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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

okay my feet is sore to the extent its numb. n not to mention, blue black. too much blood flowing down the whole day lah. crap. job scouting is like shit lah. im not gonna try for ANY admin job anymore. seriously, its damn shitty. n the ppl that interviewed me todae were even more shitty. they gave the high n mighty look n simply said "oh! waiting for results ah? sorry ah, we need permanent staff, cannot few months den leave for uni." rubbish lah! den when i called n told her i was fresh school leaver, why did she even bother asking me to go all the way down to interview!? crap. waste my travelling time n all. rahhhs. but im not gonna give up. marcus tai! do u hear me!? im not gonna give up so quickly!!!!

i've got 3 mosquito bites on my toes. eeeeks. anw tmr's my darling fren's bdae. weiqiang is gonna celebrate at like... northpoint? haha. he's easily contented lah. nvm i shall make smth nice for him tmr. or maybe give him nice treat. yeahs. but im broke. sobs. having bdae on 1 Dec is so cool rite. hahaha. i like to think of him as the december baby. n he thinks of me as the may babe. yays!~

i was in a horrible mood by the time i finished all the interviews today. n not to mention that i got lost walking along bencoolen rd. i walked to waterloo st n i got lost. walk walk walk n i saw the national library. n i was like SHIT. i was supposed to head for PS u know. crap. so i walked all the way back to bencoolen n headed in the other direction. blahhhs. but i saw baby looney tunes performance at ps! n i was elated. they were so super duper cute. i think i was already in dire moods so i was easily amused. yea. pepper lunch AGAIN made my night better too. mom's addicted to pepper lunch. so am i. the rice todae was SO NICE i tell ya. but sinful. alot of butterrr!!! *licks*


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

my legs are SORE. seriously sore. went to bishan for manicurist job interview, to raffles place, bugis, tanglin sc, n esplanade for waitress interview. im giving up the manicurist one. they provide the training (wch is good) but their hrs are 12-9 n gotta commit for 3 mths. all public hols we gotta work. so yea, the only lucrative deal is the training. but still, i prefer waitressing type of customer service job. de bugis jap restaurant had this jappo boss who talked to us in sucha cute accent! ying hua n i were like "AHHH he's so cute!!!" when we left. hahahah. but he's really super cute lah. he goes like "so you all wai-tin for uni-var-xi-tee?" n he has that jappo accent. cute cute cute! haha. okay den the most fun n most promising interview is the al dente one. at least for me it was like the most promising. cos they have a chain of restaurants (19 rests) n they hire part timers for all the different outlets. so i assume they need more ppl than those 'one single restaurant standing' type rite? n the manager was super nice as well. =) he talked abit about handling customers n all that. n he sounded quite friendly. yepps. btw hua n i reached al dente n we saw like 15 kids sitting there, all waiting for interview. den we were like "HUH!? so many??" but the weirdest thing was that they were all from the same class. hahaha. cos quite a few wore class tee. so i suppose like, half the class went for the al dente job interview together? n some of them were even wearing like, tee shirt berms n slippers!! its pretty horrible lah! i mean, they dun even look like they're going for a job interview. im not sure bout other ppl, but personally i think at least tee, skirt/jeans, sandals (no slippers) are like basic for interviews? its like.. at least respect the job n the interviewer lah. hua n i had the interview w 4 other guys cos the manager was tight for time, n the other 4 guys were from commonwealth sec. n it was damn farnie cos hua said this guy's eyes popped open when i mentioned i was from hwachong. hahahah. she was almost gonna burst out laffing lah. maybe to them hc is the dream jc or smth. so cute.

tmr i think im gonna hunt for more jobs. maybe more afternoon lunch waitressing kind. oooooh i tried pepper lunch todae n it rawks!!! its so nice!!!! love it to bits. its piping hot n its not too peppery. just nice! love it love it love it! =D *drools*

i wanna take salsa lessons. anyone wanna be my partner?? i promise i wont step on you! *crosses fingers*


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:15|

Monday, November 28, 2005




those are the pics of clubbing night last fri at black. =) thinking of going coccolatte one. n next sat there's one RJ party too. hengyi is so cute lah. he's just hilarious. i somehow think he's some walking joker. but he's v fun. n he was nice enough to send twinnie home after supper. not bad not bad. marist. =)

sentosa tanning session w twinnie n zhen todae! i kinda K.O-ed twice. basically just listen to songs n happily fall asleep. haha. n now i've a sunburnt TUMMY. who gets their tummy sunburnt huh? i mean, normally its the shoulders isnt it? my cheekbones n tummy are like red n itchy now. eeeeeks. i thot i wasnt really tanned, till i saw that bikini line in the mirror n i was horrified. omgomgomg. i think i shd tan w/o halter strap lor. now i need loads of concealer. after lots of funnie pics taken at sentosa we headed to harbourfront to makan. ate yoshi! been so long since i ate it actually. den went PS to meet mom for her dinner. n we bought nice biscuits from marks n spencers. =) ooooh i want the rose moisturizer from the body shop!!! it smells SO SO SO SO NICEEE!

i bought one of the last 2 Red Earth Glitter Wands, i bought the last Daniel Yam blue dress, n now the Red Earth eyeshadow i like is out of stock. its gold shimmer. n i gotta wait till stock comes in on Wed. that leaves only shoes to be found for prom. cos i found turquoise n blue n gold shimmer eyeshadow to go w my dress already. chio chio chio! i love it! i love my tan too! (besides the two halter straps)


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:51|



chicken little. =)
http://www.disney.it/Film/movies/chickenlittle/index.html
my love. who wanna watch w me?

went out w ying, hua, brent, chris n harry todae!! first time meeting brent. 1st impression? he's like a bear to me. alwaes so smiley. like bears on display or smth. hahahah. had lunch, played pool, walked n shopped, n most imptly bitched. haha. harry said i looked weird/out of sorts todae. i think i was tired lah. n yah i wasnt exactly feeling VERY okay. but well, w my darlings arnd i'd be glad enough yarh. all the unhappy stuff can be left for empty nights like now. when im w frens i just dun wanna think bout all those. but thanks harry darling. i know u're concerned. i'll be alright. =) dun worrie!

tmr's gonna be tanning w twinnie n zhen! omg omg omg im gonna be showing my horrid chest w its recent ugly outbreak. sobs. but nvm i wanna tan. hopefully weather will be real kind to us tmr!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:54|

Sunday, November 27, 2005

i cant sleep. just cant. its freaking 6am n im still here. n im not the least bit tired. but i bet i'd K.O during pool tmr. so many things on my mind right now. i wanted to blog but now i dun even know where to start. i guess im still a little girl. immatured n senseless. daddy made sense. so did sy. i didnt treasure what i had. n now when i finally wake up, its too late.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|05:59|

Saturday, November 26, 2005

ydae was too shagged to blog by the time i reached home. 1230-1900 was shopping shopping shopping w na n ah ma. we ate at marina sq kfc n we met lingyong!! =) what a coincidence! he was complaining of how he couldnt find his prom wear. well we took a long time to find ours too! walked into this store selling really elaborately embroidered dresses. its like BEADS from top to bottom. scarie! n it's like $789 for one of the price tags i saw. my gawd. anw there was a nice black dress there n i was wondering if i shd get it. but i hesitated to put down deposit so we left. n we somehow walked to suntec daniel yam. yes daniel yam AGAIN. i seriously cant find cheap affordable gowns elsewhere. there was a nice lil blue dress i liked but din try the last time round. so i tried it on. n ah ma n na said it looks much betta than the black dress. =D so i guess its pretty settled. about ah ma n na's prom gowns... i shant disclose it here. =) btw ccc (my pri skl classmate) has a gorgeous gown tailor made for her. n her figure is like WOAH lah! *jealous*

at night, twinnie came up to my place to do make up b4 heading down to black. xr pang sehed me really last min n i seriously wanted to kill him. im not ever gonna take his word seriously. i mean, how de crap do u trust someone who has pang seh-ed u more than thrice!? crap. damn fucked up lor. anw went black w twinnie, hengyi, daryl n weiyuan. it was.... boring. hahah. saw hwachongnians, ex hc ppl, cj ppl, ex ny ppl, n some familiar faces from other clubs. but at least it was a great destress session w twinnie. black's vodka lime ydae sucked to the core. it was so diluted. but at least lychee martini was good. hopefully next sat's party is more fun! hengyi, twinnie n i went amk for supper. hengyi's treat! hahaha. so we went home about 1+ i think. reached home, crap w mommy, slept arnd 3+.

woke at 1330 todae. hahaha. totally rotted in bed. woke up n ate lunch bought back by mom. was supposed to go out w her at 11+ but i was so tired she just let me sleep. highlighted my hair todae. now i have copper colored streaks. i love it. its the color i like. yepps. will upload pics here about ydae's clubbing when cindy uploads it!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:05|

Thursday, November 24, 2005

woohoooo! i got a NEW HAIRDO!!!!!! n im so so so excited bout it! its short, its easily maintained, its easily styled, its nice. =) most imptly, I LOVE IT. yepps. i love my short hair. i hesitated for like 20 mins b4 i decided to cut it. some part of me was still holding back. but i realised there's nothing to hold on to. he's no longer there n he no longer decides what i do or how i feel. so i just told the hairdresser that i'd snip off my locks for a change. i wanted a new look. yepps n i got it. =) im glad the hairdresser did sucha good job for a short hairdo like that. n he's so skilled n patient. i love this hairdresser manx. im gonna go back to him for my hair in future. na! good intro!!! =D now i dun even have to worry bout hair for prom. simple n nice would do for me. nothing elaborate.

i wanna go into the description of the making of my hair. hahaha. even if some of u dun wanna read. bleahs. i went to thomson plaza for lunch w sy b4 i headed down to bkt timah plaza for haircut. reached there arnd 1, n Ken (de hairdresser) suggested some hairstyles to me cos i said i wanted to let him take charge. den he gave me a few suggested hairdos to think about while another guy washed my hair. i even like their hairwash lah! it isnt the any-o-how wash type. u know, some salons just put shampoo.. rub rub rub.. den wash off. but no! this one isnt like that! *beams* so after a long wash, i decided to snip snip snip!! snip off that long hair of mine. it was until my chest alr k. haha. Ken was v systematic n nice. chatted abit w me as well. but most imptly is the HAIR duhh. even if he's very entertaining n he destroys my hair i'd faint lah. but he is GOOD. =D n i got student price! so its only $20!!! WOOHOOOO!!!! super shiok. save money. the only hassle is the travelling. but i think its worth it. haha.

the weirdest thing happened todae. i was about to pay for my haircut n head home (cos i din have other plans) when kor called!! at that exact time!!! how zhun can that be. haha. telepathy telepathy. so he came to pick me up n we went sunset rd to eat ice cream. smth horrible happened there but i shant blog bout it here. its between kor n me. den after that went to his place n i looked at fotos while he bathed, den headed out to town again. ooooh my gosh i saw nice cars again today. town is where all the BMW7series, lamborghinis, ferraris gather. i've been seeing more rolls royces on the roads of sg too. hmmm.. rich ppl. haha. when will i even get a car of my own?


*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:39|

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

sometimes he speaks to me w that heck care attitude. that i-couldnt-care-less tone. but i act as though i dun care n i change the topic. but when he continues treating me w that attitude of his, i cant help but feel irritated. if he isnt even interested to be friends, or if he doesnt even bother bout me as a fren anymore, den just tell me straight. n if he treats all his friends w this attitude, all i can say is that he mistreats his friends real badly. damn.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:59|

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

ydae i met shu!!! n we talked n walked n talked. felt good to be able to connect w her again. n her sweet msg at night made me smile to sleep. =) i love you shu!! hope we'd be able to chat up again in the near future!! hahah. n must find jobs together too!

todae went to ssdc w chris to sign up for basic theory test. n the aunty there scolded me for not bringing IC. kkie its my fault, but she was going on for so long i felt a tad irritated. oh wells but i was in a good mood~ after that we went to new york pizza for lunch! its at khatib n it serves cheap n nice pizza!! good intro chris!!! =) we had like 3 super triangles. which is alot btw. hahaha. but we chose one flavour which was EXTREMELY SPICY!!!! u can imagine, if chris says its spicy, to me its HELLUVA SPICEYYY!!!!! so we finished 2.5 super triangles. the last one was just too hot to handle. *literally* okay after lunch chris went to meet his frens for dota while i headed to town to meet youzi n ah jie! den we walked walked walked. den qianjun n dil joined us. n we walked walked walked even more. tried on some gowns n all that. qj looks real good in the gown i like!!! i dun look good in it. im too fat lah. hahaha. but if she gets it she'd be SO GORGEOUS on prom!! =D after all the shopping we went scotts shopping centre for yami yogurt!! super yummy. i dun have to elaborate how good the peach yogurt is. haha. den they had dinner there while i headed to PS to meet mom for dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market.

The Manhattan Fish Market is SUPERB. i really couldnt believe what i was tasting when my teeth sank into the prawns. i had seafood platter for 2 with mommie, n its a platter consisting of prawns, oysters, calamari and fish, served with garlic rice and chips. its huge. mom n i loved it so much but we just couldnt finish it. hahaha. the oysters (which i dunno how to eat) are very fresh as described by mommy. the calamari is good. the sotong is coated with this herby flavoured crisp n it tastes real good! not too oily or anything. n the fish is WOW. *chris, not your wow.* my first bite into the fish just shot me to the moon!! i really havent tasted fish this good!! especially if its deep fried fish! i mean, to me deep fried fish is just a piece of fish, fried, topped w a sauce. but their fish was thick n big, n it was OH-SO-FRESH, n it was topped w a clever mix of garlic and herb sauce. splendid. its the quality of the fish that amazed me. the taste of the fish just gushes into your mouth when u bite into it, and the juices just spill in and overwhelm all your tastebuds. ooooooh~ shiok! n the prawns the prawns!! they're just FAB. the prawns are laced w this special mix of mayo, lemon n garlic paste, n it has this tangy sour taste while delivering the richness of the mayo straight thru! its just like WOAHS!!! i cant believe it was so good. check it out at ps k!! the price is quite affordable!! like swensons price or so. =) n its SUPER WORTH IT.

gonna cut hair tmr!! oooh yesh i bought a nice white bag todae. i love it. its simple n chic. suitable for bringing to work in the near future as well. ;)


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|

Sunday, November 20, 2005

wanna date?

true blue babes! =)
okay this is hideous. but its hilarious. hahaha. na's like so prettie while im so ugly. eeeeeks!

okay todae was just plain boring. the stupid flu medicine made me sleep sleep sleep. so there goes my sunday. crap! but its okay. tmr im meeting shu! shu shu shu shu shu!!! =D

im gonna eat my longans. yays! enjoy de fotos! my pretty manicure pics arent up yet!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:47|

Saturday, November 19, 2005

todae was fun!! went to meet chris for lunch at J8. n we had teppanyaki!! im a teppanyaki suaku u know. i've nv eaten it b4. all my life. hahaha. so we had lunch, occasionally laffing at the horrendous dressing or makeup of some girls. =p n den went to meet na n youzi, chris left w his fren, so youzi, na n i went to watch de superstar thing. it was hilarious!! besides the miserable FEW that could sing, the rest were either "zao xia" or just "for-entertainment-purposes". some of them were so soft, some of them mumbled their way thru, some even DANCED. n i was just laffing all the way. de 3 of us kept making the "deh..." sound *wch signals that they're out* if they sounded horrible. hahaha. but the most amazing was this pair of twins who were only 13! they looked ultra cute!!!! n their voices are superb! its obvious that they've gone under professional training b4. but still, thier voices are so good!!! they even did a duet, n guess what? they knew harmonisation!!! omg omg omg. kids nowadays are so zai! eeeeyikes. both of them got in. duh rite? hahah.

den ah jie came n joined us in the fun laffing at contestants. they really have guts man. some look like they were gonna whack ppl up, some looked like they were too timid to open their mouths. quite funnie just watching. =) den ah jie, youzi n qianjun went to watch harry potter while na n i went for an express manicure!!! prettie prettie nails! the shaping, buffing n painting of nails were all EXPRESS. but the drying was hell long. na n i were gonna fall asleep sitting there drying our nails. hahaha. de drying part is the LONGEST lah. my gawd. totally sianed sitting there. thank gawd we had each other for company. haha. den we went to take neoprints!! super chio!!!! i think i'll scan n publish tmr. HOT PICS COMING UP! ;)

im off to watch 'love in Harvard'. another sappy korean drama. hahaha. well, what to do? im bored.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:20|

Friday, November 18, 2005

A LEVEL IS OVER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anobody feels like slapping me after reading this? =P i know this sounds super kiampa. wahahaha.

chem p1 was like, tikam all de way again. heheh. not to mention that i din have much time to go back to those unsure n circled qns. crap lor. but its okay. im a free bird now. =D

i met so many ppl todae lah. xuanrui, ronald, chinglee, n last but not least, SHUMIN!!!!! rahhhhS! i mean, i know i miss her like nuts, but seeing her just made me feel like hugging her n crying. i miss her like... bitterly lah! crap. i havent seen her since zillions of months ago. b4 prelims i think. way way way before that. my gosh. how coincidental to see her in far east!! i saw xr in far east too! went far east w class ppl (ah gong, ah pa, ah ma, kong tat, weeann, santi, ah jie, youzi, dil, na, hong quan!!!) its surprising that hong quan joined us cos he's v guai n he's alwaes going home after skl. but todae he went out w us! i dunno how it feels for other classmates, but for me, i feel very nice to have him arnd. though i know he can irritate some of us sometimes, but we're still a class. n its just nice to have another class member together w us. a rare guest. =) im a sucker for class unity n all that crap since 1/6. so yarh, i felt v high todae. not much done actually, we had LJS *i passed more than half my meal to weeann who gladly finished it for me! hahaha!*, we went shopping at far east n scotts. den sat at coffeebean n talked n talked n talked. its super funnie chatting w 6b girls! n we've a secret abt pakistan girls. hahahaha. but it was seriously fun chatting n laffing. i kinda got cramps lah. my klass girls have so much gossip its hilarious. n we're going to J8 to laugh at the "xiao4 yuan1 superstar" contestants tmr. we're gonna shop for prom stuffs tgt! n i hope we'd be able to do make up n all tgt so we can check for each other! (ying knows how terrible i can get for make up.) but i've improved k! *or so i think*

okie tmr's gonna be a hyper day! im gonna sleep till 11 or smth. i was planning to sleep at 11. but i cant sleep after bathing. hmph. now im stuck here in front of comp. gonna play stupid games n sleep soon!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:24|



todae was like.. slack. slacked w chris de whole day. went for congee lunch! we shared chicken n duck congee!!! wch was real nice lor! im jealous. bishan got good food. blahS! but its okay, yishun has nice ban mian that chris cant get to eat. de bishan one is horrendous. well, after lunch was "The Exorcism of Emily Rose". i've no idea why i kept thinking the title was Amity Rose. i must've been hallucinating. anw de show was nice i guess. i dunno how to comment. but its thought provoking of some sorts. brings awareness to things bout catholic beliefs n exorcisms n devils. it was scary at some parts though. chris's arm was like always there for me to grab. hahaha. i was literally squeezing his arm n hiding my face into his shoulder. sorrie my dear! hahaha. but he got his revenge by scaring de hell out of me by turning off the lights in his dad's room after we got back. n im not used to seeing in the dark. so i was screaming like crazy. but i got so freaked i felt for the bed n sat down. saying that i wont move unless he switched on the lights or smth. rahhhhs! stupid chris!!! u know im a scaredy cat lah!! hmph. evil poke. okay, de rest of the day was spent watching discovery channel n watching him play WOW. okay i realised warcraft isnt THAT BAD. but its boring killing lah. saw him spending 2 hours on a quest. my gawd. i'd either get constipation or irritable bowel syndromes sitting at the chair for 2 hours straight lah!!! hahaha. i bet chris suffers from that. =p well, WOW has funny things like fishing n tailoring as like 'sidelines' that u can do. wch is interesting to me!! *surprisingly* but at least the game's not all about levelling up n killing n all that. yeayea. chris u're making headway in making me learn bout the game. u can slowly teach this game edeot. *grins* =)

im off to bed. its late. nites!

p.s: sorrie chris daddy! i kinda pang-sehed u for dinner. make it up to u another day! tmr's our last paper! party party party!!!! oh no. u're not partying. u're gonna play LAN. -_-"


*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:05|

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

ydae was chem paper 2. it was so much more do-able than p3. but i think my qn on brine was like tikam-all-de-way. hahaha. surprisingly i guessed a few answers correctly. den today was phy p3. it was... hard to gauge. the easy qns were so easy. the tough qns were pretty tough too. but i wasnt v comfortable w my performance. dun think i did it all that well. sobs. i just pray for a D and above for phy.

went to meet mom for nice lunch at raffles place just now. decided to lunch w her since home is just sounds of drilling n nothing else. when i came back, i heard the oh-so-familiar drilling sounds AGAIN. irritating. oh yea did i mention that i wanted to buy ear plugs from watsons? but i hesitated cos it costs $5. n i think its worthless after this horrendous period. anw, i came back n i climbed de stairs to level 3. (i live at level 4 btw) n they were already drilling right at my doorstep. so of cos i couldnt pass w all those rubble piling there. so i thot, 'go up 6th storey n walk down'. BUT, they were laying wet cement from 6th storey downwards. n i asked de worker if i could go down. he said NO. bloody crap. he even asked me if i wanted to climb down from railing. SIAO ARH! im not spiderwoman k!!! my immediate reaction was to call mommy n scream n whine. den as i was talking to mom on de fone, dad called. n obviously i did the same screaming n whining to him. hahaha. he told me to walk up. the person will have to stop drilling to let me walk. so i did that. n i got another shock. de guy was drilling 3rd storey already. n they havent even cleared the rubble from 4th n 5th storey. so i had to walk up this SLOPE OF RUBBLE. n crap it was damn unstable lah!!! i could have easily slipped n fell backwards. im not racist or being high handed or what. but who de crap does work this way!?!? all the ppl from 2nd to 5th storey cant get home lah!!! they're NUTS lah! drilling at 3rd storey, clearing rubble at 5th storey, laying wet cement at 6th storey. no planning or what!? or de clearing n wet cement guy that slow!? its just so mega inconvenient lah!!! i cant scream bout de irritating freaking noise. but i can scream bout not being able to get home!!!! HMPH.

on a lighter note, im catching exorcism of amity rose w chris tmr! yays!! thot ying n hua could join us but i msged ying n got scolded. hahaha. cos i din know they have hist paper tmr. so she thot i was deliberately suaning her. =x its okay! i shall scream into chris' ear tmr! muahahaha.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:22|

Monday, November 14, 2005

today's phy paper 1 was full of trick qns. paper 2 was tough. or so i felt. BLAHS.

tmr's chem paper 2 is freaking me out. looking at p3, p2 BETTER be good. but then again, who can guarantee?

i woke at bloody 830 this morning. COS THE FREAKIN WORKERS WERE DRILLING AT MY STAIRCASE!!!!!!!!!!! i nearly ran out n screamed at them. but yea, its their job. but bloody hell who starts drilling at 830am!?!?! i was so pissed can. couldnt even sleep. so i woke n ate sandwich, bathed, n chris asked me to meet desmond n him at j8. he was being nice so i dun have to go skl n stone alone from 9am to like, 1pm? YAYS~ chris rawks. he bought me evian water n coffeebeats! =) =) =)

after lunch, we went to skl separately. n i met serene!! again!!!! hahaha. we're really meeting each other everywhere. scary. managed to chat a little n made a date for kbox after As. ;)

den went to skl for paper. poor na got a bruised shoulder due to a freak accident in her cousin's van. n she blurly carried haversack todae. which was resting a lil on her bruise. ke lian. during exams super accident prone sia. aiyoh, girl take care k!

after paper met chris again. hahahah. i wonder why im meeting him like EVERYDAY. but its okay lah. we're both free ppl stressed over exams. =) but anw i reached bishan n realised that mom cooked at home!!! so i happily went to watch chris eat n sat there complaining n whining n bitching bout phy paper. that's my forte!

lalala. study study study. sleep early! esp those who have econs tmr as well!! shoooo to bed!!!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:48|

Sunday, November 13, 2005

wheeees! i spent de whole day mugging phy w chris in BK. =) he's a pretty good mugging partner. occasionally digressing to laugh at ying, to talk bout decorating our rooms, chat bout new movies. n i realised chris is as forgetful as me!!! he can forget what he talked bout a sec ago!! =D i found a fellow fishy memory fren. yays~! anw de day was just mugging full time in BK lor. yepps. den dinner was at sakae w my parents. as usual, my parents ordered ALOT n we had to eat ALOT. yes. chris n i were basically left to clear the table lah. thanks daddy chris! hahaha. anw it was a great day mugging w ya! thanks!!

ohh i came home n watched apprentice. not the whole of it though. mom switched channels in between. but that girl won!!! sheesh. i cant rmr her name though it was only an hour ago. not tana. the other girl. RAHHS. my lousy memory. how de crap can i pass physics with this huh!?

i just bathed not too long ago. n i finished bathing in like, 7 mins. n i came out wondering if i rmred to wash my body. im going crazy. i really am. hahaha. im even forgetting if i soaped my body. how bad is that!?!?! but i smelt myself n i smelt good. so i guess i DID soap myself. =D

goodnight buddies! its just awhile more to the end of war! ohh wait, i gotta leave a note to my beloved ying. pls DO NOT stick your eyes tgt. i still wanna darling to shop n bitch w after As k!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:58|

Saturday, November 12, 2005

booo! blogger din work properly ydae. anw i had Buckeroo again for dinner!!! rmr that great STEAK place? hahaha. its still as superb as ever! n their clam chowder is nice too! *ehh sy, better than de purple one we made!* hahahah. ydae was quite fun. cos after GP paper (oh yea i had GP ydae. will talk bout it later), i went to kap w ah gong, ah pa, ah ma, kong tat, wee ann n na! =) n we sat there for like, 2 hours? eating the chicken rice burger (which is quite nice!!!) n we were chatting bout exorcism n all those ghostly stuffs. hahah. it was as though it was end of As or smth. but after GP really quite shagged to study lah, so might as well go makan makan. on thurs we also went to makan. after the maths paper on thurs, ah gong, ah pa, youzi, ah jie, kong tat, wee ann n me went to eat fishball noodles at 6th ave. n we shared a tub of venezia icecream!!! i discovered a nice nice nice flavour! youzi introed! but i cant rmr de name now. =S okay okay, back to ydae, i met kor cos it was his BIRTHDAY!!!! =D my beloved kor's bdae was like.. half spent sleeping? hahaha. but im sure he'd enjoy himself w his frens one lah! anw he came n picked me up n we went ke ai ji to eat. de auntie there is his good fren lah. haha. kor is great at easing my tensions. he's like de best tranquilizer i've tried. hahaha. maybe cos he's older n gives those wise comments n u somehow tend to think he's old n wise. his driving skills not bad eh! not as reckless as i thot!! hahaha. we met silver (the superstar girl) at ke ai ji also. well, after alot of chitchatting, he headed off to celebrate w frens n i headed home! =) no need to mention the rest cos its just dinner n studying studying studying.

todae was also breakfast n study study study. nothing much i guess. ohh yes!! rmr the french rest sy's parents brought us to on his bdae? its featured in newpaper todae!!! its called Le Bistrot!!!!! go check it out!! ;)

i gotta go scan de answers for 04 paper for ah ma now! tahhhs! btw, all my taking-A-level-pals, dun worrie too much bout papers that have passed. focus on the ones coming. n soon it'll all be over like a dream. *or a nightmare* but trust me, 10 years down the road u probably wont rmr what u had for As n how u're freaking out for As now. its like how we dun rmr how we freaked for O's too. can barely recall how i mugged so hard in BK, cramming social studies n history into my puny brain. u see, so ultimately, everything will be fine. the results will come at a later part. n "chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi". so relax. i know all my frens are quite pissed w de papers so far. *so am i* but take a lil of that stress off your shoulder. u know that tiny built of ours cant take that much weight? put down the panic n the stress n concentrate on the work. for me its just 5 more days. for some its a week plus. in any case, it'll be over in a jiffy. =) save all the cursing for the papers!~


*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:30|

Thursday, November 10, 2005

maths paper 2 was quite tough too. at least i felt qn 27 n 28 were tough. i knew how to do it!! but somehow i had some mental block or smth. couldnt think on de spot. rahhhs. but its over! can go burn my maths notes now.

thanks chris! for that GP overview thing. =) u rawk dear! so dun worrie too much bout As k? whatever's over, just let it go. fret not, things will turn out just fine in the end. at most we end up opening our study cafe. ;)

thanks kor for that encouraging call!!! tmr's ya bdae n u called to comfort me. hahaha. reallie know how to sweet talk now eh? but yeps, really appreciative of your care n concern. alwaes cheering me up when im stressed or down. zouk out yea? i'll be waiting for u to confirm ur duty! quick quick!! must flaunt your bod after all that jogging!! ;) u're OLD already. lemme see. u shd be turning 20! haha. old poke. but still my beloved kor. =) rmr to jio supper after my As arh! im waiting to sit in your car n test out ur driving skills manx!! *thanks so so much for de call just now* LOVE YA! *huggggS!!!!*

mom said smth that made me upset just now. i was talking bout burning my maths notes. n guess what she said? she said "betta keep. u nv know what happens. wait till results are out den throw" basically meaning, she thinks i might fail n have to retake As. wth lah. im stressed enough n i already tried my best. the papers are so f-ing tough n here u are telling me i've to retake As. WTH!!! cant u be just that little bit more sensitive? i dun scream at my mom but i really felt damn sad when i heard that. perhaps this daughter of hers has never performed up to her standard, dats y she said such mean stuffs. but still, it hurts. DAMN.

i've no idea why but kor called at the right timing, saving me from all that cursing n crying. n he knew how i felt hearing that from mommy. sigh. maybe im really a failure to my parents lah. havent been doing well n all that. n to think that im their only daughter n all their hopes are on me. how pathetic. if i dun do well n end up not getting into uni they can jolly well make me move out.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:25|

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

chem p3 was SHITTY. plain hell lah. im so dead. ohh yes everyone was screaming about it. at least, everyone i saw n asked. i even met hengyi who was screaming bout it. den i met chris n sy for lunch. kudos to chris for putting up w my terrible whining todae. n den there's hui n ronald whom i talked on de fone to. n of cos my beloved classmates who did enough ranting in school toilet. hahaha. i was so pissed. den i got so dejected n demoralized. n now im just praying for better papers to come. seriously, de papers are freaky. dun trifle w As. nonono.

watched news n heard this news bout HIV positive ppl donating blood to blood bank. WTH!?!? they're so freakin irresponsible!!! they even lied when filling in the form to donate blood lor!! i've never been a discriminate for HIV patients, in fact, i always felt sorry for them. cos they suffer from all that pressure n sarcasm of the society. but why do some black sheeps have to do this!? its so freaking irresponsible lah! if one patient needs blood for transfusion or some operation, n cos of that he contracts HIV, isnt that so freaking unfair!? what the hell was going on in the minds of these blood doners? to harm other ppl or what!?!? gawd. the ugly side of ppl huh? how sick. im disgusted. wait, they couldnt be unaware of their illness rite? i doubt so.

i watched abit of discovery channel this afternoon. n i watched sheeps going into spasm! wahahaha. my ultimate amusement. n i realised its a natural thing for sheeps. cos when u scare them (in fact the lady just ran after them), the sheep gets freaked out n its muscles naturally contract suddenly, causing it to fall to its side. in a few seconds, it'll be up n running again!! continuing to "meh meh meh..." all de way. how cute!!!!!!

i love sheeps. i love stats too. may tmr's stats paper be good. *prays for everyone*


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:43|

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

today's paper was plain weird. it was just so different from the previous papers i've done. n looking at the fact that stats papers have been getting tougher, i think im so dead for maths. what the hell is a hexagonal base pyramid!? i had sucha hard time just drawing the stupid thing. not to mention that my (ii) of the qn was answered wrongly. urgh. n the funnie thing asking for k was also quite weird. i only came up w de answer after quite some time. ohh yes my normal to the curve is also wrong. that's at least 12 marks gone? wth wth wth. screwed up paper. it was just plain WEIRD lah. now im stressed w chem paper 3.

i had a weird dream ydae. i dreamt that i fell asleep doing maths paper. n i woke up wondering how come my paper was collected without my knowledge. den i asked ah jie whether i fell asleep (cos she sits behind me), n she said no! so i was in a state of blurness n panic cos i thot i flunked de maths paper by sleeping thru it. hahaha. it was all a dream.

panic panic panic. that's all i know now. i no nothing else! freak im so gonna flunk As like in my dreams. ahhhhs~!!!!

todae i received a letter from shu!!!! =D i was grinning grinning grinning all the way thru lunch n to school. i miss shu so much! havent seen her for so long. ='( but its okay! after the As we have all the time in the world to catch up! n she's grown so much under His guidance. kinda cool. though i might not understand spiritual maturity as christians do, i surely see her maturity as a person. from a young girl to a lady of thoughts n strong belief. =) im so proud of her! she's sucha darling! her letter just made me cry at lunch table! cos it feels so sweet to hear from an old pal again...

okay. chem chem chem. no flunking. no no no.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:41|

Monday, November 07, 2005

As.... As..... TOMORROW!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rmr to bring:
entry proof
IC
calculator
stationery

MY GAWD. i spelled calculator as CULCULATOR n stationery as STATIONARY. urgh. im so so so freaked. hahahaha. thank gawd ying reminded me bout entry proof. i have like 5 stuck all over my room like they're some amulet. n i forgot to pack it into my bag. A level jitters are just killing me. im so so freaked for chem paper 3. maths is still okay-okay. but still quite worried. ROARHS! this will all be over in 10 days. =D *beamS*

just ended de call w chris. he's hilarious lah. as usual~ dun freak out yea buddie? im sure u'll do well! relax relax relax my dear. (quite ironic that this is coming from me) but yepx. hang in there!!! *hugggS*

i've received lots of good luck msges. so lemme consolidate n reply to all my darlings out there!

GOOD LUCK FOR As!!!!!!
*does that look like chun lian?? BIG n RED. lucky lucky neh! heheh.*


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|

Sunday, November 06, 2005

在镜子前面 我是个被爱的女人
他站在门外 这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前 我还是单身的女人
爱若缺了缘份
我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真

为什么被爱 有时却觉得悲哀
为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来
为什么相爱 日子却仍然空白
为什么你 走不到我的未来

让爱固定下来 我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来 我和你 不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
* 我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来 *


*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:25|



ydae was bored shiat. so was today! just studying n more studying. listening to songs songs n more songs. BLAHS.

having As in 2 days. ending in 12 days~!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHA! okay im going nuts. food chem just kills ALL my brain cells. i mean ALL. now i think i can barely rmr inorg n org chem. shit! n my maths! shit shit shit! i nv really did intensive maths since dat day i met ms ng. ARGH.

ooooh i've got my pretty specs. now i've got major outbreak so i shant take pic. must have a pretty face accompanied w pretty specs den can post. hahah. yesyes im a vainpot. but then again, who isnt? well, i got my specs for a real low price. *as opposed to chris' sis' specs which costs $800!!?!?!?* shall reveal price w de picture at a later date. ;) i look intellectual w my new specs. *grinss*

stress comes w zits n fatigue n lousy appetite. im suffering from all 3 lah! wth! put the nicest food in front of me n i'll prob only manage 1/3 of it. ='( STRESS ARH! but its okay. i'll accept fate. cos i really din work v hard these 2 years. sobs. pray hard i can get into mass comm. i dunno where else i wanna end up manx. i seriously dont.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|18:16|

Saturday, November 05, 2005

ydae i ended my blog saying im sad cos nobody replies to me. n beloved KOR dropped me a msg after like a mth++. n cindy twinnie also msged me. but that was all after i fell asleep. n for some reason or another, i woke up at 4am n checked my phone. read the two really sweet msges n went back to sleep w a smile planted on my face. hahaha. =) den replied to kor, updated him bout some stuffs, n he called me on hp to chat on my way home. had so so so much to tell him about lah. n its real nice to hear from him again. i have no idea he actually still reads my blog!! (or rather, he chanced upon it again) n i was talking to kor on the phone, walking arnd northpt, when i met my couzy!! =D so had to hang up n catch up w couzy. hahaha. so many ppl im losing contact with.

met mom for lunch in northpt swensons. pls dun ever try their catfish! ='( totally destroyed my lunch. n mudpie icecream is yucky too. eeeeew. came home, took a half hr nap, den started mugging mugging mugging. i really pray hard for phy n chem. im so freaked. i shall take kor's advice n have that little bit of confidence in myself. ahhhhhh! i just wanna SCREAM right now.

youzi's super cute. ydae she was mentioning what to wear for prom. n i said i'd just wear some cheapo purple dress. den she went on to elaborate that the purple dress is velvet material, it's a tube dress, n its got lace at the end. being de dumbo i am, i actually had that AMAZED look n i was wondering how she knew. den i realised she read it from my blog. rahhhs my brain is just retardating due to all the studying k. argh! what if it malfunctions during As!?

new specs tmr! yayys!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:43|

Thursday, November 03, 2005

EEW. As in 4 days. EEEEEEEW. sickening thing. mugging my ass off just for that week of papers. yikes. im really keeping fingers crossed bout physics. its really SO SO SO shittie.

todae is full time mugging, besides the fact that i went down amk n met youzi n ms ng for consultation in cheng san cc. hahaha. nice place to mug actually, besides the sounds of thumping bballs n all. but its windy n comfy. not bad. ms ng marked our 04 papers n surprisingly i din fare THAT badly. managed a 89% for paper 1 n 87% for paper 2. worse than 02 n 03 papers. i sincerely hope that 05 paper is like 03 paper. hahaha. chem papers are okay okay only. physics papers ask lots of rubbish. crap that i dunno how to answer. its like 4 marks for some bloody explanation that probably takes 1/4 page!? URGH.

btw mom stepped on my specs this morning. i was so tired ydae i totally conked out w/o removing my specs. den somehow it fell onto the floor n when mom came to wake me in de morning she stepped on it!! n there goes my pretty specs. ='( i really like that frameless specs of mine. n for goodness gracious sake its IRREPARABLE. =( cos it broke at the joining part of the lens n the screw. n somehow the screw is stuck in the lens. sigh. no choice but to make new pair. but the new pair is funky! shant disclose much bout it first. take pic n let u guys see for yourself! hahaha. i shall post pic of broken specs n post too! =)

so many ppl refuse to reply to me todae. im sad. but na msged me! im so so so happie! wheeeees!!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:57|



had a super fun day w chris, ying n hua! met chris n ying for lunch at cafe cartel!! i had mushroom pasta (which was very nice but so filling i could only eat half), ying had this boing boing chicken *whatever that means*, n chris had ribs. n we were SO FULL. but chris n i being dessert lovers decided to get desserts nonetheless. hahaha. but de cafe cartel icecreams werent that appealing, so we headed to swensons!!! =D desserts were on chris! yays! i love you my dear fren! rmr that 1/3 of your NS pay goes to the 3 pretty babes k!! =) well, i had mango n lychee yogurt (it was SUPER! i love the fruity fruity sweetness of it! n its not the kinda sweetness u'll get sick of easily!! WOAHS!!), ying had berries smoothie (it tasted so raspberry-ish.. but isnt exactly a drink u'd order again.. probably explains why its on offer. heheh.), n chris had the ALL-TIME-FAVOURITE. *drumrolls* Sticky Chewy Chocolate!!! hahahah. i dun have to even describe how good sticky chewy choco is huh? *beams* we were totally stuffed to the brim after the desserts. n chris n i were complaining how sleepy we were. too much food makes u d~r~o~w~s~y...

after all that good food, we went chris place to study. den hua joined us. n we kinda digressed halfway to talk bout post As vacation plans. hahaha. it really felt like we were not burdened by As. as if we were back in sec 2. =) yikes i love this group of pals SO MUCH. de laughter shared could have lasted me a week lah. n they were the first 3 i broke the news to. but knowing me so well, it was no surprise to them. yepps. they know me best!

rahhhhs. its so close to As. damn. its scary.


*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:48|

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

uncle got admitted into de hosp ydae. n hospitals nowadays are horrendous i tell ya. count yourself lucky if u get a good A&E doctor attending to u. my uncle had a TERRIBLE doctor attending to him ydae. she refused to ward him even though he wasnt well enough to leave de hosp. she even said there wasnt enough space in ttsh to ward him. ttsh is SO BIG im sure there's space somewhere rite? or isit too many dengue patients or bird flu patients? i mean, its so ridiculous! its hard for me to believe there's no space lah. my uncle's back was totally numb. how do u expect him to go home like that? n considering the fact that only my grandma lives w my uncle, how's she supposed to take care of him should any emergency crop up? in de end de doctor said she'd transfer him to Alexander hosp. n the next min, she said there was no space in Alexander as well! WOWS. i nv knew hospitals were so packed. even hotels arent so packed u know. crap. so they left my uncle lying there in A&E waiting for a call from Alexander to say there's space. so they can send my uncle there. n he waited till 1am for that freakin call. *he reached ttsh A&E arnd 7pm btw* im so lucky the last time i had a nice doctor attending to me. i was even put on drip n allowed to rest till i felt okay to leave. isnt that what all doctors are supposed to do!? they're supposed to make sure their patients are okay before they leave isnt it? i dun mean doctors have to "service" their patients n treat them as customers or what. but i just think basic concern for the welfare of the patient is needed. hey, they're the sick ppl okay!

i wasnt allowed to go to the hosp. cos mom was afraid dat i'd get all the viruses n stuffs. so i was stuck at home alone till she came back at 2+. quite freaky. cos dad's outstation, so i was HOME ALONE the whole day. from morning till 2+. eeeeeks.

btw i realised todae that the MV of "chance chance" by luo zhi xiang is out! its one of my fave songs on de album!! =D super cute MV. ohh yea. i can literally count what i ate ydae n todae. dun even need 10 fingers. do i even need 5? hahaha. ydae i was stuck at home alone rite, so i had to eat instant noodles for dinner. not to mention that my breakfast was a char siew bao at 1130, n my lunch was bubble tea n dumplings at 4. but i wasnt hungry somehow. talking bout bubble tea, youzi n i were at the bubble tea store in coro eating our dumplings, n de shop uncle played some really WEIRD music on his comp. it was chinese techno, n it was techno made up of weird noises n really heavy beats. youzi n me heard the first line n we totally collapsed laffing. de shop uncle n aunty were staring at us as though we were mad. hahahah. but its really so weird to hear "dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui" in techno version. there were old old old songs like those jacky cheung songs put into techno beats too. its just damn funny lah. gawd. that's so ultimate. i crouched on de floor laffing till i got stitches. n we kept trying to guess which was the next song. not easy to decipher wor! hahaha. okay, back to food. todae i had 2 cups of soya bean, 1 yakult, 2 apples, 6 tang yuans, a tiny bowl of porridge. hui can stop saying i keep eating good food le. i do eat really pathetic food at times u know.

JAY'S ALBUM IS OUT!!!!

actually saw it ydae already. but no money to buy lah. blahhs. but now i have 2 days worth of allowance. n im gonna splurge it on lunch at cafe cartel tmr w ying n chris!! YAYS! im meeting my darlings again. hahaha. but tmr is a lunch n study date lah. de two nannies are gonna bug chris to study. we've been giving chris daily reminders to STUDY STUDY N STUDY. but obviously he doesnt care lah. todae i msged n he was happily playing mahjong w his pals. well at least i tried! tmr im gonna bug him! or rather, ying n me are gonna bug him. =) im sure w ying's help we'd be able to pin him down to mug. hahaha.

k im talking to ah fat on de phone. shall concentrate on chatting. nites!


*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:35|