Thursday, May 31, 2007
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:54|
i like this pic
heineken girls!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:47|
Monday, May 28, 2007
Men are like.....Government bonds. They take so long to mature.
Men are like.....High heels. They're easy to walk on once you get the hang of it.
Men are like.....Horoscopes. They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong.
Men are like.....Lava lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that bright.
Men are like.....Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
Men are like.....Parking spots. The good ones are already taken and the ones that are left are either handicapped or extremely small.
Men are like.....Popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
Men are like.....Place mats. They only show up when there's food on the table.
Men are like.....Snow storms. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long they will last.
Men are like.....Used Cars. Both are easy-to-get, cheap, and unreliable.
Men are like....Newborn babies. They're cute at first, but you get tired of cleaning up their crap.
Men are like.....Crystal. Some look real good, but you can still see right thru them.
Men are like.....Dry cleaners. Most work fast and leave no ring.
Men are like..... Laxatives. They irritate the crap out of you
Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.
If you really love something, set it free. If it comes back it's yours, If not it wasn't meant to be.
The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
ripped it off a gf's blog. pretty meaningful. just came home from a wedding dinner at shangri-la. the whole place was oh-so-pretty~ so i concluded. I WANNA GET A RiCH BOYFRIEND!
was talking to dad about these sorta wedding dinners and how useless i think they are. out of the 80 tables of guests, i guess 70 tables are filled with relatives that the bride and groom probably dont recognize. its really just a ritual that chinese couples have to go thru, cos its only 'right' that a wedding has to be 'this' way. i find it quite redundant though. but still, i want a RICH BOYFRIEND so i can have pretty pretty wedding.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:52|
Sunday, May 27, 2007
i deleted 3067 messages this morning! cleared my inbox. but..... my phone still doesnt ring. DAMN!
just like how i felt when i deleted sy's messages back in dec 2005 (omg i still can rmr), sometimes i just feel that these little things dont matter. they dont make a difference to the present. so why get hung up over some words from the past?
everything has an expiry date, so does love.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|18:04|
Saturday, May 26, 2007
my couzy's wedding felt like sucha heartwarming event. every single time i see my grandparents, their tears fall. i give them hugs to comfort them, and it feels so good to be in their arms. im not even this close to my granny (from mommy's side), probably cos years of contact just worn out that intimacy. for gong gong popo, it seems that we'll never see enough of each other to make up for the 10 years of contact lost..
anw, i met up w brianna for dinner at sakae. and there was just so much to catch up, so many things we missed out on each other's lives. im still thankful for having her, spilling my woes to her once in awhile. got to know some shocking things from her, and all i can say is, guys can be such BASTARDS. any guy can be a bastard if he wants to, that i know. but i just didnt expect some guys to be so extreme i cant imagine they even exist. sleeping w someone else cos your gf doesnt wanna give it to u, two timing "in the open", make selfish and crude remarks at the expense of their spouse's feelings. wtf?? u claim that u love your gf, but u sleep with other girls behind her back cos she doesnt wanna satisfy u. HELLO, u call that loving her? its a totally fucked up and warped theory man. if u love her, u wouldnt be doing this to hurt her. two timing in the dark is bad enough, its worse when both parties know each other exists. get what i mean? both A and B are together with C, and A knows B exists, vice versa. wow. speak of being BEEEEEEEEG hearted. too bad im selfish when it comes to love, and everyone knows that. its a small tiny puny little world, and brianna got to know Sharon from SIA interview. Sharon is cheemun's gf's (Sher) close gf, who we went to JB with back in Nov last year. the other girl who got drunk alongside with Sher and me. HAHA. this world is full of coincidences.
im up at this hour cos im shivering, having a bad fever, and woke up from my sleep to realise its only 430. my joints are aching and OH! i fainted in my room just now. then tried to convince my mom i fell asleep on the floor. hahahaha. having chest pains and gastric pain (cos i had no appetite) and it just seems like im gonna die young. like, tmr or smth. haa. someone pls assure me its not Dengue. lzk scared me out of my wits asking me if it could be Dengue.
met hui today for some shopping, actually just chatting and browsing thru stores. but i gotta apologize for my lack of conversations cos i was feeling unwell. =( sorry darling. i'll treat u to a good meal the next time we meet ok? when i get better!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|04:59|
Thursday, May 24, 2007
The Newlyweds~!!
clockwise from top left: diana, mommy, me, daddy, belle and yongchiang
its been so long since we took a family picture like that...
*[a lil princess thought at]*|16:13|
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
my semester has started!!!!! boo. 3 hour lectures are killing me. waking at 630 is killing me too. came home n slept all the way till now. anw, i really need to scream bout this very knowledgeable but very irritating lecturer i've got. she has zero tolerance for latecoming (ZERO means ZERO. not a minute, not even a second), she has a warped theory of informing her about accidents beforehand (who the hell knows that he's gonna get into an accident!?), and those accidents are only considered serious enough if it involves life and limb (wtf??). she is quite alright teaching what she's teaching, i mean, her credentials are good enough to make quite alot of people go WOW. but still, her habit of pacing up and down the LT and her machinegun speed nonstop talking kind of gets me on my nerves after some time. i get a headache from it even.
alright. enough bitching. oh no NOT ENOUGH. on my bus journey home, a nj boy boarded the bus and sat next to me. goddammit he was perspiring like nobody's business and he stank the hell out of me. he was drenched in his sweat, and he didnt even change out of his wet stinko tshirt. walao eh! i was suffering throughout my bus ride, not to mention that he alighted one stop b4 the bus interchange. yucks. i cant stand guys with BO. if u're prone to perspire incessantly, and u know u're heading for sports or smth, bring your cologne or deodorant please. i'd rather suffocate in overpowering cologne or deo than in stench.
i love this jumper in topshop so so so so much. i wanna go shopping. this sem seems like a very fast paced and hectic sem, though there're classes on just 2 days. cos in 6 weeks, we have 3 indiv papers, 2 assignments and 1 group proj for each module. scary....
im tired of making decisions for myself. anyone wants to take over the job? sighs. choose everything for me. my bf, my clothes, my job, even my brekkie lunch and dinner.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:34|
Saturday, May 19, 2007
completed this at 615am. evidence of tioman. loves.
i cant sleep. in fact, im damn awake at this unearthly hour. sighs.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|06:16|
Thursday, May 17, 2007
i wish life begins on a clean sheet each day
a zillion things i wish i cant recall
no matter how hard i try, i fail to achieve
peace.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|06:54|
Sunday, May 13, 2007
im back from tioman! =)
i miss the sun, the sand, and the tiomanders! still waiting to get my cam back so that i can upload pretty pictures. also, the pics of baby fishies dear caught. according to the guy there, he caught the 'son of garoupa'. hahahaha. just for better description, the fishies are less than 4 inches long. haa.
but snorkelling was hell fun. was intimidated by the fishies at first, cos they're pretty huge! u basically swim amidst schools of fishies. i'd wanna stay in tioman n snorkel every other day. then i'd be as dark as all the tiomanders in a week. hee..
went night fishing w dear two days ago. its like concentration game man. i couldnt keep myself awake by 6am. gosh. then i just got home from mj at his fren's place. if only if life only consisted of mj, shopping, tanning and eating. i'll be fat and happy. ohh i grew FAT in tioman. even limzhikai says so. sulks. im black and fat now. =( the food there is not bad. the sun drains energy. so i eat like, 5 meals a day? lzk doesnt wake up for breakfast 3 out of 4 days. i end up waking up DAMN HUNGRY and binge all day. plums, chips, maggi mee (INDOMIE!!!), peanuts, cuttlefish and chewing gum. those are 'side dishes', there are still the main meals. haa. now u know why im fat, fat, FAT.
it feels weird to tell ppl im 20. i still want to proclaim im a TEEN. my freshie even thot i was 16. wahaha..
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:34|
Friday, May 04, 2007
its 450am and i cant sleep. I CANT SLEEP! i've gotta get up at 6am, so i guess that simply means no more sleep for me. or the ceiling would have to fall on me to wake me up at 6. sighs. i guess i was on the line for way too long...
slow down and appreciate the little things in life. i've been expecting more and more out of the ppl arnd me. which disappoints and upsets me. many things arent within our control, and how people act or choose to behave, its entirely their choice. if what they do doesnt please me, i can only accept it and move on. i've been stuck in that warped thinking of mine that im seeing the ugly facets of people. its not how ugly they are, its how i choose to face them.
hazei has changed so much from the last time i talked to her. she sounds so sensible all of a sudden. so rational, so logical. its like she's so certain what's best for her, and she wants to achieve smth with this current r/s. i cant say the same for myself. talked to her bout zk n me, about this other guy who's treating me v well. she isnt the first person to tell me i shd seriously consider this other guy.
i miss ______. i miss ___. i miss ____ and ______.
haa.. i miss sleep. im gonna miss sleep for 3 days straight.
odd one out? cheemun!
*[a lil princess thought at]*|04:50|
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
happy birthday to ME! its sweet T-W-E-N-T-Y now. (:
thanks to everyone who msged/called/met up w me. its really been awhile since i had that 'i am popular' feeling. haa.. im just glad more ppl remembered than i expected. the long lost pri sch fren dik hin msged! cfps ppl would rmr him. hmm, nothing special this year, except for a nice night out drinking and chatting (which ended in a hangover).
met up w chris, harry, ying n hua at cafedelmar last sat. superdupermissthem. let the pictures do the talking~
on top of that, sunday marked the last day of work for zk at creative eateries. it was also zhixiang's 21st at the strike of 12am. so we celebrated at kbox marina. i bought this walnut guanaja cake from chocz, and they tried to smash it on zhixiang's face. instead of the usual cake smashing which ends up in a whipped cream fight, zhixiang ended up screaming, "walao! v pain ehh!!" hahahahaha.. cos the cake was not creamy. it was hard. full of nuts. =x anw i was tearing when i saw him cry. i really miss that whole bunch of part timers.
CE made me so many new friends from all walks of life.
thanks for everything.. you know who you are.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:07|
i like this pic
heineken girls!
completed this at 615am. evidence of tioman. loves.
