but the macs was pretty condusive. but guess what? dear's so nice to offer his place for me to study. cos my place is infested w mosquitoes. the block next to mine is reported to be mosquito-infested. how sad. im already bitten like crazy though im alwaes hiding in the room. roarhs. maybe i'd really borrow his place for mugging. but prob only half the day lah. since i cant stand his warcraft sounds. so i'd be running home once he turns on his comp.

I LOVE MY MINI GREENIE!!!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:41|

Friday, August 26, 2005

din blog ydae cos i was too tired out. had a long day in sch n met up w harry n chris at night. na n me stayed in sch to cut paper. yes. cut paper. we even had to go all de way to chinese high to find paper cutter. n we were so smart we din know how to use de paper cutter properly! ruining a stack of papers. -_-" anw we made a nice cute card in the shape of a milk bottle for ms ng! =) cos she's pregnant! so nice!! we have nice souvenirs for everyone in class too!

today's officially the last day of school. the rest is study break. my gosh. its freaky u know!! n todae was like some snapshot day or smth. tonnes of ppl were just snapping n snapping their cameras away. din bring cam todae but lots lots lots of pics in dil's youzi's cam! n zhiyin's fone!! we had loads of fun doing stupid things after sch todae!! de girls were laffing the guy's crappiness doing all those stupid stuffs lor! *they can pass thru walls n classroom doors n they can even act as power rangers. hahahah!* n after sch dil n i went to take pics on the neoprint machine! went to jalan jalan looking for moomoo, but moomoo was nowhere to be found. =( but we got lots of chocos from marks n spencers n we had nice wanton mee at heeren! yeppps! =D i'll put de pics after i finish typing all i wanna say! =)

ydae was fun fun fun too! it felt so good to meet up w chris n harry again. =) den had a good time chatting w them n desmond, chris' fren! he's a hilarious fella to be with! i've got entertaining frens~ harry, thanks for listening to my biatching n all that. =) im glad u gave me such great advices. everything's fine now. thanks! im sucha biatch when it comes to me being in a bad mood. hahaha. but chris alwaes manages to make me laff w his lameness lah. oh yea i discovered smth great! okay lah it isnt that great. but i was shocked when i realised MI's answer scheme for a qn was wrong. hahaha. n i was happily screaming in BK, "ehh!! their answer's wrong!!!" as though its some major discovery. okay, had a great time chatting w them till 10, den came home, did chem n wanted to sleep.

some unhappy stuffs ydae. cried my way to sleep. went to sch w puffy eyes n dil was freaked by my puffy eyes n dark eye rings. my eyes are SO UGLY when i cry. blahhhs.

im meeting cindy tmr! basically to pass her econs notes lah. but i think she's gonna faint cos its a ton. n its not filed properly. since its been rotting since last yr. sorry dear! if need J2 notes den i help u kapo n fotocopy k? =) i bet dan will LOVE de nice pressie we got for him! that dispensable fren of ours! ;)

kkie now for the chio pics taken todae!!!!~
chiochio rite!!

dil's killing meeeee!~

monkeys in da house!~

sweeeeeet^^

prettie dil!

3 small pics..

OMG! what's that!?!?


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:45|

Thursday, August 25, 2005

yummmy! we (aka ah gong, na, caolu, santi, peixin, ah pa n me) left sch at 8+ to eat prata at 6th avenue! its v nice! i found another nice prata outlet near sch!! =D n we had that yummy icecream up there!! what's so special bout it? its 95% fat free!!! hahahah. bet i caught all the girls' attn there. but its reallie worth a try. though its pricey at $2.85. i ate chocolate yogurt. santi took strawberry. n there were really chunks of strawberries inside! the fruit itself! how nice!! n it was hilarious cos we were outside cold storage waiting for it to open. it only opens at 9am n we had to get back to skl by 920 for a quiz. we actually headed to venezia, but it was closed. so we waited outside cold storage n wanted to get ben n jerry. in de end we decided to get a bar each cos we din know where to find spoons n we din have time. dat was how we chanced upon Fruitfull!! i think not many places in sg carry this product. maybe The Cold Storage Gourmet would hold it. =)

gp lesson was interesting. ct session was fun. but the stupid fire drill was just so redundant. bbq all of us in the field. grrr. thank goodness both the unhappy incidents from ydae were resolved already. =)

my throat's feeling weird. sore n all that. but no cough till now or whatsoever. its just v painful when i swallow saliva or drink or eat. yups. already drinking loads of those herbal drinks to soothe my throat but they dun seem to work.

wasnt in a v good mood. talking to him exasperates me sometimes. i slept my afternoon away. i have no idea why im so tired. im going to bed again.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:19|

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

like junyang? can dl his songs here. =) i love this website.

todae was rather eventful. but unhappy events. but before i start on anything, happie birthdae cindy!!! sorrie ydae i was too shagged to squeeze in an entry. but u'll get ur prezzie soon yarh? ;) depending on when we get to meet up! okay back to todae, long day which was ultra cold, i was shivering the whole day. n now im still ice cold. even without fan n aircon. oh yes! jkok split his pants playing capteh! play too violent liao lor. goodness. he must've been so maluated. but i guess we were nice enough not to suan him lah. =) some unhappy stuffs happened after skl. hope its sortened out already. after sch i was at class bench studying w weileong, zhiyin n weeming. weird combi rite? but cos they were the ones there after lunch lah. weileong taught me maths! thanks thanks!! =D we were talking rubbish bout relationships n stuffs n they say funnie things. hahaha. it was like i was eavesdropping on their guy-talk-session. but they're all attached n i must say that i admire them for their sensibility on r/s stuffs. =) their relationships are stable n long lasting. totally what anyone'd dream of i guess. at least to me i think they are very tolerant guys. =) *not that the girls are intolerable k*

im tired. been so shagged recently. ydae i just fell asleep msging marcus n sy halfway. gawd. im feeling drained from studying. this hasnt been the case for SO LONG. hahaha. isit good or bad huh?

hui: are u okay? u know de no. to dial if u feel like talking. i know u still dun wish to talk bout it yet. but if u do, rmr that im alwaes here to listen. stop allowing your thoughts to wander too far n hurt yourself.. take care k..


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:32|

Sunday, August 21, 2005

its my twinnie's bdae in less than half an hour! =D

chua's lesson todae was entertaining as usual. i really learn quite alot from there. considering the fact that i cant really learn from chiam. but chiam's much better when teaching one to one. must bombard him w qns n make use of his talents manx! oh yea todae i got a nice pair of earrings from Six! sy chose it! =) had lunch at suntec after tuition n went carrefour to check out the cheese that sy introduced. omg it looked like it's rotten! normal cheese we see is yellow in color, some w holes. but the one he introed was yellow w greyish green holes! totally looked rotten!! i was so freaked out! okay i dunno how to appreciate good cheese. it costs $70 a kg k. i bet its good. blahhs. im so low maintainence. just feed me normal edible food. n i even eat small portions. how easy to feed me. hahahah. went home soon after. n again it was work work work.

oh yea i helped mommy cook dinner! or rather, i cooked it! cos i bought the ingredients *mommy said i was pro at choosing prawns!!* n i cooked everything! mommy only helped w de cutting n preparing of ingredients. =) it was nice k! im so proud of myself! =D btw i've found nice chowder recipes. i finally know what's wrong w our chowder ydae. i think its cos we followed de jap chowder recipe. which is diff from the normal ones we have, which are england style. the white creamy kind. lemme share one cream clam chowder recipe here.

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INGREDIENTS:

* 3 (6.5 ounce) cans minced clams
* 1 cup minced onion
* 1 cup diced celery
* 2 cups cubed potatoes
* 1 cup diced carrots
* 3/4 cup butter
* 3/4 cup all-purpose flour
* 1 quart half-and-half cream
* 2 tablespoons red wine vinegar
* 1 1/2 teaspoons salt
* ground black pepper to taste

DIRECTIONS:

1. Drain juice from clams into a large skillet over the onions, celery, potatoes and carrots. Add water to cover, and cook over medium heat until tender.
2. Meanwhile, in a large, heavy saucepan, melt the butter over medium heat. Whisk in flour until smooth. Whisk in cream and stir constantly until thick and smooth. Stir in vegetables and clam juice. Heat through, but do not boil.
3. Stir in clams just before serving. If they cook too much they get tough. When clams are heated through, stir in vinegar, and season with salt and pepper.

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this sounds so much more sensible. =)


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:58|

Saturday, August 20, 2005

morning run from weixian's place to toa payoh! but cramps hit again. lousy cramps. oh well i just like the feeling of sweating. finished going thru food chem notes in that few hours they were playing soccer. den it was the tryout for clam chowder. hahahah. ever heard of clam chowder w sweet potatoes? n its JAPANESE SWEET POTATOES. those purple colored ones. guess what color the clam chowder turned out to be? YES! PURPLE!!! hahahaha. it looked so intimidating lah! i kept thinking it was bo bo cha cha or smth. gosh. i better get him a better recipe in future. moral of de story: dun follow Today newspaper recipes. gawd. first time in my life i was drinking purple soup!! failed attempt by sy n me. den it was study study study for me. =)

daddy has a sworn bro. lets call him uncle. n his wife aunty of cos. they used to be one of the sweetest couples i've seen. w 3 kids, n they're not even 40 yet. i rmr them as a funky couple. wearing those funky accessories together. both of them wearing this accessory on the wrist. n aunty was always v jovial, n uncle was a great joker. they were the envy of so many other couples. in daddy's group of sworn siblings, they doted on uncle like crazy. cos he was the most obedient n hardworking one. the most devoted one to his family. he was really almost perfect in my eyes since i was a kid. but things have changed. aunty got admitted to hosp last week for suicide. she took a whole lot of sleeping pills. i saw her today. she just got out of hosp ydae. my gawd. she was pale. n her dark eyerings were scary. she looked so worn out, so lost. she was lost in a world of her own. occasionally acknowledging us by giving a faint smile or a weak nod. i felt such a pang of heartache when i saw her. wonder why she's like that? cos uncle has an extramarital affair in vietnam. how perfect he was, how devoted he was, all that is plain bullshit now. he's so obsessed w that woman he's prepared to give up his family here to go there n stay with that vietnam woman. its as though he isnt the uncle i used to know. i really pity aunty. i saw how strong she stood for her loved one at first. how she tried so so hard to salvage the marriage. to this stage where she's giving up. even giving up on herself. giving up her life. why does this have to happen to her? she's such a nice lady. she's so innocent. wont God just let her off? why...? i really pray that nothing happens to aunty. i really miss her old self. seeing her like that today really pains me. gave her a hug as she left, n she just cried hugging me. i really pray that she'd be fine.

i really wonder how ppl can change in an instant. uncle has been like perfect for all his life. n in a few months, or less than that, he's a totally changed person. i really dun understand. its so hard to even read yourself, not to mention someone else. how do u even put full trust in someone n marry him if so? seeing how such a perfect marriage turn sour, it really makes me feel like staying single for life. its really freaky.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:39|

Friday, August 19, 2005

fellow readers, may i introduce my long lost twin i found today. cindy phua from RJ. hahahah.

i cant stand it manx! we were literally like some echo machine attached to each other! everything we saw todae we were like 'yah', 'i agree', 'yes', 'i also like'.. everything is just agreeing to each other's comments. we were actually saying that we shdnt speak. since we already read each other's thoughts. hahaha. n it was SO FREAKY. she held up a skirt in newurbanmale. a skirt I HAD BOUGHT quite some time ago. she went like "ehh not bad". n i was like "huh?? i bought that already". gosh. i wont be surprised if i see her wearing the same clothes as me in town or smth. omg omg omg. hahaha! n we just crapped our way thru n our shopping for gifts somehow digressed to shopping for ourselves! at least we managed to get her prezzie for her fren. nice wallet from myuk. it glows in the dark!! we wanted this nice wallet for daniel as well. cos its super chio but its too guy-ish. n the only close common fren we have whose bdae is coming up soon is daniel. hahaha. i cant even list the freaky things that happened todae. but we were reallie shocked lah. even to the little bits like the two of us not liking shell-like thingies *mussels, cockles n all that* n to the fact that both of us like the same kinda accessories. n the fact that we both love mudpies! =D we shared a oven baked pasta in nydc! it wasnt exactly heavenly but it was horribly filling!! n cindy said that cafe cartel's pasta is nice! i must go try it someday!! =) oh yes! we compared our ezlink card pictures cos we were saying how tooooot we looked back then. *we knew each other since kindergarten btw* n guess what!?!? our pictures were as though we were TWINS!!!!!!! fellow twinny cindy. quick call me jie jie! hahaha!

many ppl are quite upset over superstar results i think. well, i do admire kelvin's courage n all. but voice wise i really think he's no match for junyang. v sad for junyang cos its sucha unfair loss. just heartwrenching to see that he lost though he was better. i guess i felt a little pinch for xinhui too. though i do not really like her look n all, but i really think her performance was so much better than kelly's. hopefully some smartie guy will go sign junyang as an artiste. i'd buy his album but not kelvin's. kelvin's nasal voice still puts me off. its so... 'street-artisty'. its just very flat n whiny at the high pitches. i agree that he has improved alot since the start of the comp when it was even more nasal. but i believe junyang's talents shd be recognised. oh wells. what's over is over~

is finance a choice for me in uni? accounting? business?

mass comm's still first choice.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:26|





Name: Hong Jun Yang
Date of Birth: 17/08/1981
Age: 23
Horoscope: Leo
Blood Type: A+
Nationality: Singaporean
Height: 167cm
Weight: 56kg

he's my superstar.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:29|

Thursday, August 18, 2005

mocha MADness. =) that's de name of MY MOCHA. hahaha. had another cup just a while ago. watched superstar. cant help but admit the fact that xinhui's got better voice. but i really hope kelly gets thru. haha. im biased against 42" plasma tv. sorrie~ ohwells lets see how de results end up. in like.. 15 mins time. im not voting. waste of money. but they sang the song by zhang shao han. duber nice. omg. i like zhang shao han's voice. v powerful. but after the 2 renditions i heard todae, i still prefer original singer's.

i cant stand the cip teacher in charge!!! she's so mega irritating. n so irresponsible. super hum ji as well. why shd de students be taking the rap when she hasnt done her job well huh? edeot. im gonna write a dumb letter n claim 10 or 15 hrs. for the rest i think i'll heck care. i mean wth lah. after prelims u ask me to spend 2 days doing cip just cos u refuse to award the hours that were 'supposed' to be awarded? crap. i'd rather not waste my time then. she made it sound so easy. "if u lack 20 hours, do 2 days of cip can already what!" HELLO MISS. if its that easy for u to fork out time after your prelims when u're busy preparing for As den YOU GO DO IT. freak. dun act like u dunno anything about this cip proj beforehand. if u really didnt know anything about it, den why de hell are u cip in charge!!

okay sorrie for the ranting. her cocky face was so irritating i rolled my eyes at her. she's just being irresponsible lah. n i hate teachers who throw their weight arnd. yucks. im disgusted by her. oh a happier note, tmr's ah jie's bdae!! im excited bout all de celebrations in store! hehh. ah pui n her would have a great time~

love yourself more than anything else.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:24|

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

i made my own mocha at home! using nescafe gold coffee bits, milo powder, sugar n coffeemate. =) im a smartie. hahaha. i think it tastes fab!~ anw the afternoon was spent cooking pasta at sy's place. its nice!! our pasta's da best! =D came home n went for a jog arnd de neighbourhood. nice fresh air.

todae's pe was quite funnie. ended up playing bball w ah pa, ah ma, ah gong, kongtat n peixin. half the girls din even come to sch! n brotherhood gang played soccer. but a freak accident happened!! lingyong kena whacked in the eye by the soccer ball! n he got cuts n his eye was bruised!! it looked scarieee. tienyuan n weeming brought him to see doc in coro, den he left after gp lesson. poor him. hope it isnt anything serious. hope de eye isnt seriously injured.

its wed. n there is.... Superstar. hahaha. i still love love love junyang's voice! his version of 'if you come back' totally swept me off my feet!!! omg omg he must get it! =D hope kelly does well tmr too! anw i think kelvin's real brave. facing all those ppl saying that he's getting sympathy votes etc etc. he's pulled thru n came so far. he's walked out of his world of darkness. he has put his heart n soul into smth he loves to do. ironically, it is ppl like us, living in a much more vibrant n colorful world than him, who haven't walked out of our own world of darkness. he's got that determination n positive attitude that many lack. or at least, i lack. how many ppl, with his disability, can stand on the stage n sing for all to hear, try so hard just to walk arnd the stage n display stage presence, face the cruel remarks of judges as well as members of the public. the kind of stress he's under can be immense if he doesnt handle it in a positive way. but he's really great. at least to me, he's remarkable.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

oooooh de chocos from candy empire are nice! okay i only took a bite of sy's one. but everyone who took it said dat it was good. =D in the end i had none! hahaha. but sy promised to go there w me again! yays!! im gonna buy hazelnut n cereal chocolates n stuff myself! i wanna feel xing fu like those who ate it todae! =)

dil arh, im too lazy to find jesse mccartney photos todae. tmr or weekend upload for u k? ;)

lindsay lohan is on covers of Cleo!!! okay who cares if her boobs are fake. she's cute. that's about all i see at least. =) i wanna watch Herbie! n charlie n de choco factory!! im so super lagggg. everyone's watched charlie! ='( nobody watch w meeeeeeee!! or rather, i've been hibernating lah.

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The winners of the 2005 Teen Choice Awards:

Choice Comedian
Adam Sandler

Choice Crossover Artist
Jesse McCartney

Choice Red Carpet Fashion Icon Female
Jessica Simpson

Choice Red Carpet Fashion Icon Male
Brad Pitt

Choice Hottie Female
Rachel Bilson

Choice Hottie Male
Chad Michael Murray

Choice It Girl
Alexis Bledel

Choice Movie Action/Adventure
Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith

Choice Movie Actor Action/Adventure/Thriller
Chad Michael Murray, House of Wax

Choice Movie Actor Comedy
Will Smith, Hitch

Choice Movie Actor Drama
Ryan Gosling, The Notebook

Choice Movie Actress Action/Adventure/Thriller
Angelina Jolie, Mr. & Mrs. Smith

Choice Movie Actress Comedy
Sandra Bullock, Miss Congeniality 2: Armed and Fabulous

Choice Movie Actress Drama
Rachel McAdams, The Notebook

Choice Movie Animated/Computer Generated
Shrek 2 *i love shrek shrek shrek!!*

Choice Movie Bad Guy
Jim Carrey, Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events

Choice Movie Blush Scene
Hilary Duff, A Cinderella Story *wahhhhs! i LOVE LOVE LOVE this!!!!!*

Choice Movie Breakout Performance - Female
Haylie Duff, Napoleon Dymamite

Choice Movie Breakout Performance Male
Ryan Gosling, The Notebook

Choice Movie Chemistry
Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams, The Notebook

Choice Movie Comedy
Napoleon Dynamite

Choice Movie Dance Scene
Jon Heder, Napoleon Dynamite

Choice Date Movie
The Notebook

Choice Movie Drama
The Notebook

Choice Movie Hissy Fit
Jon Heder, Napoleon Dynamite

Choice Movie Liar
Angelina Jolie, Mr. & Mrs. Smith

Choice Movie Liplock
Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams, The Notebook

Choice Movie Love Scene
Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams, The Notebook

Choice Rap Artist in a Movie
Nelly, The Longest Yard

Choice Movie Rockstar Moment
Ashton Kutcher, A Lot Like Love *wahahah! this guy's got a weird face*

Choice Movie Rumble
Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt, Mr. & Mrs. Smith *absolutely hot couple*

Choice Movie Scary Scene
The Amityville Horror

Choice Movie Scream Scene
Paris Hilton, House of Wax *carl's jr anyone??*

Choice Movie Sleazebag
Jennifer Coolidge, A Cinderella Story

Choice Movie Thriller
House of Wax

Choice Music Album
Kelly Clarkson, Breakaway *SHE DESERVES THIS!!!!*

Choice Music Breakout Artist Female
Gwen Stefani *i aint no hollaback girl~*

Choice Music Breakout Artist Male
Jesse McCartney *dil our gay boy got an award!!!*

Choice Music Collaboration
Gwen Stefani featuring Eve, "Rich Girl"

Choice Music Female Artist
Kelly Clarkson *its HER!*

Choice Music Love Song
"We Belong Together," Mariah Carey

Choice Music Make-Out Song
"Oh," Ciara featuring Ludacris

Choice Music Male Artist
Jesse McCartney *wheeeeeS!*

Choice Music Party Starter
"Don't Phunk With My Heart," The Black Eyed Peas *nananana.. dun phunk w my heart~~*

Choice Music Rap Artist
Eminem

Choice Music Rap Track
"Mockingbird," Eminem

Choice Music R&B/Hip HopTrack
"1,2 Step," Ciara featuring Missy Elliott

Choice Music R&B Artist
Mariah Carey

Choice Music Rock Group
Simple Plan *RAWWWWWWWKS!!!!!!!!!*

Choice Music Rock Track
"Boulevard of Broken Dreams," Green Day

Choice Music Single
"Since U Been Gone," Kelly Clarkson

Choice TV Actor Comedy
Ashton Kutcher, That '70s Show

Choice TV Actor Drama
Adam Brody, The O.C.

Choice TV Actress Comedy
Alexis Bledel, Gilmore Girls

Choice TV Actress Drama
Rachel Bilson, The O.C.

Choice TV Breakout Performance Female
Eva Longoria, Desperate Housewives

Choice TV Breakout Performance Male
Jesse Metcalfe, Desperate Housewives

Choice TV Breakout Show
Desperate Housewives

Choice TV Chemistry
Adam Brody and Rachel Bilson, The O.C.

Choice TV Parental Unit
Lauren Graham, Lorelai Gilmore - Gilmore Girls

Choice TV Personality Female
Jessica Simpson

Choice TV Personality Male
Ashton Kutcher

Choice TV Reality/Variety Star Female
Carrie Underwood, American Idol

Choice TV Reality/Variety Star Male
Bo Bice, American Idol

Choice TV Sidekick
Wilmer Valderrama, That '70s Show

Choice TV Show Comedy
Gilmore Girls

Choice TV Show Drama
The O.C.

Choice TV Show Reality
American Idol

Choice V-Cast
Desperate Housewives

Choice Video Game
Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas

Choice Xtreme Athlete Female
Layne Beachley, Surfing

Choice Xtreme Athlete Male
Dave Mirra, BMX

Choice Athlete Female
Mia Hamm, Soccer

Choice Athlete Male
Michael Phelps, Swimming

Choice Summer Song
"Behind These Hazel Eyes," Kelly Clarkson

Choice Summer Series
DeGrassi: The Next Generation Season 5

Choice Summer Movie
Wedding Crashers


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:56|

Monday, August 15, 2005

i got cheated. mr indian uncle hasnt done up the website. i trusted his plastic bag to tell the truth when it read www.candyempire.com.sg. but he cheated me of my feelings. blahs. im off to bed.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|



so so so many things to blog bout todae! okie im gonna go systematically so i dun miss things! =)

morning i took 855. i was nearly late! n i was so tired *cos of flu* i slept my way thru de bus journey without even waking once!! n i was supposed to drop at de adam food centre stop to change bus to skl but i din get up! but a kind soul on de bus woke me!! that guy takes de same bus as me in the morning if i take 855, but normally just another familiar face kinda figure yarh? but he was SO NICE!! he woke me up n pressed de bell for me before that!!! =D *beams* he's sucha nice fella!! i only managed to say 'thanks' n headed off the bus. tmr i must take 855 n thank that fella again. =D luckie me! heeeeeeex. thinking of the incident still makes me grin from ear to ear. =)

school was okay-okay. but from the very first 2 gp periods the class ppl already got excited over carl's jr! caolu, peixin n na were excited by ah pa n my description of that place!! hahahah. so we were drooling over carl's the whole day~ went to phy lect n decided to head for carl's straight after skl. how zai rite! hahahah. so the day whisked past with us thinking bout carl's carl's carl's. =) ah pa, ah ma, na, me, cao lu, peixin, ah gong went to marina sq to eat CARL'S! two days in a row im eating that mega burger. how fat can i get!!! hahahah. i must say that its pretty rare for caolu to follow us on this kinda 'eating trips'! i think 6b ppl are easily excited by food! we can head all the way to far east sq to eat spicy ramen, all the way to marina sq to eat carl's, all the way to town for mos. hahaha. greeeeeedy ppl!

CANDY EMPIRE!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeees! check out the webbie!!!! this candy store is mega mega huge! situated in millenia walk, it houses hundreds of chocos n sweets n what's not! nougats, nerds, gummies~ u want it, they have it! =D its a MUST CHECK OUT place! i was so tempted to buy everything in the shop!! n i spent $9.50 on chocos n jelly beans. wahahah! what a splurge on chocos. considering the fact that i only had about 12 with $6.50. its $3.80 per 100gm k!! pricey as compared to those pick n mix kind outside, but if u go n look at the variety, u'd be tempted to grab one of each! =) the owner of the shop is this indian man, who's a hwachong snr!! super cool rite! =D omg omg omg omg! im so amazed by the shop!!!

on the way from marina sq to millenia walk, caolu n i saw a mega big picture of a MUDPIE n we both SCREEEEEAMED!!! hahahaha! i nv knew she was a big fan of mudpies as well!! super cooool! just a minute ago we were complaining about how full we were from carl's. n the next min u hear us screaming bout mudpies n xiao long baos n what's not. OMG. hahahah! we're so greedy lah! sinful! but i realised caolu n i are of the same kind! in the sense that we can spend a larger amt of money for a small dessert just cos its nice! n we're dessert lovers! we dun reallie like main courses! we like to nibble desserts n side dishes n eat abit of everything! as long as its yummy!! =D we were so surprised to find out that we were so similar!! den we just talked talked talked our way back. on the train we were just laffing n rambling bout food. n we both love taiwan variety shows n all that. so i guess we speak chinese in the more taiwan kinda accent. n we watch the same few taiwan variety shows so we alwaes chat bout the show contents as well! she's reallie like a rare find all of a sudden! so astonishing to find someone who likes so many of the things that i love! =) think i shall jio her go jog someday. we're both joggers. hahahah.

okie okie for now i'll end here. maths fried half my brain. check out candy empire k! ;)


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:54|

Sunday, August 14, 2005

FIREWORKS!!!

pretty pretty oh so pretty!!!!! i was actuallie so touched i wanted to cry when i was watching it. ignoring the fact that we were half blocked by some bridge. but it was still so pretty. =)

ate carl's jr w dear! okay its kinda funnie how dinner went. cos i msged ah ma n told her i wanted to go carl's jr see see. den she was eating there. so she sat there waiting for me to arrive so i could take her seat when she was gonna leave. so nice rite!! =D so sy n me took ah pa n ah ma's seats. n they left~ but after less than 10 mins, she smsed me saying ah pa was hungry n they were coming back to carl's jr!! -_-" soon after, a nice attendant shifted my table away from the table we were next to cos he realised we werent a group. btw carl's jr was super duper crowded. since our table was separate now, we could accommodate two more seats for ah pa n ah ma who were heading back. but in the end we found a bigger table. =) n lots of funnie things happened lah. omg ah pa is so amusing!! shant malu him in my blog. *cos i know he reads!!* hahahah! oh yes carl's burgers are BIG!! slightly on the pricier side but i guess its value for money. their servings are huge. n plus the free flow of drinks. yummms! can check out www.carlsjr.com n see what they offer! ;)

studied at spinelli w xiaoling, hui, junjie, yusi n yimei. *i dunno if im spelling their names correct* well just hui's classmates. n xiaoling is our sec 4 classmate! hui xl n me were from 403. =) havent met her for ages! n she's still the same. as entertaining as ever~ think we shd have such sessions more often. i cant believe how much my other frens have changed. xiaoling actuallie appeared in heeeeeels! n she thot it was gonna be cold so she wore a jacket. hahahah. she looked like she was all geared up for shopping instead of studying. super cute. i actuallie miss her!! miss all her musings in class! =)

where where where are my vitamins notes?


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:46|

Saturday, August 13, 2005

oh yes! i forgot to advertise this thingie.. its called I LOVE EGGS! click on it n watch! =D its super cute! hahahah. fireworks tmr! yays!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:33|



where are my vitamins notes!? ='( realie cant find them!! thank gosh i finished de tutorial till qn 7. finished addictives too. left w storage n processing. betta settle them quickly. todae was study day. but my flu was exceptionally bad. now its still flowing like a tap. blahhhhs. anw dear went to find me at thomson bk. =) so took a lil break from studying n walked arnd. den came home for dinner. mommie cooked! yummy!!

as i walked out for lunch this afternoon i saw the mr jay chou lookalike again! so long since i saw him! but he still looks like jay~ n i realised he was walking towards the blocks near my area! so he probably lives really really near me yarh? =D maybe next time i can communicate w him with my limited sign language knowledge! hahahah. i guess i'll end up spelling every single word for him. =S

EPL has started! man u vs everton now!!! ;) i guess this epl i can only keep up by seeing the scores. doubt i'd be able to sit in front of the tv n go crazy bout soccer again. omg omg. dear just told me newcastle's first match is w arsenal!?!? hope newcastle performs!!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:25|

Friday, August 12, 2005

i hate the haughty way he talks. he's so freakin big headed he doesnt realise it. omg. how big can a guy's ego get. super irritating talking to a egoistic n self centred fella. totally puts me off. so much that i just shut up n refuse to say a word. shouldnt they reflect?

rmr how a ny teacher told us about reflections after a day. just b4 u sleep, reflect bout the happenings that day. what u did wrong, what u did right. den go to bed at peace w yourself n others. i think its really effective. not only does it simmer one's anger, it allows you to appreciate yourself better.

oh yes i lost my hp pouch todae. ='( my pretty maroon hp pouch. its velvety n nice to the touch. wont some kind soul buy back the same one for me? it suits my pretty pink fone totally!

derrick is out of superstar. kinda expected. silver is out too. so expected as well. seriously, i dun like silver's tone in the video showed after she got kicked out. she sounded so cocky! to be critical, she doesnt have the figure n the voice to be a superstar yet. so just take the time to tone n hone her vocals before she comes back for another competition on tv yarh? but i loved the part derrick dedicated his success to his parents. the part he said he hopes he has done his parents proud. that was so touching. i nearly cried. =)

i've got a new shower cream that's BROWN in color. omg. freaked me out when i had it on my palms this morning. n in my semi conscious state i actuallie smothered it over my hands!!! -_-" i smelt like an indian for the whole morning. im not being racist k! but reallie the smell was v floral n very very very strong. OMG. tried using greentea shower gel to cover the smell but it was like.. impossible. =( had to bear w stinko arms for the morning. yucks!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|

Thursday, August 11, 2005

im not gonna talk bout what happened last night/this morning. at the bottom of my heart, i know i still hate him for things he has done.

school was fine. but got affected by the flu bug going arnd. na n ah pa both got it. hope we'd all recover soon. came back to yishun n din feel like going home. ended up stranded in BK doing work. ah fat discovered me there. n he was gonna meet the gang there. so they brought me along w them to zhiwei's place. had 4 guys attending to me n giving me panadols k. so xing fu rite? well im glad i have pals like them. but i woke at 9pm? den i was so shocked to see that ah fat actually cooked porridge for me. OMG. he's a great cook k! its an honour to eat his dishes! n he never fails to be sweet when im sick or down or whatsoever. =) sat arnd n talked a little while i ate my porridge. (while i was still wrapped up in zhiwei's blankie) they've all become matured. talking to them really astonished me actually. im glad they've all matured. feels so comfy arnd them. as though they're real braddas. =)

took my 4th panadol cold. going to bed.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:55|

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

ohh ohh ohh i forgot to say that i saw fireworks in yishun ydae! they were so pretty! but they ended in less than 10 mins. ='( short lived beauty huh? n i heard on the news that the fireworks in those neighbourhood performances are only about 50 storeys high or smth. but they're still so pretty. n so up close. =) but poor northpoint n GV were flooded by sticky sweaty ppl. imagine my trauma of having to squeeze thru the crowd to get home. n everybody was so eager to see the fireworks that they ran straight onto the roads. so the road was like 3/4 humans n 1/4 cars. obviously the cars couldnt move. hahahah. quite an interesting sight in fact. was in a pretty troubled mood as i was walking home. n the short lived beauty of the fireworks kinda showed my feelings at that pt of time. i really pray that my r/s w him is not short lived. before i knew it, a tear had already rolled down my face cheeks. maybe im just too emotional.

had lunch w him todae. at j8. den studied in mos. quite productive i guess. did quite abit of work. revised on transition for tmr's test. studied periodicity n all those group stuffs. did sampling hmwk. somehow... communication seems to be so 'forced' between the two of us. its so obvious in his smses that he's trying to get me to talk, to just reply. but all i can answer is just simple one liners. no content. just those real 'DUH' answers that didnt have to be answered at all. running out of topics? or basically losing control..? i dun want him to send smses just cos he has to. its as though he's entertaining me. n i dun like this feeling. its so unnatural. so fake.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:31|

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

national day national day!!! =)

ydae was sy's bro's party. at nuss. cool party w his family n close pals. n he was so maluated by his frens! oh wells, that's what u get for 21st bdae yarh? but my mood wasnt exactly very very good cos of some things that happened to my fren. shant disclose details, but i really pray everything would be fine. left nuss *which is at suntec* only at arnd 1130. sy n i walked all the way to dhoby ghaut station. omg. heels do kill k!! nearly died in them! den dis morning went bk for breakfast, den went borders to read books, n met up w kor after that! =D my national day was spent walking n talking to him. hahaha.

talking to kor made me realise alot of things. what i want. what i have. what i pursue. as we walked past Hyatt, we saw 6 Lamborghinis. SIX!!!!!! dunno what a Lamborghini is?


this is it. i actually think its chioer than a Ferrari. omg. n the cars were parked outside Hyatt *as though they were there "for show"* so many ppl took out their camera phones n digicams to snap pics of themselves w de car. out of the 6 cars, 1 grey, 1 orange, 4 yellow. all are ultra chio. *jaw drop* had mos w kor, den after that we had orange julius n started talking bout our relationships. guess both our relationships are kinda screwed up.

shd i take things a step at a time, or shd i plan for the future? i cried while thinking bout that just now. cos i know if its the latter, i shdnt be holding on anymore. like kor said, "dun waste your time". for some reason, at some pt of time, i'd see so many differences between the two of us. differences that cant be resolved in a day or two. shd i hang on, holding on to the hope that all these will straighten out eventually? or shd i let go n not spend time holding on any longer? i know we've come so far cos he always gives in to me. always. but giving in doesnt equate to solving the root of the problem yarh? i dunno what's going on. n uni's next year. he hasnt even entered NS. what bout him finishing NS n me finishing uni? entering the work society. i've no idea what's gonna happen. n im afraid to think far. honestly, im afraid of the future. cos i do not know what to expect. its just pure space to me.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:05|

Monday, August 08, 2005

happie national day eve!~

school celebration was quite okayyy lah. it ended with pang shaving his head. omg. hope he doesnt end up w a mohawk or smth. he was like some celebrity polling for funds to be raised. weird scene. i shall check out his new hairdo on thurs. =D

oh yea the parade in de morning was v farnie. cos those poor tchs guys had to march march march super duber far!!! ah ma, youzi, qianjun n i were laffing like crazie! n ms ng made a reallie nice pressie for xiaowei's bdae which was on sat. =) super chio!

anw thanks to those who msged me or whatsoever ydae. im alright already. n i din bite anybody. slept my anger away. =) my form of anger release. =D


*[a lil princess thought at]*|11:46|

Sunday, August 07, 2005

im pissed. very pissed. the day turned sour cos of him. damn. n dad had to make a hell lot of noise for me to find that stupid laptop thing. freak. threw half the storeroom stuff out to find that freakin thing. had to throw back those dusty disgusting things. damn him. damn them.

if u're gonna walk out dun u dare walk back. im not gonna entertain ur nonsense. go find someone who can give u de support u need. not me. im not interested in talking to some freaking edeot who walked out on me right in the middle of orchard. damn you. i dun tolerate nonsense. sorry. find someone else keen to entertain u. i treasure my frens like hell n maybe im being oversensitive on the issue of friendship. im not gonna care bout how u prioritize your frens, your job or whatsoever. im not gonna freaking make any comment on that anymore. u think u're right. u think u're justified in doing what u did. not me.

what the hell am i doing? what do i love bout him? do i even care? does it even matter to me anymore? it does. im only so freakin pissed cos IT DOES MATTER TO ME. but my concerns are different from his. i dun like the things he do n the way he does things. am i gonna let my love blind me from all that? no.

super f-ed up day. dun come near me. i'll bite.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|17:24|

Saturday, August 06, 2005

YAYS! shopping shopping shopping spreeeeeee!! a tube, 2 spags, a skirt from Fox. a babydoll top from arthalia. a tank top n a army print skirt from pepper plus. =D hui's gonna say im sucha spender again. hahahah. was studying in bk after the sign lang course. shall talk more bout it later!! den went to meet mom n aunt for late late lunch n shopped for awhile. den came home to do more work. yeas! got nice nice clothes for a real good deal! everyone shd just go Fox n GRAB their stuffs! simple n nice n comfy. n after discounts, a top costs arnd $6+ only!!! dats y i bought 3 u see. mom bought 4 as well. hahahah. den arthalia top was very very nice. sweet pink. =) there were a few more arthalia tops that were nice. but abit too formal n glam for normal wear. n pepper plus clothes are just for normal wear. special n sweet n not too pricey. about $46 for de top n skirt. not bad rite!

anw anw! i had sign lang course this morning!! super super cool! i know A to Z in sign lang now! n easier prepositions! its very fun!!! im definitely gonna learn more from tim! gonna bombard him w questions next time i meet him! hahahah! but i was SO BLUR this morning! na was waiting for me at kap busstop, den i was supposed to call her before that to tell her my bus was approaching so she could hop on. but guess what i did? i called her when i realised i was at kap busstop. at that split second, it just slipped my mind that SHE WAS AT KAP BUSSTOP!!! den suddenly i kinda 'regained my senses' n from my seat i edged forward n saw her sitting at the busstop!! while my bus left the stop. hahahahaha! na was like totally -_-". den i got off at the next busstop n hopped onto na's bus which was after mine. wahahahah! we alwaes have such difficulty meeting cos of my mega stupidity. ooops! =x i am dumb! but we still managed to find our way to np, n even to the meeting place! all by ourselves! cos tim was fetching his other frens. =) i wonder why np has so many ppl on sat actuallie. but na n me were self entertaining for quite some time. we alwaes manage to self entertain. den laff at those guys in the gym. there was this guy who was training like siao in de gym. den like v xiong lidat. n de next minute we see him eating a big PAU. wahahahah! no wonder he's not toned. =x n there were the soccer guys. n some boxing guys after that. n we found nice yanyan biscuits!! w animal faces n all that! cuteee! well the most exciting was the course! very very enriching! =D

we're so used to so many things we feel lost when they're taken away from us. at orchard i suddenly wondered how weird i'd feel if i didnt hear the blind man singing his song there. all my life i've been hearing him sing as i walk thru the underground pass. orchard has quite a no. of shops that have closed down. even macs is closed. either for renovation or what. or probably to give way to a new store. it felt weird to see that area enclosed with white planks. but like any habit, u'd slowly change n adapt to the new things. 10 years down the road, i wonder if i'd remember the way things are now. 10 years down the road, all my tears n heartaches now wouldnt seem significant.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:09|

Friday, August 05, 2005

check out www.settlerscafe.com!!!!!! its a WONDERFUL place to destress! w board games n all! n they've got reasonable charges as well! woahs! friendly staff~ what more do u need? head down to settlers cafe n enjoy the wide array of board games there! super cool stuffs! i love love love that ambience there~!

im looking forward to sign lang tmr! =D im tired. shall go rest soon. so tmr i have all de energy to run about. n i gotta do alot of work by tmr so that i can enjoy my national day! yays! =) finally a breather from school!! im going to watch tv n sleep. TIRED!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:29|



omg i want cutie jap guys in my hc too! why are they only in aj!? ='( hui show me ur pics on sunday!!!

tired tired. going to bed after blogging. today's school was chilllllly~ n dil wasnt in sch so i was alone for econs breaks! thank gosh 2nd break wallace came along n entertained me! =) den it was a long long drag all the way till compre during gp. n i left at arnd 445 to meet him. but of all things to happen, i suffered from a pang of gastric pain on the bus to newton station. had to take my gastric pills again. had sakae in yishun instead of the original plan of movies. felt bad to change plan last min. but i was reallie in pain. ='(

came home n did abit of work. watched superstar. im so glad jason is out. i dunno what to expect if he's still in the competition next week. probably GREEEEEEEEN or YELLOOOOOW jacket. omg. but i was hoping for silver to get out actualie. she cant sing for nuts. n im getting abit sick w her act cute face on screen. hahaha. i support junyang!!!! =D n kelly!!!!! yeap yeaps! well, these ppl shd have expected all the criticisms to come their way once they made it to tv. now im just waiting for kelly n junyang to bag the title. =)

going to bed. tired. shagged.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:43|

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

PE was hilarious todae. girls sat there laffing at the guys doing their napfa. okay that sounded like we're evil rite? but its just too funnie watching them do their napfa!! n 6b guys are easily excited. so their expressions after getting As for napfa are like WOAHS!!! hahaha. easily amused guys lah. but they amuse us as well. =) na finished her 2.4 w a C i think!! yays!! =D den it was break. n phy lect which everyone slept thru. n CT period!!! omg ct session was hilarious today! we had a slideshow of our baby pictures!! n we had a great time guessing who was who n all that. n of all things to happen, everybody thot clement's picture was na!!! so now everybody in de klass teases her about it. hahahaha. na's pic n mine came in the later slides. so before that, we had tons of pictures linked to us. big eyes n they think its me. cute cute one den its na. hahahah. oh yah!! ms ng's captions are super nottie too! she put captions for the girls as 'sweetiepies' and 'princesses'. n for the brotherhood gang, she put the caption as 'the future models (posers)'. hahahah!! n she purposely put in her own baby pic as well as her husband's baby pic to make us guess who the person is!!! n by the time we guessed everyone in klass, she admitted the baby was her. wahahaha. i love ct sessions w de klass! all those audi talks are reallie rubbishy. cant compare nuts to the fun n laffter in klass todae. =D for a quick snapshot overview, ah gong looks like a child maid, na looks exactly the way she is now, dil looks ultra ultra cute, youzi's got a funky hairdo!!, ah jie looks so sweeeeeet!, qianjun n weileong look compatible even as kids!!!, tienyuan is 1/2 of his original chubby self, zhiyin looks extremely cute in his studio pic!!! *i want a kid like him!*, caolu shocked us w her buspass foto!!!, ah pa n ah ma n ah gong have super duper cutey baby pics! when they were not even one yr old i guess? super cute!!! especially especially love ah gong's baby pic to bits!!! its really like some pic u can put on a poster n sell. hahahah! i hope to get ms ng to mail the powerpoint slides to everyone or to post it online. all of us want it!

after sch, weileong, qj, na, ah jie, youzi, santi, peixin, ah gong n me went coro to eat prince! yummms! it was a cold day. so having hot soup was like heaven on earth. =) had loads of fun chatting n den headed back to sch to study together. i think its pretty fruitful! cos there are ppl arnd n u can study or rest or whatever. when u're tired just lie down on de table n take a nap n ask someone to wake u up later on. that's what frens are for! =D i think im so blessed to be in this class. funky n happening class, but not forsaking studies n all. lots of zai kias in 6b k! n mrs tham loves our klass! she goes arnd telling other klasses how good we are!! im gonna be camping in soon pretty often! =)

i guess im letting go.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:42|



read cindy's blog about singles n couples, how some ppl claim singles as being losers n stuff. that's so childish. i'd love being single once again. its just different from being in a r/s. okay i do not condone acts of buaya-ness trying to vie for attention of guys n all that crap. but i do think most ppl arnd my age, arnd me, are sensible enough to appreciate the environment they're in. the freedom as a singleton is definitely exhilarating. i love it. but the idea of having someone there for u when u're in a r/s is just as sweet. so either way, its good isnt it? well love life the way it is. what's meant to be will be. so the right guy will come along at the right time n sweep u off your feet. =)

oh yes. GREAT news. smoking will be banned in hawker centres n more public areas from 1 July 2006. YAYS!!!! i no longer have to whiff off those yucky cigarette smoke that come my way. straight into my face btw. *maybe cos im short* do tallies get this prob too? anw i always find myself walking into this huge mist of cigarette smoke which is so ultimately disgusting!!! yikes. BAN SMOKING asap.

im so lifeless nowadaes. its all just hw n sleep n school. de routine goes on. sad life. losing weight n sleep cos of the stacks of work. guess i gotta rejuvenate in this coming long weekend. =) im looking forward to it!! just a few more days!!! *grits teeth* gotta mug hard for prelims in those few days too. =)

today's the 2nd. 1 yr n 5 mths w him. =) had gelare at ps n den went to kino to get my stuffs. he was shagged after sch though. so was i actualie. but at least got to meet up for awhile. yups. nothing much to say in fact. no mushy fanciful words. to put it simply, i love him.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:20|

Monday, August 01, 2005

long day in sch. wasnt too good a day. hope everything's well for qj now. seriously, knowing her for 6 yrs, i nv knew anything much bout her. but today i felt down when i realised what was going on. i understand how she feels. i know how its like to be in that position. tears cant even make up for the pain u feel inside. comparisons make u feel inferior at times, but it also makes u feel blessed. for one thing, i felt so inferior today. cos i nv knew others were going thru tougher times than me. i nv knew the pain behind every facade. i believe there are still so many things i havent seen. so many things i do not know of. so what gives me the right to sit here n cry or whine. i've not even been thru the worse. when u're down, u naturally feel that u're the lousiest n most unlucky person on earth. probably the most pathetic soul as well. but that's so untrue. look arnd n realise that u're FAR BETTER OFF than many others. appreciate what u have n not cry for what u dont. self contentment is probably one of the nirvanas of life.

afternoon was spent doing work work n more work. piles n piles of tutorials are waiting to be completed. lecture revisions have to be done as well. n there are preparations to be done for prelims. gosh. tim sent a sweet msg asking me to take a break. thanks dude! =) i'll give myself enough rest to keep myself going! i need SLEEEEEP. beauty sleep.

its august. so so so close to As. this is freaky. but who cares. im gonna sleep.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:51|