Sunday, April 26, 2009
17 again was a good show. surprisingly! i went to it simply for the cute boy. haa. anw, im SO happy im finally meeting huihui again, next tues!!! =))))) and and, i got a new phone from lzk. =))))))))))))) he meant it as a surprise for me, and he continued bluffing me even when i told him i wanted to buy the phone for myself after getting my pay. he played along and even told me to decide what color i want etc. when in fact, HE ALR BOUGHT IT AND SELECTED THE COLOR FOR ME. i havent been so happy w a surprise for a loooooooong time. last i rmr, i think it was when i got dinosaur, also from him. =)) well, he knew i wanted that particular phone and all, but it was really expensive, so i really didnt think he'd actually get me that all by himself. thot i'd buy it w my pay or my bday angpao money.
anw anw, i love u baby. im really really happy, not just w the prezzie, but for the fact that u still make it a pt to surprise me, to make me happy, to plan for a future w me in the picture.... sometimes it really doesnt feel like we've been tgt for 3 yrs plus. =))) *hugggs* i appreciate every single little thing u do for me, and i guess i expected u to say what u said today. but it still surprises me that u are REALLY planning for a future tgt, and that u're REALLY working towards it. to be honest, i am apprehensive, but i appreciate the thought. cos it reminds me how impt i am to u. and u are impt to me too. but im at a stage where alot of things are uncertain, so gimme some time, prob a mth to decide? im sure u'd grant me that. cos u're my baby. love u la limzhikai!!! muacksssss.
ok, im hardly that lovey dovey on my blog. for others reading, pardon me. took a look at the calender and saw that NEXT FRIDAY is 1st May and its my bday! i thot it was at least 2 weeks later. damn. ok, i have all the rights to put up a wishlist this year since i lost my entire bag, so for ppl who feel rich or for those who love me alot alot, u all can take a look and see what's affordable? (i understand that most are not very affordable though, so i dont mind surprise prezzies or angbaos. i'll love anything given by anyone la. hahahahaa.)
wishlist 09:
nokia e71 (fulfilled!!!!!)
porter bag (the same size as the one i lost, if u know which it is...)
wallet/card pouch
something WORTHY to replace mousey (this is gonna be hard)
mp3 player (can i say ipod or creative preferably?? =s)
clothes (leggings/tights/tunics)
nice cig case
keychain
that shd be it! =)) will add on when i rmr more. hee.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|03:30|
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
there's this weird feeling im experiencing. this feeling of wanting to shut out from the world. feel like splurging on a mp3 player for myself, go uncontactable, and wander wherever my feet brings me. just wanna be alone. read, have a coffee, shop, do absolutely nothing.
there's too much noise in my life, too many disagreements from everyone. on the other hand, life is too plain and boring, too quiet for my liking. dont think i make sense, but its truly how i feel.
the time has passed us by. i have a strange feeling that my r/s w zk has ran its course. sad, yes. but its been long enough i guess, longer than anybody expected. afterall, love is just a feeling.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|00:57|
Friday, April 03, 2009
tmr is my last day at shp. kinda got used to all the working, travelling, and not having much free time. now i feel lost. well, glad i made a fren out of a boss, glad i got to experience what its like in casting. its a weird mix of everything. marketing, advertizing, PR. i'll miss shp days.
feeling down, and im not quite sure if its cos of shp or jacky or limzhikai. perhaps its just me apprehensive about my future. but then again, who isn't?
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:29|
