Friday, December 30, 2005
ERIC OH, ERIC LIM & MY P/T BF... this pic is hilarious!!!
my first day of work in Aria was on 27th Dec. where i served no customers. sob. think its too high class looking so nobody steps in? but leonard n gen were super nice. they taught me quite alot of stuffs bout Aria n the way they work, but i think i only managed to absorb 50%. im still having a hard time memorizing both menus n both set dinners for new yr's eve. omg. really gotta buck up b4 i get the sack or smth. hahaha. anw i had to wear aria uniform which is like... revealing? gotta reveal abit of the abs/hips area. that's the way the uniform's worn. so i was like... how the hell do u wear this huge piece of cloth?? n i had to scream for brianna to help me. how maluating. =S
2nd day of work at aria was quiet as well, until they asked me to go back to al dente to help. n i was wearing aria uniform, walking arnd al dente serving customers, with no captain's order, no pens, nothing!! my whole bag was in aria!!! even my handphone was so far away from me. n aria uniform has nowhere to stick pens or captain's order. well, the whole night i felt like my pants were gonna drop. that's how LOW WAIST it is. but i think the uniform looks super cool n funky. n its cooling. i love it actually, excluding the modesty part.
oh well ydae i worked back in al dente!! w my darlings there. i've got john as my part time bf, im roy's nu ren, n i cling on to ah boy for safety. hahahah. im johnny's 'ai zai' (which basically means shortie in cantonese), im hua's darling, im ah boy's dear. not bad huh? split personalities? nahh. im just versatile. hahaha! anw my part time bf n i shared tim sum at marina sq ydae n it was GREAT. nothing can describe how fulfilling that breakfast cum lunch cum dinner was!!! john n i were so man zu after all the tim sum! we ate 9 "long"s n it cost arnd $27 which is actually cheap lor!! super shiok. cant believe its THAT GOOD. hey ppl pls go try it! marina sq!!!! =D my p/t bf loves century egg porridge, tim sum n bc noodles as much as i do. dats y we're the perfect match. but my pay's abit low as p/t gf for now. but he says he's gonna increase my salary for being sucha wonderful p/t gf!!! ;) john was super cute. i was saying i wanna settle down at age 25, n he was counting.. n he was saying he'd gladly settle down at 35. cos he's exactly 10 yrs older than me. hahahah. my al dente teddy bear/santa claus/part time bf. JOHN RAWKKKS!!!
nv really knew what my colleagues look like rite? lets take a look!
group pics are hard to tell who's who...
so from left to right we have hua, me, jane (wth is she doing!? hahahah..), farrah n brianna!
obviously the person wanted to take brianna n i, but what's the two extra guys doing there?
farrah n rosah the sexy!!
farrah, viki n brianna!
brianna, eric oh n eric liew.. eric liew looks super farnie when he smiles..
hua, eric oh n me... w a XMAS TREEEEE..
herbert, rosah, farrah n martin *the one who stole my apron*!~
viki n brianna! totally babelicious rite? i think brianna's super cute!!!
viki n i in the stinky storeroom. hahaha.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|10:55|
Monday, December 26, 2005
CHRISTMAS! xmas eve was spent working in al dente. what a romantic xmas eve. n what a amazing place to countdown. hahaha. that night was busy. probably the busiest day i've ever worked. but things went on pretty fine n finally tore down everything by about 2. den all de service staff got so high we started taking pics w viki's cam n buying food from makansutra into al dente to share. loads of laughter n loads of fun!! n brianna, eric oh n i stayed on. in the end we spent the night at roy's place. was drinking a lil w roy n eric, n i realised the vodka was like 50% alcohol after i drank quite alot. den i was like OMG. but it was a lil too late. i drank too much. esp after getting some smses from him. after every sms i read i just felt like downing another cup. but it got ugly lah. puked like siao at roy's place. totally died there. n now i owe roy n eric BIG TIME. caused brianna to lose sleep too. felt damn bad the next day. even now i feel so guilty for causing so much trouble just cos i couldnt control my own emotions. since when have i become so irrational n irresponsible for my own actions? im starting to disgust myself. somehow i feel that i've changed in the way i face up to my own feelings. even hua told me i was being stupid. i know its dumb but i still did it. how retarded. yucks. i hate this.
xmas day was spent at work n playing pool w john, eric liew, eric lim, eric oh, brianna, ah boy, hua n brent. john is like SO ZAI. n he insists he played horribly dat day. omg. den what's his standard when he plays well? this is so scary. n john is super cute when he gives his megawatt grin. n he has really tiny eyes which disappear when he smiles. hahaha. eric liew n ah boy also share the same 'problem' of disappearing eyes. but somehow i alwaes laugh at them when they smile. =) its ppl like them that kept me going on xmas nite! i dunno how n why but john somehow told me i looked depressed. its either i showed it on my face or he really understands me. haha. amazing! i've only worked w him for like.. 2 weeks? i realised i started work on 10th. which means i only worked for 15 days, n that's inclusive of days off. but i feel like im so attached to the ppl there. n now im off to aria for a week i dunno what to expect. gotta learn the ropes all over again. meet new ppl face new challenges. i guess its good n bad. im gonna miss al dente. but i guess i'll be thrown back to al dente after some time in aria. aria has their fair share of experienced staff, i really have no idea why im transferred there. but in any case roy's in charge there n im gonna work hard. working is my form of stress relief now. i like the ppl at work. i feel relaxed w them. n the yishuners are such nice ppl. yishuners include... eric liew, roy, john, brianna, ah boy n ginin *i dunno if im spelling her name correctly* gonna miss john so much when he leaves. or rather, now im going to aria b4 he's leaving so technically wont be working w him. sob. brianna was speaking of changing jobs also. n ah boy said he might leave sg for good next yr feb. so basically... everyone's leaving. oh well, ppl come n go. that's life. anw my classmates came to al dente to wish me merry xmas!!!! they're such sweeties!!!!! =D that's why i totally love 04s6b. my hwachong darlings. even jiakai was there. hahahah. n they were teasing me bout my apron being LONG. hmph!
today i met up w ying!!! long awaited meetup. she's still sucha darling. *duhhh* she's my beloved ying. updated her bout working life in al dente, while she updated me bout her xmas spent washing dishes. i guess all jobs have their perks. but we all face nasty customers at times n we all have to do dirty jobs. yeayea. pathetic! anw tmr im going to aria. oh man. n roy wont be there so i'd have alot to learn for myself. gotta ask genevieve n leonard to teach me. den kitchen i'll be asking ah boy lor. i guess its half anticipation n half apprehensive. lalala. i shall see for myself tomorrow. this week i'll be at ARIA.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:35|
Thursday, December 22, 2005
20th Dec. Tuesday.
met chris in the afternoon to get our PDLs. but in the end we stood at driving centre bitching for about half an hr, den realising that the stupid system was down. wch means it was a wasted trip. =( den we headed to city hall, ate marche!! yayys! my darling alwaes manages to hit jackpot when it comes to food. had pizza n crepe at marche. n he introduced me to the snazzle drink. i think it rawks!! now everyday i drink a bottle. hahaha. den i had to rush to work n have ah boy teasing me bout alwaes being late. but im alwaes the earliest part timer to reach k!!!
21st Dec. Wednesday.
my off day since last wed!!! omg omg i was so tired out. i slacked at home for half the day, met hui in town at 4, shopped for presents but ended up buying accessories n rubbishy stuffs. now i've got funky accessories mind you! check me out when i don them. hahah. btw we were chatting so much it was kinda hard to shop. n orchard road at night was like PACKED. the taka cashier counter queue was like 4m long. wth! everyone was just scrambling to get some last min xmas pressie. eeeeks. think i got another orchard trip todae. w na. =D n last night chris called to chat. had to update him on more things but mommie was just next to me so its kinda tough. btw, did i mention in my blog that mommie's hurrying me to get a bf? she is!!! she thinks dat my criteria's way too stringent. n she thinks i'll be single all the way if i continue like that. hahaha. n daddy's scared that i'll get cheated by the guys at work cos they're older than me n they are probably sweet-talk experts. oh manx. daddy mommie, they arent the ones for me.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|12:00|
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
i really cant sleep. i dun want swollen eyes tmr.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|05:38|
im so emotional tonight i dunno why. doubt i'd even be able to sleep later on. been crying too much. way too much for the night. read thru all the smses in my fone n just cried n cried. that's so me. not cherishing what i had. too bad. some things cant be reverted to the way they were. but no regrets.. cos i really had the best time of my life with him arnd. heartaches n tears are left for me to swallow. but i'll nv regret it. i'd nv want my past 2 years to be without the appearance of him. i've nv loved a guy so much, neither have i hated my own decision so much before. i very much want to pass him smth for xmas. but i've got no guts. simply no guts to even sms him anymore. im sucha loser huh?
that day i got drunk. n the past few days i've been drinking abit w roy. shared his beer. chatted. supper w the yishun gang. n all the trashing sessions w john. i realised these few days i've been drinking n crying a lil too much for my own liking. i gotta stop. i seriously hope i'd have a 'merry' xmas this yr. i really wanna be happy from the inside. even roy n john could tell that i wasnt really happy. they thot i had trouble w work. okay, besides the edeot chef there isnt that much of prob at work. basically its just my personal probs lah.
had supper w yishun gang ydae nite n today nite. for once we end so early. ydae we happily finished work at 11+. today also!!! shuang rite. hahaha. den we went 925 for supper ydae, n we went for prata supper today. =) ydae ah boy's younger bro came for supper w us, n ah boy said his bro came out just to see me. den i was like 'HUH?'. den today ah boy told me his bro was mesmerized by me. hahahahaha. just one supper leh! super funnie. how do u even get mesmerized by someone by staring at them eat? my gawd. this world is seriously weird.
today some freak incidents happened at work. a tiny bit of unhappiness w jason n a LOT of unhappiness w the edeot chef. he's so damn lucky i cant bash him up. haha. anw that's enough of ranting. i shall go watch a vcd or smth. for all my darlings out there who're working, pls be careful of those cheeky colleagues. dun believe what they say immediately. safeguard yourself.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|04:24|
Monday, December 19, 2005
lalala. i've got more to update bout work n buaya guys. hahah. on my 3rd day of work i had a chef calling me n asking me to be his gf. like WTH!?!? but i realised im not the only girl that kena. HAHA. brianna n mandy have gone thru my trauma. but seriously i think its freaky n disgusting lah. at the same workplace, den he constantly gives u the look n the 'oh u're so cute' actions. like EEEEW? i really cant believe the chef just pounces on new girls like that. yucks. im so grossed out. n ydae i had supper w john, ah boy, brianna, ah boy's bro (who came just to see if i look like carrie chong. n btw who the hell is she n do i look like her?). roy came later but i went home already. n thru supper we were chatting n crapping. den i turned to ah boy n brianna n told them to stop doing lil actions to throw me towards that chef. im so turned off by it. den i realised, brianna was a victim too!!! dats y she's so cold towards him now. she was super pissed. n ah boy said mandy recently kena b4 me. i was like WHAT THE CRAP!? he does this to all de girls!? how unethical is that lah!! just take our tel nos from the schedules n just start jioing de girl? super diu lian can. den john kinda got to know of it cos we were complaining n screaming. n john says he's gonna do smth bout it. he dun want his service staff like me to quit cos i cant take the pressure working there w some scarie chef. john rawks!!! k lah, it wasnt meant to be a warning or whatever. but that chef really has to be reminded lor. or else i really pity girls working there. he's just gonna target ONE BY ONE. like wtf. eeeeeeeeew. yayys! john rawks!!!
the day b4 ydae, there was an event in aria. so we went to aria after work n slacked there n ate n drank. i din take dinner dat nite n i drank cranberry vodka, cosmopolitan, red n white wine, beer, water n i dunno what else. suddenly the mix of all drinks made me semi-drunk. hahahah. super farnie. roy was surprised i could drink. n all the aria ppl say i look like carrie chong n liang jing ru. am i supposed to be happie or sad or what? ohhh but john n jane said i look much better than liang jing ru!! cos they've seen her in person b4. HAHAHAHA. *flattered* well i got kinda semi drunk so i cabbed back w john n he sent me straight to my void deck n passed me to my mom. hahaha. at least he's nice enough to do that. yayys! i love working under them. the managers, kamal, john, roy n ben. they're all real nice as long as u take care of your grooming, do your job n be guai guai. for roy, just drink a lil w him n he'll love u like nuts. hahaha. they're just v nice n fun ppl to be arnd. seriously got alot to learn. n there's also my colleagues! viki, mandy, martin, dewi, fara, rosah, johnnie, mervyn... they're real nice ppl. n they are v willing to share n teach. so its really really nice working there. the working hours can get really HELL cos i cab back w yishun ppl all the time. n reach home like, 3 or 4? hahaha. that's cos roy n john stay in yishun n they alwaes stay n slack arnd for awhile. so by the time we finish slacking its 3. n we like to have suppers. hahaha.
ohh n a few days back, when hua n i met for lunch at suntec delifrance, we got 2 free drinks! den we were like "huh? where did this come from?" n after that we had a waiter asking for our numbers. at first he only asked hua. n i was giggling like crazy cos i was gonna laugh at her. den the waiter said "ohh yours also" n i nearly choked on my bread. =( scary man. where got waiters lidat one. we insisted on not giving. n hua realised it was the chef inside that wanted our no. cos he kept looking out n staring at our table. YIKES. why are they all so unethical nowadays? scary scary! why are guys nowadays so daring!?!?
ydae there was a dinner event in al dente. wedding dinner event to be exact. some family n friends gathering of sorts. it was really nice n the section i served had loads of kids. n i love kids!!! so its super fun lah. hahaha. n there was a little boy who loved me. n he's mega cute. im SO IN LOVE w him. ohh yes the groom looks like allan wu n the bride like zhao wei. not bad not bad. n the groom gave us $10 tips each!!! so nice rite! =D
im working 3-11 again today. tired. but roy specifically said he wants me today. so no choice lah. john n roy n ben like to act as though they're fighting for me to work under them. farnie guys. nice managers. gonna bathe n go work soon! need a break man! im off tmr, the day after, n thurs! quick who wanna jio me out!? quick quick!!!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|11:06|
Friday, December 16, 2005
RAHHHHHHS i needa rant bout my work. not the ppl there but the CUSTOMERS ydae. i was in charge of table 2 for some event for some housekeeping association. n i thot everything was v okay till there was this bloooooody bitch that laughed so hard she went backwards n she knocked into my tray w fruit punch n orange juice. so obviously the orange juice went down. onto her black pants to be exact. but as service staff i still gotta say sorry n look apologetic n clean up rite? i did just that. but that freakin edeot was so pissed she kept dropping sacarstic remarks. n after the whole dinner she demanded compensation frm the company for the incident. *claiming that her bag is worth $500 n it got wet* WTH WTH WTH!?!?!?!? not to mention who knocked into who, must she be so freakin niao!? bloody biatch. i was so freakin pissed n still had to smile to other customers. now u knw the pain of being in the service industry. but naturally the chefs n all the other waiters saw my pissed off face lah. DUHHHS. i was so f-ed up. n i simply refused to talk to the chefs when they asked me wad happened. ARGH. i only felt better after ben kinda talked to me bout it. saying it was not a big issue n the management would settle it. but the guilt still stays. now that bitch is making such a big hoo-haa im starting to think it really is MY FAULT. but thinking of it, she bloody hell knocked into me!!!!! why am i so f-ed up n guilty hurh!? tamade.
anw thru ydae's incident, i realised the chefs n the managers n all the waiters there are damn nice ppl. they were v nice n supportive of me cos they knew what exactly happened. n they protected me (sort of) all the way. none of them would even read this but still, a huge huge huge THANK YOU has to go out to them. seriously, if it wasnt for them i'd just break down n cry already. i mean, if the customer is coming down on u, n if your own managers were scolding u, definitely buay tahan rite? anw eric oh was also v right lah, he was telling me those customers were super niao cos they are from this service industry. just like cooks will complain bout lousy food outside, they would complain bout our service cos they think we're not pro enough. okay i accept it lah. i was just blardy suay i kena sucha thing. just pray hard n be damn careful in future. shit.
anw there was another incident downstairs due to xinyi (another part timer). n the customer was from MY TABLE. there was this man that insisted the food wasnt nice, the service wasnt good, blah blah blah.... n i think he left his tiramisu there for quite some time, so xinyi went ahead n asked if she could clear it. n he sacarstically remarked "wah! they train u guys to be SO EFFICIENT here isit?" n i couldnt believe it but xinyi actuallie replied smth like "yahh we gotta let the dishwashers wash". *peng* who would ever say that manx? but yea. that incident was like 10 times bigger than the spilled orange incident. oh well, what to do? we had super niao customers n we were not prepared for that at all.
anw the prom pics are up on imagestation. so feel free to drop under snippets n check it out yea!!! ;) ohh yes hui, na n i wore the same dress. but she wore long gown i wore short. n diff color. same design. hahaha. we din mind wearing the same as each other. but make up n all v diff also~ btw i think the make up was done pretty well. so was the hair. i mean, its so short n who cares bout short hair?? hahaha. so i saved quite alot of money by doing it all myself! tadahhh! not bad rite? hope i din look horrid on grad nite cos my make up was screwed. =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|10:18|
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
yoohooooo! im updating!!!! at last im sitting in front of the comp n updating!! okay lets backtrack to PROM!!!
that's for prom! but lemme update on the clubbing after prom. those that dun wanna read vulgarities may stop reading now. hahah. cos hc had a party at indochine!! my first time there actuallie. it was puny tiny n it was so friggin hot in there w everybody sweaty n stinky. but yea, all of us were there to party so its okay. na, santi, i, zhiyin, lak, linyong, weeming, ah gong went clubbing tgt. n we were just there partying n dancing till the 3 girls kena assaulted by some super chi ko pek. n damn! they were freakin young. in fact they were only our age!!! WTF!!! n they tried to sneak up onto us n all that crap. who de hell wraps their hands arnd u from behind when u're dancing hurh?!?!!? wth wth wth wth WTH!!!!! cannot stand it. n there was this damn guy who tried to BREATHE down my neck. WTF!!!!!!! siao kias in the club. na n santi also kena by some weird fellas who danced w them n tried touching them. what the crap are up w these guys huh!? there was some weird guy wearing a green cap who just put his hands arnd my waist from behind n started GYRATING me frm behind. i just turned arnd n jabbed him in his stomach until he kept his distance. DAMN!!!! who the hell sneaks up like that!? FREAKKKKKK!!!! bloody hell. n some other guy came up w a hp asking for my no in the middle of the dance hall. what the crap what the crap! i nv knew clubbing in sg was THAT dangerous! or rather, i was thinking clubbing in some hc party would be damn safe. but it was SO NOT THE CASE!!! urgh!! how sick i felt that night. i was cursing n swearing that freakin night after clubbing. yucks!!!! eeeeeew. SICKOS.
but besides that everything was alrightey. met kor outside indochine cos he was drinking coffee nearby. den de guys n de 3 girls including me cabbed back to de hotel n slacked arnd making so much noise we got complaints by upstairs n next door. basically we got complained by all the customers in the rooms nearby. hahahaha. den we slacked till 6am n ate macs breakfast, headed back to hotel room n slept till 9+. den na n i left n she met jk! yayyys! so i went home n slept alllllllll the way till...... i dunno wad time. n i woke up w SWOLLEN EYES! first time i got so freaked out cos i had no more double eyelids! it wasnt even triple! there was NONE~ hahahaha. it was horrendous i tell ya! i looked like an idiot in de mirror. eeeeeeew. den i din dare to go out. so asked mommie to buy food home for me. n i was praying i would get my eyelids back by sat cos i had to work!!!!! ='(
luckily for me, i had my eyelids back!!! so i had my first day of work on SATURDAY! it was super fun! i was the runner, n i had to carry freakin heavy things on my tiny puny hands, but it was super enticing smelllling the food. de chefs were also v entertaining! okay lah, they supposedly 'work harder' cos there's pretty part timers arnd. well that's their incentive lah. anw got to knw alot of their chefs n managers n part n full timers. they're reallie nice ppl who are v willing to help out n teach newcomers. john n roy are like ultra fun managers to work with. n they both live in yishun~!!! super fun. roy is one cheeky manager, john is like a big santa teddy bear, jane is this v 'act vain but not vain' bartender, n there's also martin who's a part timer waiting to enter acjc, there's mervyn who's very very funnie *he alwaes comments on customers n managers who talk too much*, there's eric oh eric lim n eric liew *two chefs n a waiter*, there's brendon *the 190++cm chef. okay there're so many ppl to update abt! but they're all v nice ppl to work w. makes working so much more enjoyable!!! fun fun fun!!!! hopefully i'll be able to work w hua soon so we can have fun tgt! yayys!!!
okie now chris is at my place *he delivered smallville dvds!!!* n he ransacked my wardrobe!!! first time in my whole life a GUY ransacked my wardrobe!!! freaky know. i mean who de hell sees my clothes n rubbish~!!!! yikes!!!!! nvm he's sucha bitch i dun think it'll make much of a diff. hahaha. anw i shall end here till i rmr more stuffs to blog on. i guess working life is tiring lah. i reach home at 1++ n sleep till 2+pm everyday. den there goes my day. hahaha. its quite good for a pig like me to find sucha job. nice ppl nice place nice job. n even nice food to smell. ydae's event had alot of leftover food so we got to eat it. yummylicious!!!! the food there's good lor! i wanna eat!!!!!! but its so expensive. for ppl who wanna eat good italian food, pls head to Al Dente! ;) *smuacks* shall update laterrrrs!!!~
*[a lil princess thought at]*|18:52|
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
HCJC MASQUERADE IS TMR!!!
i've got my manicure done!!! pedi shall be done w na in hotel rm tmr. ;) save money. hahaha. we're like cost efficient ppl. make up n pedi DIY. mine even hair also DIY!! zai rite! anw tmr's gonna be so so so exciting! its PROM!!! n its probably the first glam up prom in gonna go for. cos sec4 was retro n it wasnt glam. well in any case, this yr's is gonna be a blast! i betta sleep early n look prettie manx! now i've got yummy looking fingers that look like those of a little kid's. cos my nails are short n small n pink n juicy looking. =) na's got fingers like those of a manniquine. hahaha. went red earth n did full mani todae cos i had vouchers for 2. yepps. den we went far east n got her earrings, i bought memory card *i cant believe i had 3 but now all's lost!!!* but thank gosh we found a good deal at $32. just grab man. haha.
anw we heard some not so pleasing news in the evening. n the two of us were sitting at the bench in front of HusHush complaining n ranting n screaming. as usual the two of us can bitch a hell lot. but seriously we were so so so mad todae. some really unreasonable things happened. but that shall all wait till after prom. maybe tmr can talk talk abit n let the matter rest for the time being. rahhhhs.
im reallie scared i'd forget to bring stuffs tmr. hopefully all i'd need would be available. *prays* everybody knows im a careless freak. i forget like.. EVERYTHING? hahaha. most imptly dun forget gown n tickets can liao lah. =)
im off to pack bag. hope there'd be party tmr. or else i'd be sad. no lah.. can also have fun w the guys in the suite. i reallie cant imagine how nice de suite would be!!! woohoooo! how lucky are we!!! 04s6b!!!!!!!!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:11|
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
whooopey! my fever's GONE! yays!!! but cough n flu still making their 'occasional appearance'. hopefully it'll all be gone by prom night! =D went for job training w hua ydae at al dente! n the assitant manager was so nice! he looks like a bear bear, alwaes smiley n alwaes eager to impart knowledge to us. =) hua's duty this wk is on fri n my duty's on sat. gonna be runners n gonna start doing memory work of table no, seat no, as well as knowing the menu thoroughly. quite alot to learn i must say. but i'll definitely work hard. yepps!!
hua n i headed to chris' place after training to help him w his choosing of tie n his waxing of hair. super funnie to see him in formal wear. i've nv pictured him in that kinda outfit b4, but he sure looks good. hahaha. maybe cos he's so SKINNY he can pull off any look lah. skinny monkey who doesnt gain weight no matter how much he eats!! unfair! but he enjoyed his prom n clubbing at coccolatte n all! two more days n its my turn to PARTY!!!
todae's slacking day! slept till 1pm. hahaha. n i havent eaten anything since i woke. rahhhs. better find some food b4 my breath stinks! anw, im glad i have darling frens like ying hua chris harry hui shu n na arnd. they are alwaes there to bring that smile back onto my face. =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|15:11|
Sunday, December 04, 2005
im so sick. fever, throat inflammation, flu. n the doc gave me like 5 types of medicine. the whole night ydae my temp was arnd 39 or 40. den this morning 38++. n now 37++!! =D n there's aldente training tmr wch i cant skip. hope i'll be all well tmr! but i still sound super horrible w that sore throat. its like 2 octaves lower or smth. hahaha. anw thanks to chris, dan, twinnie, zhen n ying for the 'get well soon' msges n all. felt really bad to pangseh twinnie zhen ccc n han ydae. but i doubt i'd survive if i went out n ton. n twinnie met up w dan!! rahhhs! i wanna meet up w him too! so long since i reallie sat down n had a meal w him or smth. hope all's well for him. =)
im gonna sleep soon. or else my fever might just make a 'comeback'. haha. nites darlings!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:27|
im supposed to be at black RJ bash now, but im stuck home cos of serious flu n fever. crap. but anw i headed down to lime party w twinnie cos i din wanna pangseh her like SO LAST MIN. so we went to watch RONIN!!!! they're damn good! local rock band. they really rawk man. im gonna keep track of their songs n buy their album. =) btw twinnie's hair looks so much better todae w the 'straightened' effect gone!! n weizhen is sucha BABE lah! she has the nice hair nice tan nice body. she's just so chio.
talked to kor on de line. an hr plus chatting w him. n i just realised how much i've been hiding from my own feelings. deep down i know i still care. but im just shoving the feelings aside n concentrating on frens n job finding. pathetic huh? maybe i just lack the courage to face up to my own feelings n my own actions. somethings seem so insignificant when gone, but some things seem so important when lost. n i know i lost someone so so so dear to me.
im still feverish n all. off to bed. just need a lil more space n time for me to recover. i alwaes hope that time does a good job in erasing memories. n now i gotta really trust TIME to do the job. kor even suggested getting a new bf. haha. that'll just evoke more memories lah. i cant do that. its gonna be so unfair to the new guy. plus, who can stand my stubborn streak? besides him?
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:11|
Friday, December 02, 2005
went shopping w na todae. walked from far east to OG again!! -_-" though we were wearing flats n low heels our feet ached like nobody's business. anw na's found her accessories n shoes n bag, i've found everything except BAG. my prettie cheap bag was kena suaned by my mom n chris until dunno like what lidat. hahaha. but i still think it looks good. i have confidence in my own taste!! but mom insists i shd get a more formal bag to go along. sob. another thing to spend money on. but at least make up n all that rubbish im not spending already. i got a simple n comfy pair of working heels too. yepps.
went all the way to OG chinatown to find my bag, n instead of me finding mine, na found hers!! =D n we decided to save pedicure money n diy. ;) we're smarties who find treasures amongst the cheap stuffs. i self admit im a cheapo~ who cares!? anw na headed hm from NEL n i went back to somerset to buy the bag *wch chris n mommy complained abt*. met twinnie at somerset cos she was so excited to show me her hair n all, cos she just highlighted in the afternoon, but the first comment i made caused her to lose her mood for the whole night. cos she highlighted copper n a goldish color against her dark brown base, my first impression was a 'typical yishun lian'. like.. i see them everyday when i go home? n maybe also cos the guy kinda straightened for her, n her fringe is now the 'cover half the face' type, it just gives me that feeling. n when i said those 3 words she was so damn pissed she kept grumbling bout it the whole time. paiseh lah. its just a difference of taste i guess. just like i buy the bag that chris n my mom critisized abt? as long as i like my bag its fine. so as long as u like ur hair its fine! who cares what i say abt it manx. =) i agree my copper color is not v obvious n i spent like $95 on it, but its the color i want n i love it the way it is. dats y i dun find it a waste of money yea? maybe i dun understand why u'd get so pissed when i made that comment, but all i can say is to like your new look n ignore anybody's comments lor. =)
things got worse when i met chris at somerset w twinnie. n chris said the same thing as me. she was really fuming by then. sorrie to have made u upset. but yeah, its your hair n it has nothing to do w us lah. so u think it looks great can le!! so we all alighted at bishan, twinnie went home, chris n i headed to his place to put his bags down n to get money for his hair. he showed me his prom shirt wch is funky! its blueish purple or purplish blue. it looks good lah. at least blue n purple are two colors i love. n it looks good against his complexion!! so maybe sunday we're gonna shop for his black pants to go along. yays! but lets move on to his cutting of hair!! its SUPER EXCITING i tell ya. let the pictures do the talking....
wash hair wash hair.. my darling chris is looking for hairstyles for his short short hair...
*SNIP* cant u see why hairdressers are alwaes gay!? look at his pinkie!!!!
woahs!! haircut done! after the drying comes the highlighting!!! i was telling chris how he'd turn into a spaceman! cos they alwaes take strands of ya hair n wrap it into aluminium foil n spread dye over it. but NO! that didnt happen!!!
THIS WAS WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!! wahahahahh!! i was laffing so hard i had cramps n my tears started rolling. omg omg omg! that was SO UNGLAM! *YIKES* chris u betta treat me well b4 i start circulating these pics! even the hairstylish laffed lah. see see see.
OMG i din know the holes were for this use!! now he looks worse!! hahahahah. ying, hua n harry must be dying to be the one sitting there n laffing at him. quite paiseh cos i laffed so loudly all the hairstylists stared at our dirn. but... who can control laughter seeing THIS!?
EEEEEW. that's gonna be the new look of esplanade when it revamps in 2020. =)
TADAHH~ here comes the dye! n it goes....
straight on!!!! hahahahah. dun even have to pick n choose n use aluminium. his is SO SIMPLE. just plop plop plop it on top. see that silver circular thing? it goes round n round n acts as a hairdryer of sorts. he looked like some ET w his radar. =x
he thinks he looks good. well, apparantly not.
after all the trauma, we've a NEW CHRIS! (w copper highlights) he's sucha copycat!! n i bet those jean yip ppl thot we were a couple. super farnie. if that was true, chris has a really MAD gf.
cant realie see de color here riteS? but it looks pretty good on him. of cos man its our color n our taste. guess we're really pretty similar. daddy daddy i love your cactus look!!! its gonna stay ETCHED in my mind! =D
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:47|
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*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:35|
Thursday, December 01, 2005
slacked at home for half a day b4 meeting na for shopping in town. walked from somerset OG all the way to far east, n to find most things in far east. think im gonna go simple glam this prom. dun want too much accessories on my tiny bod. just wanna carry it off simple. prob a pair of heels n a nice bag to go along w my dress n i'd be happy. i dun intend to spend more than 50 for heels n bag. yepps. im broke.
i was in a good mood the whole day cos shopping w na is sucha wonderful thing. we look for same things, we even say the same things at the same time, n we dun splurge. *winks* but dad n mom spoiled my mood. aunt made it worse. i dun feel like talking to them now. i was over the moon when the operations manager of Al Dente called me back asking if i could work tmr. i mean, this is the FIRST manager that is willing to hire me. n damn i so wanna work there n learn what i can. i was telling na this afternoon how much i wanted to work there. n in the evening my dream came true. but guess what? mom is worried bout me coming back late. dad says the pay isnt good. FREAK lah. u expect ppl to pay me $6/7 for waitressing job? hello!! im just a student waiting for results w no damn experience okay. n working hours!? almost ALL the cafes n restaurants in town area work till 10++ or 11. even nydc n coffeebean n starbucks open to 12 sometimes. CRAP lah. if your darling daughter is so precious den she'll be rotting like a princess in the castle right at home. DARN. i was so freakin pissed can. to the manager it could simply be take it or leave it. for me it meant alot. after days of job scouting n no response it means ALOT to me. i din care n i told the manager i could work from 5th onwards. together w hua. asked mom bout the job n she said "ask dad". asked dad n he said "ask mom to decide" what the fuck lah. both of u dun wanna take the responsibility if anything goes wrong to me isit? den forget it. i'll take charge of myself alright!?
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:25|
obviously the person wanted to take brianna n i, but what's the two extra guys doing there?
farrah n rosah the sexy!!
farrah, viki n brianna!
brianna, eric oh n eric liew.. eric liew looks super farnie when he smiles..
hua, eric oh n me... w a XMAS TREEEEE..
herbert, rosah, farrah n martin *the one who stole my apron*!~
viki n brianna! totally babelicious rite? i think brianna's super cute!!!
viki n i in the stinky storeroom. hahaha.
