Thursday, August 13, 2009
zk's dad passed away last night. im in shock, learning to deal with it, but its definitely worse for him and his family members. it was too sudden. i can only pray that uncle rests in peace. i will try my best to help in whatever ways i can. i miss uncle. was never exceptionally close to him, but he would always show concern about what i'm doing, if i lost weight... he'd always ask me about zk's relations with my parents. miss how i'd always ask uncle if he wanted food from the coffeeshop downstairs, miss how him and zk/sis would fight for chicken wings or fries.. or simply any food.
i still cant believe and accept the fact that uncle is gone. i just hope to be there for zk and his family during this time. cos that's the least i can do for him.
*[a lil princess thought at]*|01:52|
Monday, August 10, 2009
mark asked me, 'u still wearing the ring w zk?'
i have officially broken up w zk. its a day b4 the deadline but he has given me his answer. so yup, we're parting ways. still staying friends though, i've no qualms bout that. cant say that im all good about this, but its not like the world's crashing down on me. might be due to the fact that i had 2 mths to get myself accustomed to a world without him. considering my current job, i probably wont have that much time to think bout it as well.
its funny how 'options' appear when u turn single. and by options, i mean ppl, i mean boys. i only intend to keep things entirely platonic. i've no interest in complicated matters. not now. not anytime soon either.
its been a good long break so far. fri was val's bday, sat was matinee show w jacky and uncle chris' baby shower, today was ice cream buffet and then late night supper w mark n qy. im so thankful for the company of frens, and i find myself missing them alot now that i've got less time to spare. anna darling is starting work soon, but im sure we'd find time for meetups like that. mark and i are both single now, and i guess these 2 lonely souls can still continue seeking solace in each other's company. haa...
*[a lil princess thought at]*|03:57|
Saturday, August 01, 2009
and so i have not updated for a loooong time. that's cos i've started work at Saatchi Lab as of 22July. true enough, advertising requires passion, long hours, lots of PR, lots of time management. but.... I LOVE IT. good frens would know that i need interest in smth to survive. if not i wont fuck care. hahaha. up till now, everything in saatchi lab is still pretty nice. i will turn into an office bitch in time, but the time's not now. =) i like working with the few creative guys i've worked with. some of em pretty cock fellas. some make my day better in some way or another. some days i just feel so tired i could lie on my table and sleep. seriously. hahahahahaha.
as for me and zk, we're no longer tgt, but still on talking terms. the deadline for our r/s is aug 10. hard to explain what that date is for. haha, deadline now sounds to me like official work. but in any case, im fine. probably cos im so tied up everyday i can hardly have time to think about it? im not complaining then. im pretty happy now. =)
*[a lil princess thought at]*|10:46|
