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Tuesday, February 08, 2011

im so tired from all the cny visiting. went to uncle chai's godma's place on chu yi, and just got news yday that she's unconscious and hospitalized. fragility of life huh. can only hope for the best for her, that everything will turn out just fine. afterall she's alr 101 years of age, it's gonna be tough on her if she needs to be put under medication and all.

dad and mom have left for China, and now the limzhikai is the PR at my place. im glad he gets along well with my family (and Lex!) so there wasn't any issue w him staying over to accompany me. how things have changed from 5 years ago, when he got kicked out of my house. come to think of it, how did we even last for 5 years? some things dont change 5 years on. i still cant stand the sight of that particular ex of his, and the best part was to see her outside zouk on chu yi. fabulous start to a new year. its been so long all that drama should be over, but nope. when i see her my blood boils. whatever it is, it was just darn suay.

after working for a year and a half i am finally at the point of "looking forward to the next vacation/public holiday". never quite felt it when others told me such things, when i was still a uni student, rushing assignments and projects. now im in a constant rush for deadlines, campaigns, pitches, meetings. every single day is a challenge. challenge to wake up, challenge to rush to work, challenge to deal with unpleasant people, challenge to find cabs to meetings, challenge to stay awake during meetings... then the challenge to drag my ass back home. and the final challenge to fall asleep.

sort of influenced by many to go for one of these 'fortune telling' sessions. soon.. maybe then i will know if im on the right track. cos sometimes i doubt my own choices in life. oh well, who doesn't?

*[a lil princess thought at]*|16:01|