Friday, September 29, 2006
havent had dinner w daddy for a long time, probably a mth or so.. it was nice eating n chatting w him again. n poor lex's down w some gastric problems. causing him to vomit n all that, plus diarrhoea. so heartbreaking to see him feeling unwell. but he's alright now! bubbly bouncy n hyper as usual. that's my baby lex!
looks can be deceiving. i hope my dear fren wont be led by the nose into smth she isnt ready for..
now i know who matters, who doesnt. his words are so cynical, as though he thinks no other guy is comparable to himself. hahaha. tt's so not true. cos i've found this one in a million.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:08|
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Your Romance Tarot Reading said that going with your head over your heart may help you clear your way to love, and that you can look forward to rewards for the effort you put into this relationship.
*i really hope so...*
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:59|
lalalalalardeedidums. im just one happy girl today. havent been happy like that for quite some time. n it all boils down to shu's blog! okay she din mention extremely SPECIAL things, but its more like i havent been reading her blog much. her blog's uplifting, just like her. =) sweetheart.
dear mentioned smth real sweet in his sms which gave me goosebumps. nonetheless, it made my day.
alexander n jostian are pretty nice, n alexander draws damn well. but he has a bad habit of drawing on tables n not papers. n he thinks im afraid of him. hahaha. cute fella. jostian's amusing in a weird way. always plastered w that smirk or grin on his face. n constantly eavesdropping on us girls. in any case, i still dun have a good impression of this other fella. he was extremely mean today. yucks. appalled n disgusted.
ohh i've gotta mention smth. that moi beloved cuteboy in lectures, is dear zk's fren in camp. WTH!?!?!? imagine me gushing bout a cuteboy in class, how nice he is, how boyish he looks when he smiles, blahblahblah... n then one day my bf crashes my course n says hi to this cuteboy of mine. sianx. cant gush anymore. =(
3 days.
dear God, can i skip living through the 29th? please??
(even if i could, i cant possibly live with myself)
3 days.
dear, i miss you...
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:26|
Monday, September 25, 2006
mos w zk, ying, hua, chris, brent, darius. met xuanrui n his frens there. smoove music sucks big time. in the end i preferred the house/trance in main. blahhs. anw xr mistook ying for me, and made some major booboo when he realised ying n i were frens. hahaha. but both of us were thankful we were mistaken for each other, n not some other chao ah lian or smth. miss those babes.
met shu on sunday. n it feels so good pouring everything out to her like in the past. i can always be aunt agony to others, but shu's really MY aunt agony. n similarly, she finds it ez to share some issues she cant share w others. tt's why we're special, and especially dear to each other. she coaxes me like a baby, reassures me that everything's fine, puts so many things back in place, gets me back on track. n she's honest w everything. telling me my faults. i miss her. n i still wonder, how anyone can be as nice nice nice as her. im so proud of this darling.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:41|
Thursday, September 21, 2006
i've got zillions of pics to upload here, but blogger refuses to cooperate. anw i failed to get pretty heels/wedges cos gripz green heels were out of stock, minou wedges were rejected by dear. n then there were pretty dresses i couldnt wear (i might consider dieting), n there wasnt time to get my ettusais n MAC n stila. shopping spree another day! at least i've got a pretty beach looking dress. i love that shop, a shop i frequent but fail to rmr its name, n today i realised the shop owner's a tranny. *shock*
the day was filled w bitching. in n out of sch. n the rowdy ppl in my course are actually pretty nice. at least i think leon, nic n dragon are quite sincere. n eve's super happy her big bird's going tmr. hahaha! girl, dun get too obsessed yarh? yet to know them well..
to a special someone:
darling, have faith. love him, trust him, have confidence in him. believe in what u 2 have built so far. understand its tough to put aside what u've found out, n our minds tend to wander further than it should when we're faced w doubtful things as such. but if tt's his answer, will u take his words for it? u love him for who he is, including his playful nature. but if its getting into the way, try communicating to make things better. see for yourself, and choose what you want to believe in.. *bear hugggs* take care. as u know, im always here. loves.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:40|
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
| You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.
Theater | | 100% | Dance | | 100% | English | | 100% | Art | | 100% | Journalism | | 100% | Anthropology | | 100% | Philosophy | | 92% | Sociology | | 92% | Linguistics | | 83% | Psychology | | 83% | Mathematics | | 75% | Biology | | 58% | Chemistry | | 50% | Engineering | | 50% |
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*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:59|
Monday, September 18, 2006
May babies:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
had company over msn awhile ago. its 4.51am. everyone's in bed. a diplomatic reply that would have put me in tears if it were some time back. now im just... aloof. im just convincing myself that he aint impt, but deep down, i know where he stands. in that tiny corner set for him, a closet locked up w him n those times. learning to be cheerful as i was, learning to find my bare soul again. to know what's truly essentially me..
i gave up trying to sleep. head's spinning and hurting so bad. needed a lil booze to set me to bed, but it failed to, so here i am.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|04:47|
i've got gorgeous pics of lex in my fone but i cant upload them! grrr.. got quite irritated w my phone n comp for awhile. i'll try again tmr or smth. the pics are taking way too much memory space in my phone.
past few nights of mj are getting me addicted. but im yearning for kbox n clubbing too. party party party party party. im cant stand the mundane sch life. nic buggs me to do work all the time. not that i procrastinate, but im just not as fast as him.. hmph.
i've got a tutee! for a mth. hahaha. gonna help her as much as i can in this short period of time, hoping it'd do GREAT help to her math. its O's n im sure she doesnt wanna screw it up. poor girl. but poor me will havta travel to bedok every single weekend. i'll try fixing it on weekdays so i can travel w eve. i need more tutees, so frens out there who have lil kids in need of tuition, *raises hand* there's ME!!
if this is where we stand, let me mark the end...
love huggs n kisses, bebe
*i promise, to be noone else's be but yours*
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:50|
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
watched vball on mon. SIM vs NUS. nv knew that SIM vball guys were that good. they really dun look the part (at all). imagine han n my reaction when they won 3 sets in a row. gosh. anw i got to know huishan, like finally! n i saw her in sch today. hahaha. she's really cute and nice n everything like han described. another face in sim. n the really shocking thing is, huishan lives 2 blocks away from me. the very block where the playground is. if only our timetables were alike, we could travel to sch tgt!
caught lucky no slevin. great show. josh harnett is SO FREAKIN CUTE. n the storyline was good. havent caught a good movie for quite some time. cos all those i catch w zk is just, plain disappointing. not even passable. n my darling showed his parapara skills in dhoby ghaut stn arcade. nv knew darius n him could play DDR. the last guy i knew who played that was chris. haha. marina bay arcade. =p fond memories.
my nasty mood hasnt worn off. i've no idea where it came about. got a gorgeous black hoodie lying in my bag n tt makes me smile. quoting someone, im harder to please than most of the girls he met. chocolates, sweet words, jokes, being nice, buying stuffs for me, nothing does the job. haha.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:19|
Sunday, September 10, 2006
leonard's off to uk. probably years before i'll get to see that pundeh redhead again. really miss those days working w him, gen, alex, wilson. they never fail to make my day. if aria isnt family, i cant find another reason as to why my legs brought me there when i was bitter n miserable over sy. n those darlings did everything to make me smile. im gonna miss him. his swearings, his prep talks, all his advices like a big bro. all the best to him in newcastle. n of cos, we'll be taking care of gen here.
a thousand and one things to do tmr. a million words i wanted to say.
miss you bro.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:11|
Friday, September 08, 2006
sentosa today was uber fun!!! han, zk, chee mun, darius n belle. n of cos the star of the day, LEX! it was hilarious trying to teach lex to swim, n he left scratches on darius, zk, n my body. but he was v good today, n i saw how excited he was to see zk. hahaha. everything was a lil troublesome w a doggie arnd, but he was our darling of the day, so i guess it was all worthwhile!
came back n headed to 925 for dinner, b4 going off to safra to play arcade. n my dear tried PARAPARA. rmr when was the last time i mentioned this game? when i was bored sick in the arcade in ps, when sy was always playing soccer or tennis n i went to try this stupid game. n i cant believe my baby's game enough to try smth as stupid as this! n i stunned han n him cos i dun look like the type that play sucha ah lian game. heyy.. im a typical yishun lian alright?
my baby makes my day. i like the feeling of resting our heads together, knocking out cos we're too shagged. of cos, w baby lex in our arms. everything feels better w a company like him.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:59|
Thursday, September 07, 2006
i met youzi today!!! n for all 04s6b ppl, lets go back for maf on 7th october k?? =) nowhere feels as good as ny or hc during maf. where else would be as cheena man?
im irritated. by so so so many ppl n so many things. argh. *b-r-e-a-t-h-e mad... breeeeeeathe* i hate it when he acts sensitive, hate it when mommy nags bout everything in the house, hate it when dad refuses to pay me back whatever i paid from my very own account. dammit lah, how to bring lex to vet when im cashless? n im SO SURE mom wont give me a cent cos its for lex. wow. does money drop from the sky for me? to fill up that double digit account of mine?
now i REALLY wish i am working n i have that extra money each mth. frustrated, irritated.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:00|
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
what happens if ur perfect match comes your way, but u know u cant have him/her?
tend to like guys pretty easily, as long as they're nice ppl. but to really love one, it encompasses so much more. im still that little girl infatuated w cute guys? nahh. they're just eye candies, even nick's just an eye candy. if they're extremely nice, plus points. just childish things to keep my days going. u know how much i cant wait for my 2 weeks of freedom? im even praying for 3. not praying, im begging for 3 in fact. i miss classmates in pri sch, ny n hc. not that coursemates arent nice, but so many ppl i cant be bothered to socialize with. dun wanna flut arnd like some social butterfly trying to make frens, even nick says i seem dao n arrogant when i dun care bout what goes on arnd me. shrugs. maybe i am my darling.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:44|
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
the devil wears prada is a good show. really liked it, and the whole notion it was driving at. it takes alot of courage to live the life you wanna live. n i was so touched when her mexican bf gave themselves a chance to start over. omgomg sweeeeeeet! n it was even sweeter when she forgo her career chance to go home to her bday bf boy. awww...
ccc's bday celebration was great! all the effort wasnt wasted at all. =) han n i felt accomplished after it all. hmmm, let the pics talk, but the pics arent up yet so just hang on for those pretty darlings of mine. lovelovelove u chingcheng! stay cheerful, stay attractive the way u are, and u're one lovely darling as it is. *smuacks*
lack of updates cos im lacking exciting activities since sch started. vball comp today was nice. i really wanna watch the guys one day. alright ive got work, so tata! UPLOAD PICTURES K!!!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:26|
Sunday, September 03, 2006
feeling v nua n lazy to drag myself out of the comfy aircon.. hungry for a Sub right now. =( woke up to sweet nice msges! not to my alarm tt's set to 'Bad Day' by Daniel Powter. hahaha. got so many errands to run every single day, n its no wonder eve's calling me errands girl lah.. she sees me going arnd sg doing all sorta things after sch. for a whole week, i havent came home straight from sch. (perhaps i dun wish to anw)
anw eve saw cute ahbeng in expo!! HAHA! lucky girl. she even has eye candy all the way at work. this is so unfair. i nv had eye candies at work!! hahaha. i realised i nv had cute guys working w me. ermms, leonard? at least my gfs think he's cute. but i thot alex was cuter. (not in terms of looks) ah well~ cute guys are only meant for admiration purposes anw.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|11:15|
Saturday, September 02, 2006
if whatever i say or do displeases u, then fuck off. why the hell isit that nothing i say would be smth u agree with? u'd rather listen to an outsider than me, u'd believe everything you CHOOSE to believe. what am i? if u lost trust in ur daughter then why have her arnd? fuck it man. u're bloody selfish. everything's bout you and you alone. if tt's the case, i shd take after you? do things for u n break promises to my frens? cos they are supposedly 'not as impt' as family? what the fuck is this logic? if he doesnt wanna bother bout all the hassle of Lex's then just leave it n i'll do it! even if it means staying up or whatsoever, i will. i'd rather do that than have a crazy man screaming at me thru the phone when i dun fucking know a reason why. if everything's bout him him n him, why cant i think just for myself huh?
*[a lil princess thought at]*|20:00|
Friday, September 01, 2006
its a 4 day week. =) n first week of sch n im feeling a lil of that pressure sitting in. yucks. makes me nauseous.
i love psy n ugc lessons. they're really nice to read n its fun to discuss bout these. 9am classes suck cos the traffic kills. i think i gotta wake at 630 to get to sch in time. wth.
met han, cindy, zhen, pj in town to shop for stuffs. n it was so nice. these are the good ol frens that are essentially the same. no matter where we go, what we do, we see that pri sch kid in each of us. tt's why its nice. cos u love them for who they are.
saw this U2 male sweater that i LOVE. i mean LOVE LOVE LOVE. but its expensive. sighs. i feel poor n i wanna save for cam, but i really really really like that sweater. huge huge SIGH.
$#@%^$^*^*(&^(*^%#^#$!@#$!@%#%$#&%$^*&(**^(@$@!@#$(^)$#@!%@#$%. i feel like crap now. tired but cant sleep, hungry but cant eat, bored but cant find entertainment. i bet its pms. close to that time of the mth. BOOOOOOOO.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:36|
