Wednesday, February 25, 2009
just got back from proj meeting. and i gotta wake at freakin 630am tmr!!! anyways, i got comments from my ub frens that they cant recognize me when browsing thru my jc pics. so here they are. SPOT ME!
honestly, i think i look EXACTLY the same. ok i know the first pic's kinda small. but its a class pic, what do u expect!? i miss them man. 04s6b. =)) now even the guys are in uni. some girls are gonna start working soon. it must be damn hard to meetup now...
i went to ttsh w dad and mom yday, for dad's checkup. we were in the neurology clinic, and we were basically waiting to settle the bill and leave. then somewhere on my right, i heard people saying "sir, u ok?" "you need help?" "who's here with him?" etc. then i turned arnd and saw this young man, in his thirties, inching forward with trembling knees. one hand was on his walking stick, and the other, on the barrier for more support. he kept trying to walk towards the seats, which were merely a metre away. but one moment, his legs trembled so much he couldnt move forward at all, and the next moment, his wobbly legs gave way and his knee went straight to the ground with a loud thud. people rushed forward to help him up, but he kept saying that he was ok. that moment, i turned away and a tear rolled down. the reason i turned away was because i did not want the young man to see me crying out of pity for him. i saw his embarrassment when he fell. i saw his pride as he insisted that he was ok. i knew he did not need the pity of people like me. nonetheless, my heart ached. a young and promising man in his thirties. plagued with some illness, probably some muscular disorder? or parkinson's disease? i dont know. i only know that my heart went out to him. i wished i had the courage to go up to him, hold his hand, and tell him how brave he is. here, i just want to say, "jia you", to whoever you are.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:18|
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
i wont dare to name my kid mimi or sisi or something bimbotic sounding. cos i really think a name affects how a kid turns out to be like. "mimi" just sounds way too bimbo for me.
my cousin in law is pregnant. =)) a baby is probably the most amazing gift from God. so glad to see kor and belle jie so loving. afterall, they've only been married for a few months.
im super mj gian recently. i think i'll only get worse when the car arrives. haa.
i miss ahlulu. miss those 'regular' sundays of soccer, dinner, and lan. =))
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:56|
Friday, February 06, 2009
dar left. i cried. =(
i really really miss him alr.
still, all the best over there ahlulu.
lub u.
this cny wasnt that event-less for me. but i think i sense a bad year ahead. i alr have enough bad things happening. there's a messy case going on with that 79 merc woman, and i think i've been taken on a merry go round and zk's money has been cheated.
speaking of zk, i dont know if i'll give up on him soon. this relationship has been under too much pressure from external sources. sometimes i find him too childish. sometimes i think he lies too much. sometimes i find him too insensitive. frens shd know that i never tolerate liars. evy always says its good to act dumb in relationships. but i cant. and that's the problem.
on the other hand, im too proud. i dont like the fact that i trusted the wrong person. i dont like to face the fact that i've been stupid for years, believing all the explanations he gave for 'uncertain' stories. guess we started off on the wrong foot. if time could turn back, i would wish that this r/s never happened. cos it has really caused me alot of pain. almost from the beginning, till now.
i have given up hope. i feel it.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:35|
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
emma gordon bag from conversationpcs.com.
I WANT IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!!!
early vday present? early bday present? early xmas present? =((((
zouk this thurs. =))
*[a lil princess thought at]*|23:10|
Monday, February 02, 2009
went to mdm heng's place to bai nian this afternoon. a few interesting things happened. dan and i went to her old address, and searched from the 5th to 12th level. then we received melody's call to say that they have shifted. haa.. then at mdm heng's place, one of the first few things kaijun asked me was whether zk was haze's ex, the one which she brought into oc. haa. small world. and its not as if i didnt know, but dan would have seen my startled look cos i didnt expect haze to tell kaijun that. plus, i have no idea why haze would know that im zk's current gf. the wonders of social networking. didnt wanna say much, cos ultimately kaijun is pretty close to haze now and i see no point in sharing my side of the story. all i can say is, what a small world. and, no lies go undiscovered. anw i find it v comfortable being w old frens like dan. we dont catch up v often, other than mj sessions, but its like he knows me v well. there's nothing i wouldnt share w him. yupp, and he tells me straight in the face if i've grown ugly or put on weight. that's what u call true friends? hahahahaa..
mom pissed me off big time today. for acting smart.
just a random note. i think im too proud.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|02:03|
