Thursday, April 26, 2007
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:39|
Thursday, April 19, 2007
our marketing project got an A for writeup, A- for presentation!! im so glad our efforts did not go down the drain. but i hate mid sems, cos i think 78 barely made a C or B-. shucks man. i so gotta do well for finals. sighs.
ohh my fone is SCREWED. it doesnt display new msges, instead, i gotta go into inbox to check once in awhile. my msges are being sent to multiple people at one go, and i have no idea why. my phone does not ring or vibrate when there's a call. wth... i wonder what my fone can even do. lousy pok fatty fone.
some people are pacified so easily. coerced with that few words. some believe others so readily. what others say and do, they just take it in like those are cold hard facts. haa. i think i've seen enough to make me cynical about all these.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:55|
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
i havent had a good sleep in weeks... and it felt so shiok to just take a nap. i reached home arnd 330, and slept straight thru from 4 to 9. i've been waking at 530, 630am every single day i seriously think im going nuts.
received some clothes i bought online. good quality good size! hee. this will just get me hooked onto online shopping man. its convenient, and for a poor girl like me who cant afford the time to travel to town and shop, i think its the best alternative.
for some reason, i've stopped crying. i've stopped feeling with my heart, i think i've stopped listening to my heart.
exams next week and there's alot to cover. sobs. more late nights and dark eyerings and eyebags. ohh for those who havent met me for some time, here's my kukuhair. haa. im so proud of looking ugly.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:14|
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule.after stating your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry. dont forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says “you’re tagged!” and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.
btw, idiosyncrasy means:-a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual.
- I laugh and cry incessantly, I even find it hard to stop. I do most things a little over-the-top, and that's probably how I get myself drunk.
- I can take pain very well (better than many girls!), in fact I wonder if childbirth will actually be painful for me. I'm actually kinda addicted to pain.
- I love to sit either cross-legged, with my feet perched in front of me, in the japanese manner. No matter where I sit, I do not have the habit of having my feet on the ground. Maybe my feet don't reach the ground anyway. Haha!
- I like to sing my lungs out with earphones plugged in my ears, be it walking home, blading or whatever. Basically I don't hear myself but I make myself heard.
- I love sleeping naked and skinny dipping. What's more natural than that, seriously?
- I adore bookstores and supermarkets. They're the stores I spend more than an hour in, simply browsing and not buying a thing.
Thanks to ying that I'm filling this out, but I'm utterly bored by my executive summary anw. Haa.. am I weird? Don't really think so. I think those aren't exactly astonishing anw. Well, as for people I'm tagging:
Huihui
Daniel
Dilys
Brianna
Zhikai (ok i dunno how to tag him, he's got no tagboard)
Evy
*[a lil princess thought at]*|17:26|
Monday, April 16, 2007
do u recognize her??
not everyone does, but she's like a hip grandma, she has her own blog! its http://laozhabo.blogspot.com or smth. people really amaze me.
i've so many mosquito bites on my arms and i keeeeeeeeeep scratching. dammit!
imgettingtothinkdatimgettingboredofthisrelationshipidontknowifitsjustpmsorifimjustbeingoversensitivebutidoknowmypatienceiswearingoutimnolongerasconsiderateasbeforeamitakinghimforgrantedidontagreewithhisviewsorthethingshedoesanditscausingsomesortamisunderstandingbetweenusallthetimeyesimeanallthetimewedonotunderstandeachother........
*[a lil princess thought at]*|18:04|
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Your Complete Personality Profile
You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.
You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that 'By hook or by crook' you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.
You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.
Your stress and anxiety are a result of an emotional disappointment. It could well be that the emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something - something that's precious, something that could be the 'Real Thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache.
Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:46|
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
im so intrigued by nic's gaga! it looks ugly-cute, and its so old school but i nv got a chance to play w it. ohh wait. b4 all of u start thinking its a dog or what, its a holga, and a holga is a camera. haa.. i didnt name it gaga. its his ex. i prefer to call it chi-kee.. u know that sound when u take a picture, chikee chikee chikee. i love it, cant wait for the roll to be developed.
im sorry for all that bitching and ranting yday. i AM a bitch. maybe that's why i recognise it when i see one.
i got kukuhair. but many frens have came up and said i suit this new look. sulks. i still dont like kukuhair. ppl like to pat me on the head like im a little girl now. kukuhair took away some brain cells too. i've turned dumb-er than usual.
zk ended my night on a HORRIBLE note yday, and everything just isnt going v right nowadays. s-i-a-n. i dont feel like talking at all.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|17:38|
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
i love the day spent! went for mkting, basically fooled arnd w my lappie the whole lect. then listened to abit or uncle rehman for comm, b4 ending the day off w a slack ugc lesson. highlight of the day: MEET HAN!
we had a sumptuous lunch (i mean it.) we had spaghetti w grilled fish, chicken chop w fries, nachos, 2 cheesy hotdogs, a large ice lemon tea. fyi, the western food portion was huge. we were so greedily tucking in b4 i could take a picture of the spread. hee..
then we went to Best to check out lappies, and we tried this Jackie Chan Fitness game. its super cock. seriously. we saw the girl playing "tennis" on the console and the first thing that ran thru my mind was, "gosh she looks like she's swatting flies...." and then the boxing game made me look like i had hand spasms... the running game, left everyone panting. and we joked and laughed alot w this young girl who was selling the product. we were so happy standing there and playing like we were lil kids.
as we proceeded to leave J8, we popped over to Bits & Pieces to buy some ear studs cos mine was dirty and ugly. han leaked out the fact that she hasnt taken her ear stud out since its been put in, which was freakin 3 years ago!!!! *eeeeeewwwwwwwww~* yesyes. all the dirt has collected there for 3 years. Y-U-C-K-S. it was damn comical cos the uncle was convincing her to remove it, and he was sucha joker, han n i ended up laughing so hard w the two store assistants in B&P. all the gross jokes about holes in your ears, then on your face... blah blah blah. the uncle was pure entertainment! after a damn long time, she removed her studs and put in this new stud which is very very very cute! i have the other side of it. =) basically stood there n chatted w the storekeepers for an hour. very jovial and helpful ppl.
all of that has been happy happy happy, but im really pissed w some things that happened recently. some girls are just so PRAGMATIC. the same question, the same issue, gets different responses when raised by ME and ANOTHER GUY. i mean, wth is wrong with you!? first u can come up with a thousand and one reasons to reject me, and when i ask another guy to try and persuade you, you agree READILY. hello~ if u're trying to suck cock and please the guy, kiss my ass. he might not see u in a negative light, he doesnt even know u're two faced. and i dont blame him for that. truth is, I have seen your two faceted character, and i do not appreciate that a single bit. go ahead and bootlick all the guys u want, go ahead and look like the angelic understanding and submissive one in front of them. same thing for guys, dont act like a gentleman in front of a girl u like, and then act like a total bastard behind her back. u know what? if u've got guts, show your ugly self and let others see and accept you for who you are. if u realize that nobody actually accepts your ugly self, and i don't mean physically, u ought to re-evaluate that character of yours.
lets just say that the above scenario has happened to me several times over the past few days, and its plain irritating. i dont understand why girls like that can cheat guys so easily. call me a bitch, i don't care.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|19:22|
*[a lil princess thought at]*|10:54|
Air Supply - Goodbye
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And Ill never criticize all youve ever meant to my life
(chorus)
I dont want to let you down
I dont want to lead you on
I dont want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just cant live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Theres nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
(chorus) you would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just cant live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Theres nothing left to try
Though its gonna hurt us both
Theres no other way than to say good-bye
who'd ever think that this song would make me tear in ktv...
i screwed up big time today, making dear upset, getting the worse haircut ever, and realizing that exams are round the corner and i know nuts. im so useless.
read a post by a fellow gf. abt how guys go to geylang and say its normal, and when guys cheat they say its got smth to do with their gfs. their gfs don't give them what they want, be it attention, love or sex, their gfs are too much of a hassle. whatever it is, what can ever be a good reason to seek another person when u're attached? what can ever justify a guy going to a prostitute for sexual services rendered just cos his wife/gf cant provide whatever he wants? fuck! its rubbish. plain excuses so they can just throw the blame to the women and the men can just do what they like.
what makes u think guys who cheat have all the rights to do it, and girls who cheat are plain sluts?
i have to say im really sorry to deardear for so many things today... but its also cos of things like that, i love him still.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:08|
Sunday, April 08, 2007
fri was spent on movies and more movies! Meet the Robinsons was a good, crappy movie just to entertain the bored out han and me, and then The Reaping was good enough to scare me so bad i was curling up next to zk. hahaha. i miss going out w han like that! slack, eat and eat and eat, watch movie, chill... ohh i have to mention, the plum sweet potatoes at bugis is HEAVEN, so is the egg, cheese and sausage mee jian kuay!!!! we were just blissfully walking and eating our fill. hee.. for a moment i forgot about fats! =)
sat was supposed to be a HEALTHY day. healthy in the sense that i was supposed to get some sun. SUNTANNING was on the list but the moment i reached chris' place, it rained. pfffft! so we were cooped up in his hse, and i fell asleep on his comfy feather filled comforter. hmmm~ we then arranged for mj w harry and alex, afterwhich, i fell asleep again. and then they woke me up for mj, and after mj and more mj, i went back to zk's place and slept again. erm... did i mention SLEEP like so many times? hee...
there are a few pups at the seletar seaside, and most of them have been 'adopted' home by various uncles and aunties, leaving one boyboy named Stone and one girlgirl named Sandy. they're the offsprings of Sally & godknowswho. haa.. anw Sandy's really sweet and cute. and Lex as usual, terrorizes the hell out of them.
dear's quitting his job end of the mth. i dunno wad to say or offer in advice. but im just honest when it comes to comments. im not supportive, so i wont fake it and say that i am. but if that's what he wants, so be it. its his life and he has to take control anw. its not for me, not for anyone.. he just has to understand that its for himself and his future.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|17:56|
Friday, April 06, 2007
took this from a friend's blog n decided to try it out for myself.
wtf?!? which part of me looks like fiona xie huh huh huh? boobs arh!? (no, mine not as big as hers) cheaterbug programme is to boost girls' ego. dun try to cheat me ok!
i've finally completed the bulk of assignments and projects, just some touchup here and there, plus the final organizational assignment. great. done with all the ugc response papers too. now i can totally screw it! yays. BUT im getting kinda pissed w the lousy scheduling of my work. its like, NO WORK. i wanted to work cos i wanted to earn money. now i dun get to work, i bore myself to tears, and i dun get paid. anyone has job offers?? ohh i applied for Epicentre@Orchard. hahaha. if i get that job, i'd be selling ipods and macs. hee... chio~
my boyfriend, limzhikai, just demoralized the hell out of me today. cos he insulted evy's figure, so im like, TEN TIMES WORSE?? then he said i talked too much. and then he said i slept alot. so what now? i've morphed into a talkative pig isit? hmph.
i turn to the tv next to me and i see james lye and ivy lee. this must be a really old show....
i dont have a wishlist on my blog like most ppl have. but i do have a wishlist at this point in time.
I WANT.....
1) Fujitsy Lifebook S6311
OR
Fujitsu Livebook S2210
2) Tioman Trip from 5-11May
3) A well-paid part time JOB
i love my baby. cos he makes me happy. cos he never bores me out. cos he's the one and only.
im v easily contented, and he is really all i want now.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|03:04|
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
tonnes of work to complete, so little time. yawns. im tired.
i've got a big bruise and a scraped knee. i look abused.
interpersonal communication teaches me a whole lot of things i nv noticed. when im free, im gonna type some stuffs in here. i think many ppl would be able to relate to it. =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:12|
