Tuesday, June 24, 2008
i've major trouble with sleep nowadays. i cant sleep before 2am and i cant wake later than 7am. i dont know what's wrong. its seriously killing me. not because im tired. but because i get so freakin bored i dont know what to do to kill time.
there has been way too much bitching for comfort nowadays. A not happy with B. B not happy with C. B, D and E not happy with F. blah blah blah. the list goes on. i get irritated easily with people who jump to conclusions and drop judgments like they know EVERYTHING. and drop sacarstic comments like "haha. like who listens to her anyway?". though i've known all of them for more than 2 years, i wont dare say that i really know them. who is to judge whom? take a look at yourself and judge yourself then. you really aren't that great anyways. so stop being biased bitches and asses and criticising others based on ur own standards.
well. enough of that. im tired of hearing that all that from different parties. i dont wish to hear anymore unless the person is rational and fair in handling the issue and gives every single person the credit he or she deserves.
i want more VS now that they have a crazy sale going on. Fall clothes are so not suitable for summer-all-yr-long singapore. sulks. am i gonna get a sponsor for my entire VS wishlist?? hmmm.....
oh yes. lzk got me a Gucci wallet and i was so upset it wasnt the kate spade wallet i wanted!!! but quite a few have commented that the wallet is nice. and im pretty sure he spent quite a bomb on it too. so yea, i appreciate the thought. BUT, i really dont like Gucci and i really dont like the size of the wallet. he knows that and he still got that for me. i bet he expected that i wouldnt LOVEloveLOVE the wallet the moment he got it. he just bought it cos HE liked it. so much for being a nice loving bf.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|22:57|
Monday, June 16, 2008
i had my most miserable day of 21 years on saturday.
i want that kate spade wallet.
i spent too much money on random stuff, now im broke.
i cant believe what's happening on friday.
i dont think i will survive the stress im gonna face.
i just want all to be well.
that's all.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:44|
Sunday, June 08, 2008
happie birthday cheemun!! =) its alright that u dont read my blog, but anyways, nice having u as a friend of 2 yrs!~ thanks for occasional advices and all. hearts!
anyways anyways, life has been boring!! kinda confirmed a job, but still waiting for the HQ to call me and update me bout pay system, working hours, blah blah blah. its gonna be my kill-time-job since im way way free nowadays. of cos, the pay's not bad too.
everyone (including lzk) yearns to spend time slacking away at home and sleeping. yes, i understand that he's tired after work and all. but im really bored SICK staying home and sleeping all day all night. i just yearn to get out of the walls of the house to breathe some fresh air or just walk arnd and do nothing! different lives, different opinions, i know. its like the walls of my home is crashing down on me or smth. i just feel so horrible staying home all day. go out and the activities are always to do with chilling, drinking, or whatever. and my tummy hasnt been feeling too well lately for all those. so i just get even more depressed. SULKS.
on a brighter note, lzk has been trying to entertain me for the past few days. =) and his sis is a great source of entertainment too. haa. im obviously still irritated by 'fake' ppl arnd me, but im starting to let things go and realize that some ppl are just like that. and its not up to me to decide if they are right or wrong. oh my cousins and the pets at my grandparents' place entertained me just now! they got this cute chinchilla which just behaves like a mega hamster, and they have two cute cute hamsters that love playing with me. they climb up the sides of the cage to follow my finger, and then they lose grip and fall flat. then they stun for awhile. before they get back and start climbing all over again. hahahahaa. i want hamsters!!!!!
just a note: im going thru a pretty tough-to-handle period right now. probably explains the moodswings and extreme boredom. but if i do irritate anyone, pls bear with me. i feel like im getting more and more practical, straightforward and even blunt. so yea. im sorry.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:04|
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Hello, my name is:
Madeline Woon Shu Xuan
When I'm nervous:
i make funny hand gestures. and try to crap my way thru. beat arnd the bush. yada yada.
The last song I listened to was:
some chinese song by xue kai qi
If I were to get married right now the best person would be:
HUHH. problem is i WONT get married right now. if im forced, it'd have to be limzhikai now.
By this time next year I'll be:
working
My middle name is:
shortie
what was i doing this Morning:
sleeping
Last night I was talking to:
daddy, mommy. about daddy's trip to Tricchi (in India~) for his worker's wedding. so schweeeeet.
If I was an animal I'd be:
a hamster. store food in my mouth, run arnd (the wheel) all day, sleeeeeeep. SHIOK AH!~~*
Next monday night I'll be:
doing smth. slacking, k-ing, chilling, whatever~
My heart is:
located somewhere slightly higher than my left boob
Do you have low self-esteem?
sometimes.. but most of the time my ego is pretty big.
Do you get depressed about things?
yes? who the hell doesnt!?!?
Are you comfortable with the way you look?
yepps. mai hiam la... short, fat, chubby face, flat nose, ok what!
Describe your hair:
short. fine. ash brown highlights. always cut by Ken from Monsoon at bkt timah. he's damn good!!
Were you a strange child?
i loved durians till i got cut by one on my face. i played with lego and trucks and tanks until my dad got me a barbie doll carriage when i was 5. oh, i had no barbies to sit in the carriage. i liked storing food in my mouth and not chewing, concentrating damn hard on my channel 8 drama serial. (that's why i wanna be hamster u see..) i love love love clubbing since the age of 2. and i was a mini bartop dancer! hmmm... i guess i was kinda strange.
Are you scared of growing up old?
no
Own any pets?
Lex! a lab mix. that irritating bugger who entertains me all day. hee. that idiot who's terrified of loud sounds like thunder and liondance.
Do you have a license?
yea yea! i drive lorry~!
Ever been thrown out of a bar?
no
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?
outdoors. im missing redang alr.
favorite season?
winter, summer.
Do you like walking in the rain?
in drizzles, yes. downpours, no thanks.
Do you like thunderstorms?
in the middle of the night, yes. in the afternoons and evenings, HELL NO!! spoil my plans for the day man..
Are you a vegetarian?
i did try to be one! but failed terribly. hahahaa.. its impossible for me to live without meat. and limzhikai would force me to eat anyways. his mission in life is to stuff me with food.
What can you eat forever?
nothing? i get bored pretty easily. current craving, lamb chop at 925!
What is your favorite dessert?
not a sweet tooth. maybe... cold ching teng?
What is your relation with the last person who gave you a comment?
comment as in on the blog? dilysssss heng. jc gf, fellow econs dropper who's majoring in econs now (wth!!), skinny monkey, and has a bf who's in love with my bf. jack and limzhikai. maddie and dil. woww. =)
What happened at 1:00 am today?
i was playing call of duty on psp and daddy came home to talk talk talk talk. i think that's what happened.
ok im done. BORING! im so so so bored at home i think im starting to disintegrate. gosh.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|18:24|
