Thursday, December 28, 2006
twin towers
ah peks i spent this xmas with. fugene, cheemun, ryan, mark, darius n zhikai
(this looks like class-phototaking in sec sch)
pretty diamond studded xmas tree. BLING!!
na n delun. blissful~
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
watched curse of the golden flower consisting of "beardie" jay chou, gong li's "spilling over" boobies, chow yun fat's "grey colored" eyes, plot full of hatred, revenge, conspiracy and deceit. many have commented on jay's lacklustre performance in acting this time round, but i beg to differ. i think he's used to normal acting, in modern context. not many have the face and the imagination to act in those kinda olden china context. jay somewhat lacks both. but i think he did put in effort and it shows. it isnt easy when u're acting with big shots like gong li n chow yun fat, and he didnt do a fantastic job, but i think its alr worth applauding. i find the eldest son hilarious though. his facial expressions are overly-animated and they are stuck there for a damn long time. one shocked expression can be plastered there for 3 shots, its so exaggerated i burst out laughing. nice plot. the cinematography was so zhang yimou. haha. what's new?
mommy whipped up a western style spread tonight n it was splendid. the steak and all the side dishes. super nice!!! i miss home cooked food. havent eaten so much in a meal for a long time.
Love is a mindfield, you take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess thats human nature, it hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather blow-up than be single.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:21|
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
lzk happily watched death note 2 w his frens when he promised to watch w me. pissed me off. so im gonna promise hui to watch w her n no one else, n i wont back out. haha. hui, satisfied?? i promise on my bloggie ehh.
did my hair today for 99bucks. highlighted purple n light blonde copper. but apparently mommy n zk cant see the purple. hope it shows under sunlight. looking at the weather nowadays, i'll hardly see sunlight for a few days. i wanna go ikea, queensway, town or wherever to shop on sat. anyone keen?
thx nic for ur nice goodie bag. i wonder where n how u got all those, but its real nice. fyi, i'll be sharing them w my mom! as for the flowers, i'll let them dry n make pressed flowers out of them. haha. loves~
zhizhong, thx for the handy shuffle! its really chio la. n u really din havta spend so much. =( hugggs. merry xmas darling!! ur msges, pressie n appearance came as a huge surprise! thx a million dear..
::the reason and conclusion to everything is YOU::
its amazing how you left with such an impact.
i read smth today. it said: it's possible to love each other, and yet, understand that it's better to be apart.
how many would have the courage to part, and hope that fate would bring them back together someday??
i would.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:35|
Monday, December 25, 2006
happie xmas to all my darlings out there! =) hope u all had a wonderful and fulfilling xmas!
over the past few days, met up w cf girls, na dil ah ma ah gong, evy n cher n alex, ying hua chris n harry, zk n his frens, n some random frens on the streets. i swear this year's xmas is quieter than the last! i was a tad disappointed as i walked down citylink, esplanade, one fullerton n clarke quay. the atmosphere was near zilch other than the pretty xmas deco. i was so looking forward to walking down the whole of orchard road, taking pics of the deco this yr cos i think its nice. but plans were thwarted. must say that i was disappointed. so far, only one guy made it a point to fulfill that promise, 3 others have said it n plans changed. haha. i love christmas-es and all the joy in gift exchange, but i hate the memories that clog my mind ever so often. every year, my frens (inclusive of a bf this yr) made the festival so much better than it should be. love them!
countdown last yr was in esplanade. this yr in wine network with zk n his frens. virgin eskibar experience at clarke quay was pretty good. new drinking place w evy. hee.. it wasnt that cold when we first entered. i was just in a tube n shorts. but evy said the temp would settle in, and that's when we'd feel cold. indeed, we were shivering in no time. many things take some time to settle, and then the feelings come in, and then the reaction. maybe im one slow to react, so the whole process takes a little longer than others. now that xmas is gonna be over in 1.5 hrs, the feelings are starting to settle in, and im starting to feel cold... if u get what i mean.
06 has passed very quickly. i can hardly rmr what happened this year. major events like embarking on uni life, closure of a r/s n start of the next, worldcup season, aria life. wouldnt say that there were highs n lows, but definitely quite a few hiccups along the way. a yr i spent searching for myself cos i lost my way. a yr i spent regaining that wee bit of confidence i had which got crushed. a yr i spent looking for minute glimpses of happiness and warmth. im glad i found a guy like zk. he made this yr less lonely.
my beloved girls of hc, those darlings that nv left my world though we split into various uni, i love u all. ah ma! i really really miss u ALOT. we gotta meet up again! we have to! complain all u want about ah pa. haha. na! stop smsing the wrong person k? i know what u're going thru, or at least, i roughly know. its weird how we got ourselves stuck in this situation, but we gotta get thru it. k? have faith my dear! love youu. dil! u shd be happily in shanghai now, just enjoy the trip w him n his family yarh? when u're back, u may not have him, but u have all of us. huggs. dun cry anymore. we'll go party when u're back! ah gong is as ah gong-ish as ever. still the nice compromising fella we always knew. =) nv fail to remind us to take care of ourselves blah blah blah. haha. those darlings nv change, they are always so sweet.
shu i miss you! can we meet up b4 sch starts?? pleaseee?
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:11|
Friday, December 22, 2006
last xmas, i gave u my heart. and the very next day, u gave it away. this year, to save me from tears, i'll give it to someone special.
this special someone wont be arnd. but he'll stay in my heart.
feeling cold n lonely for no apparent reason tonight. must be the weather. cried enough for today. took a stroll in the rain. its no wonder im falling ill.
that pic up there is real sweet. it made me tear. i think my tear ducts are just overactive today. thanks dear, those words n pictures, really love them. appreciate it.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:40|
Thursday, December 21, 2006
simply love simple times spent w ying n hua. sit arnd, eat, talk. nothing in particular but it doesnt really matter. we've got tonnes to bitch about! "gahh u hate me", "byebye".. hahaha. that was how a fren of ours ended his conversation w ying. super abruptly he just said that. n we kept poking fun. ohh the new deco in ying's room is v nice!! =) a lil more cramped, but nonetheless nice.
Taurus (21 Apr-20 May)
Start the year by finding the right balence between work and home. Get your partner to understand that your focus on work is healthy for your relationship in the long run. You need to have something of your own apart from being his gal.
nic, take care.. i'll always be here for ya.
::it's not how many times you failed in love, it's how many times you open your heart to love::
love - a four letter word you can utter illogically but very difficult to explain logically
kiss - the moment when you realise science, logic and words are superfluous
heartbreak - the moment when the chemicals no longer bring about a reaction
marriage - the perfect union of 2 chemicals
love songs - a vital aphrodisiac for any romantic night, or lonely nights...
don't worry, im not that smart to come up with that, its ripped off a advert. just wanted to post it. =) driving!! damn i think im late.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|11:41|
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
thanks.. its comforting to hear. havent heard from u for so long, nv knew u still read this blog. glad u're doing well and cutting down on clubbing. pls call me when u spot me in a club again! cant believe we walked past each other like that. miss talking to u. shd meet up n chat k? that's a real sweet xmas pressie u're giving me (points up). hahaha. love it. im still exploring this little world of mine, if fated we'll return. i'll return n tell u what u missed. heh. merry xmas darling, n all the best for ur career n all.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|13:24|
"i was tellin the girls abt how i feel..and mad knws exactly how im feeling..but i dun tink we alws haf a choice of wad we want no matter how much courage we haf..cos i dun tink i haf the ability and right to turn back time..now dat it's all over how can i recover the somethin dat i tried to reduce to nuthin.."
darling, i know how u feel, what u're trying to say.. lets brace ourselves n face our futures instead of look back at our pasts yea? huggs. u know we're always here to hear u out. miss you.. i guess i've got some things to update u about as well, just to let u know he's fine n all. within my means, i'll try to ensure that he's alright. put ur mind at ease.. n i can see that this other 'him' treats u very well, so all the best yarh?
dil, fri im free at night. can we meet for supper? serangoon gardens or smth? or if u want it in the afternoon im fine too. anything. just gimme a call or sms. dun cry anymore darling... *sayang*
nic n kettle, thanks for being so attentive. i dun wish to talk about it, neither do i know how to go about telling u guys about it. but i know u guys care, so... thanks. huggs. nic, u said i was too young, i think too much, i havent seen enough, and im still learning. i agree. but all the more i think there's that gap of maturity between him n me. don't u agree?
shopped arnd town for pressies today. watched cinderella w han. gosh that show is scary.. han n i were clinging onto each other. surprisingly. cos we normally laugh thru horror shows. anw pressie shopping got us all tired out. n then i went for driving, n as i was leaving i nearly got knocked down by a car. haha. i think it was the rain, bad visibility, slope, everything.. i was just suay. so i fell n scratched myself. but my first instinct was to check his pressie. its gone under the rain, its got my blood stains. sigh. isnt as perfect as i hoped for it to be. but still, love it. no idea if he'd. bought a whole bag of stuffs for everyone, n im still not done. i need at least 1 or 2 more shopping sprees. but my wallet's sounding its siren alr.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:08|
Sunday, December 17, 2006
the more i think, the more i feel tears welling up. but i cant put them in logical sentences to convey my feelings. im sick n tired of it all.
btw delun can really sing! delun is na's bf, n (he cant read this...) he looks really like jk. dil n i were shocked when we first saw him. his looks, build, everything, seem pretty much like jk. after i told na, she said her 2nd sis thot he was jk too. haha. dil we're not the only ones! anw he does seem nice to her (well, first impression huh?) so i really hope she'll get over her past. i can understand how she feels, going to the same places, doing the same things, but w a different person. spending the same festivals with a different person. it isnt exactly easy, but girl, its definitely possible. believe yourself. =) im more worried bout dil n her 'talk' w her boy. hope everything goes as she wished it would. i miss the two of them alr...
i hate living in a lie, but i keep finding myself in one. pathetic.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|15:35|
met up w na n dil today.. kinda realised that i've been missing out on alot of stuffs happening to the hc bunch of ppl. im surprised na's kinda stuck in the same situation as me, but i guess we always have a choice of what we want, its whether we have the courage to face it. as for dil, hang in there girl, u know u've always got us if u wanna bitch/drink/share. stop getting drunk! too much alcohol aint good for health..
really upset by some things happening arnd me. is this xmas curse or what? i need a breather. i think i shd spend xmas alone to spare all the tears.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:51|
Friday, December 15, 2006
had 2 lessons on the road yday, felt so much better driving!! =) clearing stage 1 lessons. okay im not a fast learner w cars n machinery, but i think im doing fine. yayys!
met hui to k after lessons.. havent met her for so long! n i gave her an early xmas pressie. smth wch i thot she might like, n she did!!
how's that? i love the fireworks. schweeeet.
den dear came w early xmas pressies. haha. stuffs he got from his event w some cosmetics association. any girl would go crazy for those stuffs. all that makeup, all that perfumes. n i have to shout this out: I GOT BABYDOLL!!! the limited edition YSL perfume tt i've been pining for. gosh. this came way way way too coincidental! LOVES. but all the cosmetics came after i just got my mac gloss, bronzer n anna sui palette! now i feel like i wasted money. =(
xmas is a time to count ur blessings. i must say that im one very very lucky girl. wch is why xmas is the time to spread love n blessings to my frens. to those long lost gfs/bfs that i havent met in a long while, sorry my darlings.. we'll find time k? shuuuuuu i miss u. i wanna see pics of baby joshua!!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|13:42|
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
driving! okay im still darn shaky cos i've been learning the wrong stuffs from this very cock instructor.. but im hoping for better progress tmr! =) met evy n ann for our haircuts today. i guess my hair's quite diff from before. i like it. bangs are shorter though. sulk.
as for that special someone, thanks arh, i nv knew i was that impt to u. haha. im glad u've made de effort to clear things up. n i've no bad feelings. dun worry bout it. im lucky to have someone like u looking over me like a bro, so yea, thanks. all that encouragement n small talks, appreciated. really, they mean alot to me. =)
aiks. xmas is drawing damn near n i havent really progressed w pressies. mega disappointment.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:07|
Sunday, December 10, 2006
papers ended. so its party time. =) but i've been occupying myself w driving lessons cos zk's busy w work as well. fri, went for dinner w my sim darlings, n ann's bf! des. haha he's pretty amusing. always w that cheeky grin plastered across his face. then we were off to drink at labyrinth, but zk was sick n he was still doing work at 11+pm. i was just across the road from his office, n felt damn guilty that i din bother to even go take a look at how he was coping. so i told evy n ann that i'd pop by his office first. in the end i went for supper w his clique n headed home. by that time, fever n flu alr came back to haunt me. haha.
i had my first driving lesson on sat!! its damn fun!!! =) thanks for all the encouragements, suaning, concern from all my frens huh? YESSSS i can reach the pedal. takes quite abit of effort la, but can. i can reach everything, but i cant see my headlights. does it matter?? hahaha. it was a great experience, n today i had my 2nd lesson, damn fun i must say. met john there! what a place to meet him. haa..
i met cindy yday as well, went shopping, manicure, dinner at manhatten's fish mkt, n we watched dejavu! the show is not bad.. but one scene got the two of us laughing all the way. it was so ultra lame. gosh.. but i loved the day spent w twinnie! didnt do much of shopping in the end (sorry my dear!!!) but i still loved all the chatting n bitching. loves!
headed to k after that, meeting cm, ryan, fugene, mark n zk at partyworld. my flu was so bad n i was tonedeaf. i couldnt even tell if i was singing on pitch. yucks. n i was the only girl, so i actually sang tian tian ye ye 3 times in a row with cm, ryan n zk respectively. hahaha. thank god its a nice song n i love it. or i'd be so sick of it by now! ryan can harmonise v well!! i love love love singing w him! perhaps cos my voice is naturally high pitched n his is naturally low.. it goes well tgt. =) i like~~~
i read a darling's blog n she was talking about keeping someone perfect in her eyes, so he'd seem like he was "worthy of her love" all along. i guess some people just arent worthy, but u love them all the same. u cant come up w a reason why, neither can u hate them for the thousand and one things they have done to disappoint you. there are only 2 answers; one is that u're too gullible and forgiving, two is that he has smth special that just wont be removed from you... ever. i dunno about this darling of mine, but for me, its a combi of the two reasons. like zk always always says, i don't learn. i dont need someone to live up to my expectations or prove to me that he's worthy of my love, i just need to be assured that im not loving the wrong person, or that im being cheated. but at the end of the day, even if that happens, i'll tell myself i had a part to play in the whole failure of the r/s. moral of the story? i blame myself for all that has happened, n the other party remains perfect, cos he holds no responsibility. f-ed up and warped theory, but that's just the way i think. tt's why its always so painful to let go.
xmas will be different this year... santa, grant me my wish.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|21:13|
Thursday, December 07, 2006
DAREN TAN of superstar is cute. cute cute cute. his dimples. omg. MELTS. i dun want limzhikai alr... i want daren..... okay no. i still prefer lzk. though he's shorter, no 6packs, no dimples, no swoontillimeltanddieonthespot kinda voice, no small n electrocuting eyes.. damn. that sounds quite bad. i din know lzk was that jialat. now i really think i shd take daren.
DAREN!!!!!!~~~~~
*[a lil princess thought at]*|20:58|
2 papers down. 1 more to go!!! =D im elated, excited, ecstatic, eccentric. haha. i think im gg nuts. ann just told me smth that made me feel so much betta bout tmr. 100mcq, but its only 10% of our grade. so imagine, 10 qns that i get right tmr, give me 1mark of my final score. dunno wad to say man. that just dampened all my mood to mug for tmr's paper. walao. 10 qns n i get 1 mark? 1 qn only gives me 0.1mark???? gosh...
the only incentive of this whole final exam is that i get to watch prison break n ogle n drool over Michael Scofield. he's freakin cute. ann n i dun mind Sucre too. erm LJ's not bad. the plot's so intriguing u cant stop.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|18:35|
Sunday, December 03, 2006
out of impulse, ying n i signed up for pole dance after today's trial. its funny how we were the only 2 in the trial class. just us n fi. but its so fun! the feeling of swinging on the pole is like the very same feeling u get when u're a kid sitting on a swing in the playground. =) its good toning after timsum! haha. had yum cha w daddy mommy n their frens today, n yday we had thai food at my fave place. today's armwork, abwork, basically burnt a little of all those fats i accumulated the past few days. insomnia's real bad nowadays. i cant sleep b4 4am. i can feel a little sian-ness setting in. i need a job to kill time. n im always on for a more happening nightlife after work. getting sick n tired of books, seriously.
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Artist: Snow Patrol
Song: Chasing Cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
*[a lil princess thought at]*|17:50|
Saturday, December 02, 2006
bridget jones: the edge of reason
bimbotic movie, not one i love but not bad, at least its betta than doing essays. got tonnes to study, tonnes to do, n im still looking for a part time job.
im not upset, not angry, just disappointed. n supposedly, disappointment's worse than anger.
sigh.
jiayou for all those still mugging for papers!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|19:39|
ah peks i spent this xmas with. fugene, cheemun, ryan, mark, darius n zhikai
pretty diamond studded xmas tree. BLING!!
na n delun. blissful~
